TWILIGHT IN THE PINE FOREST

TO JAKARTA

I finally got home. The sun also stings. My mom is in the kitchen. I just live alone with my mom. My father is traveling to Kalimantan.

"Sir.this is a deposit from Bulik. He said make a mixture when cooking. ".. I handed you a plastic crackle filled with chickpeas.

" Thank God, you can make dinner later. "femak accepts it with a smile.

" I go to the room first.want to change clothes.hot.

It turns out that I also miss my room, although narrow but I am very grateful at least there is still a place where I take shelter.

I'm putting my body on the bed. I looked at my old roof.

Hopefully one day I can fix it.

I closed my eyes, remembering Bulik... Pachylic... Iput. and Mas Ari...

there was a subtle sigh I felt. And I'd rather not continue with that shadow.. Mom went into the room..

"How's Bulik doing and everyone's there?? " mom's voice surprised me.

"Alhamdulillah well." I answered briefly.

"Yes. thank God.. then".. Mom went back out of the room.

" Had eaten there first.mom wanted to go to Bu Peno again." said mother already outside the house.

" Yes.. siaaappp.

I finished changing my clothes to the kitchen. There's fried tofu and vegetable lodeh.

My mom is the greatest chef in the world.

Nothing to rival. But God shows His love in a different way. I don't feel my tears melting on my cheeks. I'll delete it immediately. I don't want to look sad in front of my mom. Aahhhh.your mother knows how much I love you.

You are all I have in this world.

Adhan Asar sounded. Immediately I took Mukena. Finish my prayers sweeping the house and yard.

It feels like this when you are not in school. But I also cannot keep quiet.

Must be able to work soon.

" Mr Wahyu. "the voice of Rini shouted from outside..

" Yes.here come in. "I'm glad to see him again. It feels like a year when you can't talk to Rini.

" Hhhmm.. what time was it. I think after Dhuhur passed a little. "my answer .

" Year Didik nanyain.. She seems sad. "Rini's story about Didik. And my heart somehow became unbecoming. Not because of anything, but I feel that my story with Aimed is coming to an end. Of course he's going to Malang for college. I.... What am I going to do??

I was confused as to how to explain my mood.

" Why.why daydream...? "look at Rini while looking at me seriously.

" Yes. I don't know. I have to what about Didik. it feels empty.." I explained..

Maybe because our love is just monkey love, but I love him very much.

All the stories we've been through. How my heart is swayed by his attitude. And I'm still holding on.

Mom has gone home.

"Yu.. You want to go to Jakarta? find work? "

ask mom carefully.

I just silently looked at my mother.Mom's face is very beautiful.His nose is sharp.

If only my mother had not worked as hard as she is today, she must have been very beautiful.

"Yes.. okay." I said. Let mommy be happy.

I just want my mom to be happy.

I also want my mom not to work anymore.

It was a cold night..

My mom and I both slept together. I accidentally slept with my mom.

Because I'm going to Jakarta.

I hugged my mother's body and my heart broke into pieces.

Sad to be separated from my mother.

May my mother be healthy always.

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