Waiting Quintessence

Chapter 18

"I want to hear everything kin, about your life story that I don't know" said Ratih.

"But your attitude won't change after you find out about me" I said, holding her hand.

"Relax Kin, whatever you are, I will still be your best friend" Ratih said with a smile at me and Tika.

Then I began to tell about the mistakes I made in the beginning of my college to cause me to become pregnant, the family who kicked me out of shame and was not accepted by his father's family Daffa.

"Why his father Daffa's family does not accept you Kin, they know you are pregnant because of his child, however the child you bear is his grandson", asked Ratih growled.

"I don't know Tih, maybe because I come from an ordinary family, not equal to those who are rich, grandchildren, you imagine Tih, they threw a check at me but I didn't use it" I said, recalling the incident.

"Keep what the man did when you were treated that way by his family" asked Ratih.

"She was just silent and did nothing" I said, without feeling a clear circle flow in my eyes.

"I'm sick Tih saw that, the only person for me to lean on was to just sit still and do nothing" I said with a sobbing that began to sound, Tika gave me a tissue.

"I'm sorry Kin because of me you've come to remember what happened before" said Ratih. Once I can control myself I continue my story.

"At that time I was confused where to go, and what to do, while I myself also did not have money and did not have a job. Suddenly I thought of Tika, so I stayed with Tika until now", I said as I held Tika's hand and said, "you want to be bothered by Tik, you are like an angel to me, the helper angel", Tika nodded her head.

"Oh yes Kin.gimana with your family, have you ever visited him"

"I don't know Tih, I don't dare tuh, which I remember the big angry father at that time until finally he kicked me out, yes I know maybe he was embarrassed to have a pregnant child out of wedlock, yes, while the mother just cried, my mother was the mother continued Tih but was like a real mother, she was very dear to me".

"When you visit your parents, apologize to them, I'm sure they forgive you especially after seeing Daffa", Tika advised me, I nodded.

I also hugged Tika and Ratih together while saying" makasi ya have become my best friend who wrote about my condition".

"Kin.kan when it happened you were still in college early level yes, continue how the story you can until the end of college" asked Ratih.

"I always motivated Kinan to continue college after she gave birth" Tika said.

"And you know that at that time my financial condition was zero, did not have money but told to go to college again, Tika always helped my finances but I was embarrassed for a long time, I end up selling online or taking cake orders, or taking tutoring from the neighborhood kids, the work that can be done at home because I feel sorry for Daffa if I work greeting the guard because at that time Daffa was a banged baby" I said.

"You are great Kinan can go through everything alone, if I am in your position maybe all I do is cry only once", praised Ratih.

"That's because there's Tika by my side who keeps motivating" I said as I glanced at Tika.

"mother..mother where", cried Daffa looking for me.

"Ease of conversation, tomorrow continued again, after all the bully was looking for me, he must be thirsty for milk".

"Tuh you just sleep with me" Tika asked.

"Well why don't you, let it be with me, just three" I said.

"Without Kin, you're mostly not feeling good about Mulu" said Tika.

"Makasi ya Tik", I said, and I went into my room while Tika and Ratih went into Tika's room.

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