We Finally Married!

Personal Taste

"Have you eaten?" Arnav asks who witnessed Namira not touching the food.

"Yet. I just don't taste." Answer's flat. He began to feel his eyes hot and his body began to shiver.

"Why don't you take advantage of the mini market? With what money do you shop for food and daily home needs?" Tanya Arnav full of search.

Namira began to feel her eyes twitching.

"I use my online salary. The mini market is Arnav's work. I can't confess to something that I'm not working on myself. Moreover, I do not like to seize the achievements of others or recognize them as my achievements." Answer weakly.

Arnav feels guilty but there is still something that bothers him especially about revenge and thoughts about former Namira.

"alright. Let's go home." Bring Arnav. It doesn't matter whether Namira wants to eat something else or not. She recalled Dilla's message that women always seek sympathy when they are proven to make mistakes. Their closeness is no longer a friend. Arnav keeps trying to keep his distance especially he knows if Dilla is the one who grazed Namira. Arnav uses Dilla to know Namira's heart.

In the car Namira endured her pain. He was crying in a semi-conscious state. It felt really tight when away from the family who supported him plus he had to be with someone who always accused him of matre women. Arnav stops his car when he hears Namira's sobbing with his eyes closed in the seat next to Arnav's.

"Namira! Hey, what's wrong with you?" Call Arnav. He rubbed the girl's cheek to wipe her tears. How shocked Arnav was when he found Namira had a high fever. He immediately took Namira to the nearest clinic.

After getting the infusion, Namira regained consciousness. He looked at Arnav who was sitting anxiously beside him.

"If you are sick, you should not go to the market." Gentle Arnav. Namira did not answer. His pale face just stared at the window. He really wants to go home, back to his previous activities to become an ordinary employee.

"Are you aware, Namira? I see your identity is a midwife. If you want to work here." Said a female doctor who examined Namira. The girl just smiled thinly.

"You can go home, ma'am. Continue to rest and I think you already know what foods can help recovery and the time of administration of drugs." The doctor said it was friendly.

Arnav tries to help Namira stand up but his hand is pushed away by Namira. Along the way the girl just kept quiet with her pale face.

"I bought you some porridge." Tawar Arnav's.

"No need for a mas. I'll take a break." Namira went to her room and locked the door. Arnav doesn't know what to do. It feels like everything went wrong.

Namira makes up her mind to pass the entrance exam. He begins to learn and also prevents crossing paths with Arnav. He woke up early and prepared breakfast. When Arnav had left, he went out of the room to clean up the house. When Arnav came home, he finished cooking dinner and locked himself in his room.

"Namira, are you asleep? Do we need to check your condition again?" Ask Arnav every night. The girl still refused to touch him.

A week had passed since he became ill. Today Arnav is on a weekend off. Namira had equipped herself with food in the room. He was determined not to meet Arnav especially because tomorrow he had to take the exam online.

"Namira, are you awake? I'm going to buy you breakfast, do you want to?" Arnav asked behind the door.

"When did you eat? I've been sleeping on the living room couch since last night." Reply Arnav.

"I've been bringing my food since yesterday." Timpal Namira's.

"We need to talk!" Arnav said while pushing Namira's room door. The girl would not open the door.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Arnav asked while looking at Namira sharply.

"It's okay." Reply indifferently.

"I'm sorry." Arnav holds his wife's shoulder.

"I was thinking I was trying to take the entrance exam. But this time I canceled. Not because I want to crouch here facing all the charges against me, but because I'm not willing to use a dime of that fifty million." Namira Assert.

"I've hurt your pride. I'm really sorry." Arnav.

"The deal was removed. Money and minimarkets are also not my right. Do not ask me to perform my duties as in the previous contract. Let each one live until we are saturated with our own thoughts. I think Arnav's mature, patient, presenter, always thinking negatively." Said Namira while holding back her cries.

Arnav hugs Namira. He feels so stupid now. He should not have to provoke Dilla's talk or use it as a tool to find out his wife's feelings for him.

"I'm going to apply for a job at the clinic yesterday. Don't interfere in my business. I want to go home every day with Dilla, it's none of my business." Ketus Namira leaving Arnav. He went to the cafe and made a resume. He then applied for a job at the Healthy Clinic where he was treated yesterday.

It's afternoon. Arnav doesn't turn on the house lights. Namira, who has arrived home, plans to turn on the lamp but his hand is held back by Arnav. The man pulls Namira into the room and locks her.

"I've been patient since we knew each other. I'm trying to understand all your past traumas. Slowly I dig deep into your heart, trying to heal the wounds of the past. But it turns out it is very difficult because your heart and attitude are like a stone" said Arnav.

"I have to take the helm of our relationship. Sorry before." Arnav said that he immediately kissed Namira's lips. A long struggle ensued and the feeling was equally new to both.

"There is no need to say not prepared because readiness is there because it is accustomed." Arnav says back. The long night occurred where the woman felt a different sensation while the man felt getting what he was looking for all this time. Namira feels very comfortable with Arnav's activities. Arnav felt the heavy burden he had been carrying all this time suddenly disappear.

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