Turns out I Love You

Decided Stop

Time passed, the day changed night, the sun changed the moon and stars, and every Sunday night, Bella always went to the nightclub looking for a handsome and well-established male prey. Two months already, the woman who is no longer a girl is a satisfied man with a striped nose.

"Keep beautiful..! shhhhhhhhhhh" said the man whom Bella served.

Bella further sped up her movements to the point where the man pulled out a lump of mayonaise. He just went down and quickly left his customers after the man fell asleep.

In the bathroom, Bella continues to clean her body under the occasional shower rubbing her body. He again wept in silence and recalled Jhon's every treatment of him. "God, I don't want to keep going like this. I want to end it, I want to live peacefully without her shadow, without being Bella the woman of the night," she cried.

Tired of heart, tired of mind, tired of body, that's what Bella feels. The heart feels tired of continuing to hope and continue to pursue the love of the man who has hurt him. The mind is tired when it continues to think of ways out of the night world and ways to forget the owner of the heart. The body is also no less tired when it must be forced to serve the customer.

The life he chose felt empty and unsettled, the life he lived was not as beautiful as the reality he had imagined.

After completing her bathing ritual, Bella rushed to meet the owner of the club. She had already decided to get out of her nightworld, she hoped that by stopping so the lady's call would ease the burden of the mind a little.

Tok.shock.

Bella's finger knocked on the door of the room where the owner of the nightlife was.

"Lake in!" said a woman from inside.

Bella ventured inside even though she was nervous and afraid that her request would not be granted.

"Bella, what are you doing here?" women who are often called madam also stop his suction and turn off a cigarette.

Bella sat down first to catch her breath and thought about every word she wanted to say to Madam.

"What's wrong? speak up!"

Bella was throwing her breath out violently. "Before I wanted to apologize, I wanted to quit my job, madam." Bella said firmly with her decision.

"I can't keep you here any longer, nor do I have the right to rule your life. It's your choice and it's your decision, so from that, I'm freeing you from here. May upon getting out of here your life be serenity and happiness." The owner of the club did not force Bella because before Bella worked, Bella had explained her intentions and also told me why she chose to be a paid woman.

Bella's heart was relieved after hearing the Madam's words, a smile of happiness re-emerged on her face. Even though he's out of here, he has to risk the future. Bella already knows what the risks will be after getting out of the night world. Bella will hide her past from everyone.

"Thank you, Madam. If that's how I say it first, there's an appointment to meet Mama at the mall with her fellow risers." Bella said goodbye and she immediately hugged the madam as a thank you for releasing her.

"Together, may you find happiness and earn a sincere love of accepting you for who you are" Madam's heartfelt prayer from her heart.

"Mother." Bella smiled and left.

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"Well, sorry it's late. On the road jammed." Bella approaches the place where Elsa is and joins with Arisan friend Elsa.

"It's okay, we also know that the city of J is always jammed," replied Mrs Ratih.

"This is your son Bella, Sa?" ask a woman older than Elsa.

"Yes, madam. She's my only daughter."

"It's so pretty, it's perfect for my grandson Reyhan." Reply Saras Arisan friend Elsa and Ratih.

"Unfortunately, the granddaughter of lady Saras is not married?" this time, it was Rati who asked.

"Yet, even though he is 27 years old, it is quite mature to get married. I don't know when my grandson keeps on going." Saras tells a little about Reyhan and intends to match his grandson with Bella.

"Did Bella have a boyfriend?" Saras asked, his eyes looking curious.

His mind said, "I've got to get Reyhan to his knees. He's handsome and well-established, and I need to be able to conquer him."

"What a coincidence, what if Rey and Bella were to marry you, Elsa?" saras's Proposition to Elsa.

"Hmmm I agree, Mrs Saras. Rey must be lucky to get Bella. It's beautiful, the body is good, it's been a model, a rich boy, and certainly still a girl. Yeah, right, jeng Elsa?" timpal Ratih's.

"Yes, dong, jeng Ratih. My son is indeed the best to be made a ghost," said Elsa proud.

Bella herself just kept quiet, smiling inwardly sneering at herself. "I'm no longer a girl," Bella's inner voice as she continues to play mobile.

"Eh, but you must be careful of the young widow in my village. She's a cheap widow who likes to tease rich men and and also actors." Ratih informs about the young widow who contracted at the RT sir's house.

"Must be careful, though. Now there are many actors," said Saras.

And they chatted about talking about anything. Saras pamit first left the three while the three of them went around for shopping.

While walking, Bella's body was accidentally crushed by a small child and ice cream brought by the child dirtying her clothes.

Bruukk....

"Sorry Auntie!" say the little boy regrets.

Bella's face was already red with anger, she flicked her clothes that were stained with her hands.

"I'm sorry, this is my shirt so dirty, the right way," snapped Bella did not accept the expensive clothes stained.

"Whose son is this? that's wayward" asked Elsa.

To the point where a beautiful young woman like a doll lives as white as milk calling the little boy his son.

Bella was fascinated to see it, even though she was a woman but she recognized the beauty of the woman.

Bella, Elsa, and Bu Ratih even make a fuss in the mall and continue to lash out even at the young widow's appearance. (this fuss part is in chapter 20 NOT ORDINARY WIDOWS (Status Only) )

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In the office, Mahendra continued to get angry. His company began to get into trouble because some investors withdrew their cooperation. "It must have been Aurel" he said.

"Jhon, I want you to finish Syafira immediately. I don't want him to be in town any longer, his presence endangers my company."

"Actually why are you so eager to eliminate him, Boss?" tanya Jhon ventured out of curiosity about Mahendra and Syafira.

"Don't ask you too many questions! Just do me a favor or your sister will I make a woman of the night!" Mahendra again threatened to use Jhon's sister.

Inevitably Jhon must follow him for the sake of the safety of his sister. "Alright, I'll do your command. But please don't you touch my sister!" pinta Jhon's.

"Hmm." Hendra answered deheman and shook his hand to send Jhon away.

Hendra's heart said, "Fight too, but now I don't know where his sister is."

Seriate....

Confused huh?

I was confused myself too. 🤦