TWILIGHT IN THE PINE FOREST

BLEAKEST

I looked at the sky. It represents my mood. I can't see the stars decorating the night.Entah they hide because they are bored with me.

The sound of the vehicle passing by seemed to accompany me. Spelling out story after story I've been through.

I saw Sri was slumbering. I exhale my breath. I walk to the window. My eyes are sleepy.. But the heart is still raging.

Sigit as if near me. The grip of his hand is still felt. I can't deny that I miss him. But what is my day. I don't want to ruin the mood. Moreover, there is Ara who has always been a shadow of Mas Sigit. Aahh.. What's wrong with my heart?

Who would dare to reject Mas Sigit? Even if there is love there, reality will not allow it. I closed my face with my hands. I want to express it in my heart.

Night.let me forget for a moment. Do not open secrets. That my heart is hurt. Because of a love that cannot be together.

Let it all be a meaningless day dream.

Sleeps.

**

In his luxurious room, Sigit turned off the television. Drawn blanket.The face of Revelation is again present.

"Why is he afraid?" inner Sigit wonder.

He should be honest with his heart.

Meanwhile, he was also surprised why be interested in the same Revelation huh?? aahh funny. First in history, the . Likes girls who are not from among her.Especially only village girls who work for her.

He jumped up and sat on the bed. As if realizing something.

"Hhmmm, yes, I know because Revelation does not accept my love." Sigit was still curious.

Maybe because he is embarrassed by his friends.It is certainly not comfortable if dating is the same as the boss at work.

"Why don't you think of Kn at all?? Too rash indeed." Sigit was angry with himself.

Then stand up and get a drink.

Tomorrow has to be fixed.

Sigit also made a plan.

**

"Mom, how do you sleep again? it hurt?" Ask Sri to me.

"No, just lazy." I replied accordingly.

"Tumben..unusually!" Sri is still astonished.

I just smiled wryly.

"It's not that, it's just weird!" Sri nyengir's.

"Sri. This is her breakfast!"

Eko has not arrived in the room yet shouted.

"Iihh. habit!! it makes it very noisy!" Sri is upset.

Eko did not care. just laughed.

I just smiled hearing them make a noise.

"Let's eat!! " I'm mediating.

"Morning is rame, shame on the neighbors!"

"Tuh.. horrified!" Sri is still angry.

Me and Eko had to laugh.

Sri took the plate. Then we ate three. It feels like home, I am often overwhelmed. I never thought I could meet these good kids. I am grateful in my heart too.

I made up my mind, to be ordinary. I have to work better. Let no one suspect. What happened to me.

Let me keep a meeting.

I'm excited again. The face of the mother who had worked alone.I should not waver just because of a small thing like this.

Stupid time with love affairs. I remember my goal to Jakarta. Yes, work and work..

Yesterday's incident was just a small pebble that almost blocked my steps.

Closed eyes.. There are shadows of friends, houses, and people I care about.

And one more thing, I want to go to college! Anyway I should be able to.

"Let's go..!" Sri's voice surprised me. He's been tidy.

"Yes, I'm ready too!"

"Lha so!! don't scare me!" Sri hugged.

I also returned his embrace.

The sun accompanied me to pick up my dreams.

***