
I woke up from the circle of dreams, at a lonely point.
Your voice is ringing through my delusion, which is also about you.
And I admit without hypocrisy
Love You.
I swear it
I Love You
Your shadow haunts my every move, and my will.
My heart will turn off my emotions, and my ambitions.
πΆπ΅πΆ
Ah ... still ringing in my head, the song of my idol musician, Iwan Fals, entitled "The Alone", which I played loudly in my room this morning before I left for work. If it wasn't for the yelling, "noisy woi!" from the neighbors, I must have closed this morning with the song "Wind and Wind".
Talk about the person in the song. If he were a man, he would be very manly. Swear and confess with all her convictions, and then say to the woman she loves: I love you. That was the scariest thing for me. Not that I'm afraid of rejection. My fear is based on the story of my friends who once expressed their love. So when they express their feelings to the woman they love, and she rejects them, that day is the end of all their relationships. I don't want to end up like that. Especially if it happens to me and Lela.
"Bang, fried bang?" jayadi said, while thrusting a plate containing a pile of fried foods of various variants, in front of me.
"Well, can. Who brought it?" my question, while taking tofu contents, along with the cayenne pepper.
"Sir Salman" Jayadi replied.
Uh, isn't Mr Salman dead? "Hey Jay! If you're joking, don't bring someone who's dead" I said to Jayadi, a little loudly.
"Yaelah Bang! Not that Mr. Salman, but Mr. Salman the driver" he replied.
"Oh, yes, too. There's another one called Salman, huh?" I said, then I laughed and felt a little embarrassed.
Jessica looked at the plate that I thrust into her face with a face that looked disgusted. "No, Bang. Later my face is spotty when eating fried foods. What if Kim Soo Hyun comes to my house? keep seeing me spotty?" he said plain, but annoying at the same time.
Then I glanced at Jayadi. "Jay, who is Kim Soo Hyun?" I asked him a little whisper.
"South Korea's national team attacker," replied Jayadi, haphazardly.
"No!" deny Jessica, while hitting the table. "Kim Soo Hyun is a famous artist from Korea!" he said ketus, to Jayadi.
"Jes, it's only natural that Jayadi doesn't know. Me, it's just Kim Jong-un" I said. Jayadi laughed amusedly at my words, while Jessica pouted.
"Morning?" greet Erwin while stepping into the brifing room.
At once we reply with the words, "morning ... "
I saw Erwin enter the briefing room holding a brown envelope. I remember once that was Lela's job application that I gave her four days ago.
"Ben, today Lela will be interviewed" Erwin told me.
"Well .. thank goodness then, "my reply is calm, when in fact I really want to jump for joy.
Erwin walked over to his desk. Then he put the brown envelope he was carrying on the table, and sat down in his chair. "Well, at first Mr. Zulkarnain had doubts about his quality, I was actually like that. But, Jayadi spoke to me yesterday. He said, if Lela works here, our turnover in the Cake Source store can go up. Just like you talked to me before. So, I tried again to talk to Mr. Zulkarnain, and finally he agreed to give me a chance" Erwin explained to me.
I stared at Jayadi while smiling at him. Then it wasn't wrong two days ago that I told him about this in my room.
"But, if Lela really accepted a job here. You help him, with the knowledge you already have. I am also willing to guide him. Instead, Lela should take responsibility with our turnover at the Cake Sources store," Erwin said.
"Ready Mas" I said, followed by Jessica and Jayadi who also said "Ready ...."
"When you have finished your breakfast, leave. Don't be bad, later your turnover is pegged to chicken," said Erwin. Actually not funny, but because of our superior Erwin, so forced the three of us to pretend to laugh, hahaha ....