Waiting Quintessence

Chapter 2

The bus began to run slowly, it looked complicated inside the terminal, chaotic if I think the. To reduce the chaos there are some officers who arrange buses that will enter and buses that will exit the terminal. Finally the bus came out of the terminal down the highway in the city, appearing to be a traffic jam when the red light was on. Yes SS city is one of the big cities in the country, with all the hustle and bustle of community life.

"Mbak.please tryin mbak, I just bought this cake at the cake shop next to my office", suddenly the woman sitting next to me said while thrusting a cardboard, in which there are some cupcakes. A beautiful, friendly, smiling woman, maybe her age is above me a little, Inner Kinanti. From the clothes worn like he was an employee, wearing a skirt sepan green color tosca combined with a cream color shirt motif flowers green, matching, my inner.

"Yes mbak makasi", reject Kinanti with a smile.

"Hayu dong mbak kalainin, when I eat alone si, not cool to know, this is delicious loh" he tried to convince Kinanti, finally Kinanti took a cupcake and ate it, he tried to convince Kinanti, and it does taste good.

"Makasi ya mbak over the cake, delicious loh," said Kinanti while eating the cake. Kinanti also introduced herself," oh yes I'm Kinanti mbak, call me Kinan".

"I'm Tania" said the beautiful mother.

"In MM where do you live Kinan?, asked Tania while continuing her sentence," if I was in the Green Gem housing.

"If I'm in the housing of Seruni Tan, if we don't have the wrong housing we are opposite" replied Kinanti explained.

"Wahh it turns out we're neighbors to Kinan" Tania said. Kinanti nodded her head.

Finally we chatted while eating cupcake brought Tania during the trip. And without feeling Tania fell asleep in her chair, I also let her, did not want to disturb Tania seemed to sleep very soundly.

I looked out the car glass, looking at the scenery around the road that passed by this bus. The bus has already started to enter the toll road outside the city. Shady green trees began to appear, the hills also began to be seen.

I suddenly thought of Ryan. The man who recently approached me. Ryan is a handsome, white, man, about twenty-eight years old. He is a friendly man, as a superior he is a good superior, always helps his subordinates, so we subordinates feel happy, there is no distance between us, sometimes he can also be invited to joke.

Sometimes Ryan would take me to lunch with him or take me home to my boarding house when I got home from work. I wonder if Ryan's good attitude is to me because he likes me, because today is what there are still good-natured men who want to take pains to treat or take home without any particular purpose, or I was the time yes that kepedean, or, inner Kinanti while smiling. It could be that Ryan is always being nice to anyone.

"stupid....dumb", muttered Kinanti quietly while banging her own head.

"Don't ge-er Kinan", my heart said.

"So she might like you Kinan, but would she still like it if she knew you had a child" my heart said again.

"Will he accept your past" my heart said.

I was glued, remembering it.

Duhh yes I will not be kegeeran again, kilahku to stop the voices.

Suddenly the innocent face of the three-year-old boy who had been with me for three years, the boy who could always make me smile with his funny behavior. Hmmm mom miss you son.