Waiting Quintessence
, Chapter 47
Kinanti went straight into the hotel room without making small talk with Dimas who was still next to her, watching that Dimas just bobbing his head while continuing to step into his room next to the room Kinanti.
Kinanti threw her bag on the bed, turned on the tv and sat daydreaming on the sofa in the hotel room. The TV is only turned on but not watched his mind drift considering the incident earlier.
The meeting with Arga reopened the old wound, the wound that was almost healed now hurts again, but he also feels guilty for lying to Arga about the existence of Daffa. Hish at the edge of the mind, why should also feel bad for Arga, the inner circle. Remember the hard times you had to go through first, no need to think of others, his heart said. Yes I do not need to think about others, all I have to think about is myself and Daffa and the good people around me, he whispered in his heart. After a long time at war with his inner and his feelings.
Finally, Kinanti went into the bathroom to clean herself up. After that he prayed, confided with the creator and tearfully asked God for the best path for all of this, although he himself did not know what it was but Kinanti was sure that God would help his weak servant.
Kinanti laid her body on the bed looking at the picture of Daffa laughing, hugged her cell phone as if embracing Daffa and long she fell asleep.
Meanwhile, Arga's state is not much different from Kinanti, he is restless, unable to sleep, but it is already midnight. Finished cleaning himself Arga walked out towards the balcony, he sat alone considering the incident earlier.
When he was resigned to seek the existence of Kinanti suddenly God brought them together unintentionally. God made him meet the girl he loved so much, the girl he hurt.
If he had the courage to oppose his parents, maybe now he and Kinanti also their children have lived happily. But everything has happened, There is disappointment and sadness in him, he hopes Kinanti still maintains their child, but it turns out his son is no longer there.
Aaahhhhhh. cried Arga while pulling her own hair, she regretted everything that had happened, but Arga also understood the position of Kinanti, understanding why Kinanti had to do it.
Sayup-sayup can be heard singing from the cafe around the hotel Arga. A song from the capital's famous band that makes him more soluble in sadness
I finally found you
When this heart begins to melt
I finally found you
When this body wants to dock
,
I wish you were
The answer to all my worries
And let myself
Loving you to the end of my age
If I match you later
I have all my weaknesses
Don't ever get tired of loving me
I finally found you
When this heart begins to melt
I wish you were
The answer to all my worries
And let myself
Loving you to the end of my age
If I match you later (to you)
Have me with all my weaknesses (all my weaknesses)
Without feeling a clear circle flowed from his eye patch, and suddenly he was imagined by Daffa's face. Aih why the face of the little boy who imagined in my eyes, why suddenly I miss him yes, what because of the sadness that I feel the loss of a child that makes me remember Daffa. Arga walks into her room, picks up her cell phone, opens it and searches for a portrait of herself and Daffa that Arga does not realize is her own son. Arga laid his body on the bed while looking at the little boy's face, looking as though a smile on the corner of Arga's lips until he fell asleep.
In two different places it turns out that a pair of different-gender humans were looking at the Daffa image until they fell asleep in the silence of the night.
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Hi my dear readers, sorry yes just up, make up for the support so far, I made this chapter 47 when I consul to the doctor waiting for the time called, continue when I have to hear the decision of the doctor if I have to chemotherapy again as much as 6x, whereas 2 years ago I have undergone chemo as much as 8x, but that is life is not always in our desire, but that is life is not always in our desire, life must go on, life goes on, I have to be passionate, so it's very difficult for this chapter with a branching mind, so please understand if there are many mistakes here and there.
Doain ya readers let everything go smoothly, aamiin.
