Turns out I Love You

Turns out I Love You
Lord.....Don't You Take My Son!



The baby is a gift as well as the care of the Power, sometimes just from them we learn to be more mature. Adults in taking action think twice before doing something.


Learn patient, patient in educating children, patient in raising children, patient in caring for children in times of fuss, patient in teaching children in any case.


Learn discipline, discipline wake up early, discipline do housework, discipline manage time.


From children we often learn about the strength of heart, honesty, sincerity, innocence, and how to love well selflessly.


Children sometimes know more about the true meaning of love and care. His mind was so holy, his instincts were very human, his soul was clean, and his heart was holy.


The child is the care of heaven from God that we must take care of, we are educated, and we are directed to be one of our paths to heaven.


Bella tries hard to protect, protect, protect the care of God for her. Hasna's tiny hands kept her hands held not wanting to let go.


His lips occasionally kiss the back of the child's hand and occasionally kiss his daughter's forehead. His heart was broken when the princess was declared to have blood cancer.


His soul was shaken, his mind was torn apart, his eyes were incessantly dripping with a clear liquid that seemed to never run out.


"Why did this happen to my daughter, Lord? he's just an innocent little boy who knows nothing about the world. If you want to punish me, punish me all you want but don't punish my daughter."


"I'm the sinner, I did the wrong thing, but why should my daughter be punished?" inner Bella screamed painfully lying hugging the tiny body of her daughter not wanting to be away from Hasna.


"Mama, Hasna wants to go bobo with Mom and Dad. Can ya?" pinta the little girl in Bella's arms.


Bella blinked her eyes so her tears wouldn't drip. His heart was worried between pushing and reproducing.


"Mama, can you have Hasna bobo with Mom and Dad? this time.saja.." he said again pleading while playing the button Bella clothes.


"Mom will tell Daddy" replied Bella, forced to ask her daughter for a request.


"Thank you, Ma. I'm glad to be with you guys, this is what I wanted from the first time," he rattled back Bella's embrace.


"Is that how you want your mom and dad together?" inner Bella.


******


While in the living room, everyone had already gathered.


Dimas and Alex were sitting on the right, Calista and Nando were sitting on the left, while Elsa was between the two seats.


Hasna has been allowed to go home but must remain under surveillance and must not be exhausted.


Because there is no practice schedule, Calista went to Elsa's house to accompany her brother.


"So if you want to recover Hasna must do chemotherapy?" ask Elsa.


"There are actually some common treatments given to treat childhood leukemia" Calista replied.


"First Chemotherapy. It is the main treatment for childhood leukemia. The child will receive anticancer drugs to be taken or injected into a vein, muscle, or spinal canal."


"Both Radiotherapy or radiation therapy. This therapy uses high-energy radiation to kill cancer cells."


"Three Target therapies. This treatment uses drugs that can attack cancer cells specifically without damaging healthy cells."


"And last bone marrow transplant. This treatment is done by replacing stem cells damaged by the use of high-dose chemotherapy with healthy stem cells," explained Calista mentioned what treatment can be done by Hasna.


"If you do what's best for Hasna, I'll cover it all!" alex said firmly and confidently.


"You don't have to pay for Hasna! I'm her father and I'm gonna go to great lengths to make money for my own daughter's treatment!" nando said he didn't want his daughter to help Alex.


"I said no need...!"


"Enough...! You don't have to argue anymore! This isn't the time to worry about who should be responsible for treating Hasna? but, now we have to think about how to get Hasna healed. The cost problem is we can joint, right?" lerai Dimas stopped the two.


"Tante wants my granddaughter to recover quickly, what kind of treatment will speed her healing?" ask Elsa after everything stops.


"Refrusion of spinal cord or stem cells (stem cells). This treatment tends to be successful but is also quite difficult to find the right donor."


"With a spinal cord or stem cell transplant, blood cancer patients can undergo high doses of chemotherapy as well as other treatments. Patients can get a transplant through their own stem cells (autologous transplant) or with stem cells from a donor who is fit (allogeneic transplant) and will likely recover quickly," Calista said.


"If you do your best, you're willing to donate my spinal cord to Hasna" Nando said.


"I'm ready too" Alex said.


"I'm also ready, who knows if any of us are suitable" Dimas said.


Elsa looked at Haru, apparently there were still people who cared about her granddaughter. "Auntie is ready!"


******


Days have passed, even almost months Hasna underwent chemotherapy. And people around Hasna have also done a series of tests to donate spinal cord to Hasna. However, none of them are suitable.


Bella daydreams near the front garden of the house not noticing Hasna running around chasing rabbits and playing bicycle.


"What daydream, son?" Elsa sits next to Bella. His eyes saw Hasna feeding the rabbit.


"Well, will Hasna be healed? already various kinds of treatment we do, even looking for donors for Hasna has been done. But, until now nothing has been matched."


Elsa clasps Bella's hand. "You must believe that Hasna will be healed. You mustn't give up, you must be optimistic that Hasna will be fine."


"Mama, Grandma, Hasna was tired of going to sleep," Hasna approached the two.


"Want Mama's a friend, baby?" ask Bella.


"I'm going to sleep alone, Mah." refused Hasna.


"Yes, already. You just rest, later after going to bed we go to the hospital again to do the dialysis, yes."


"Yes, Mah." Hasna went to her room.


"When he was sick, but he looked very cheerful and his face was very glowing" said Elsa


"Hasna is a strong child" he continued, staring at the back of his granddaughter who had entered the house.


******


As usual, Bella would wake Hasna up by rubbing her daughter's head. "Hasna, wake up baby. It's gonna take you four hours to sleep, son. You should...." Bella was transfixed as her hand held onto Hasna's forehead whose temperature felt unusual. Suddenly his joints felt weak powerless.


He touched some parts of his daughter's body, "Hasna.wake up..honey!" Bella holds the tiny body of her daughter tightly hugging the child. Her tears flowed. "Lord... Don't take my son!" his inner screams were holding Hasna.


Seriate....


I actually don't understand the problem of cancer. But as much as possible and what I know, I pour in writing.


If something goes wrong, please forgive me for not understanding. 🙏🙏🙏