
Arriving at the boarding room, I threw my body into the mattress. Relieved it could soon pass from the presence of mas Sigit. Getting sick, getting angry, my feelings.
All right, I have to decide for myself. What's best for me.
Rather than during work later I become unsettled, always depressed. I have to think about everything.
I know Sigit put his heart on me. However, it seems like I should end this drama immediately. Than to hurt my heart. Yesterday, I was almost gone, but I still felt heavy. This time I have to be firm.
"Sir, do you really want to go home?" Sri approached me with a worried face.
"Let me think about Sri!Not an easy decision." I replied wisely.
Sri mangosteen and stood out of the room.
"Sir, I take a shower!"
"Yes, change it up!"
But it's a shame to come home just because love claps one hand. If I work, at least I can help my mother make money to buy everyday.
Also in Jakarta, I don't want to keep seeing Mas Ari. Duuhhh.
If I am here, my love for Sigit is getting bigger.Namin on the other hand trials will also be many.
I remember again the shadow of the attitude of mas Sigit all this time. She was romantic and gentle with me.
Ahh. But do I deserve to miss him?
A question that only I can answer.
"Mandi, ma'am!" Sri has appeared behind the door.
"Eehh. ya.. kok suddenly cold huh!"
She laughed and saw me pull the blanket.
"Hi, he said he would take a shower and go to sleep!"
"Yes yes.. Hi Hi. Hi.. Why be so dazed!"
"His name was also drunk with romance!" Sri lelang spoke.
"What!!??" I don't know why I'm offended.
I sit down again.
Sri was a little scared to see me.
"Sri, don't misunderstand me. I'm still sane. Not that far yet."
"Hmmm yes mbak!" Sri tried to smile at me.
I stood up and walked into the bathroom. I let Sri play with her feelings.
**
New day, I was lazy to go to work.
"Lho, really mbak?"
"Yes, please pass it to mas Sigit I'm authorized."
"Yes, but at home?"
"Yes, it's okay. I want to sleep.Dizzle my head!"
"Sir, what do I need, let me buy it first." Eko has been patched in my room.
"No, go to you!" throw me at them.
All I know is I just want to sleep and sleep. My sleep last night was just like a dream person. Waking up often.
The shadow of mother is increasingly surrounded. Mas Ari's face came back as if taking me home.
Yeah, I want to sleep.
**
"Keep now in the room?" Ask Sigit to Sri.
"Yes mas!" Sigit nodded his head without saying anything.
Then immediately go to the restaurant. Not long after, get out and get in the car. Where not. Didn't say anything to Eko and Sri.
**
I was rolling on the bed. It was pretty good after taking the medicine.
Closed eyes.
There was a sound of the car stopping.
Most guests in front of the house.
But soon we heard footsteps. Getting closer and closer. I'm a little scared. Who is coming.
"butt! tock!"
"Yuck!" Ha. Sigit's voice. It feels like jumping out of bed.
"Yes, wait!" I'm tidying up my shirt and veil.
Then I opened the door half.
"Yes, what's wrong, I'm sorry!" I'm down.
"Come to the doctor!" said firmly.
"No, I'm fine. I took medicine." I dare not look him in the face.
***