Waiting Quintessence
Chapter 20
Arga sat pensively alone in the cafe which was in a building with where he ngegym, accompanied by orange juice and snacks. He also recalled the incident this morning where he had an argument with his mother.
Arga wondered why her mom always talked about grandchildren, I was tired of hearing it. Actually, Arga was also surprised that his marriage to Lisa had been running for almost three years but why they had not been blessed with a child, while Arga does his duty as a husband to provide an inner living to Lisa although it may not be as attractive as most young couples. But if you think about it first she only did it once with Laras and it turns out that Laras was immediately pregnant.
Is it possible because I did it not sincerely with lisa, inner Arga while sucking his drink.
Lisa and I were married because of an arranged marriage, not because of love, we were both victims of our parents. Our marriage is a business marriage that is married is not our children but their two companies to be more developed. I don't love Lisa and I'm sure Lisa doesn't love me either, circumstances force us to be together, and I don't know until when we survive.
Why should I be betrothed not just bang Arda. Bang Arda the luscious can marry the woman he loves while I have to lose the woman I love so much, Laras, who was pregnant with my son, the inner Arga again.
Why was it that my mom had to have a heart attack, which made me stuck in place, which made me unable to leave my mom to chase after Laras, unknowingly Arga kicked the table when remembering the event, suddenly heard an old song from a famous band of the capital that made him increasingly swept away in grief.
*Please when you understand
The scream of the heart
Tired even though trying
Conquer
The taste that exists
Please stay a moment
Forget the time
Follow my tears
Lara's drops
Knitting asa
Dream forge
Endapkan quietly
Love will bring you back here
Reaping longs, washing away stings
Take with you, the old you
When lies flow
Praise the heart
Calm your soul
Calm the love
As before
When together
There's no doubt
Love will bring you back here
Reaping longs, washing away stings
Bring along yourself*,…...
I should have been braver back then to chase after Laras instead of just looking at the barrel away.
You where my dear, I've been looking for you but it looks like you've vanished into the earth. Being in the hemisphere where you are right now dear, Arga muttered while covering his face and exhaling violently.
I want to know how you are doing, whether you're okay.how about our baby is he still there, are you looking after him, so many questions are in my head right now. what I want to throw, but.
I'm sorry Laras.I'm a stupid man, an irresponsible coward, I want to express my regrets, my guilt but to whom, only to the last wind.
dert....
Mobile Arga ringing. Arga took out his phone from his bag..... Lisa's....
"Yes" said Arga briefly.
"you where you are, I haven't come home yet, it's really noon" Lisa said.
"Walk home, I'm waiting for you for lunch" continued Lisa.
"yes", replied Arga uninspired. Arga walked straight to the cashier's desk to pay for the food and munuman he had ordered, then walked out to the parking lot.
