Turns out I Love You

Bella's Oath

"You want to seduce men by showing them your body? Ck, how cheap you are." Jhon sneered cynically.

Plaque....

Bella slaps hard on Jhon's cheek. Jhon turned to hold his cheek that was slapped.

"I'm not like that, Jhon. You can talk to me like that." Bella never thought about the present Jhon. Bella's eyes are already glazed to get such treatment.

John spat aside, inexplicably he did not accept Bella at the touch of another man. "If it's not like what? obviously I see you making out in public and you enjoy sitting on the lap of the man. Even you were silent as she hugged your waist."

Jhon only saw when Bella was pulled back until she sat on Jeri's lap. He didn't see Bella's beginnings until he could sit down like that. And the position of Bella and Jeri turned back to Jhon so that from behind it looks like he was hugging friendly.

"He just helped me not to fall, you misunderstood and it didn't happen that way." Bella denied because it was not as Jhon said.

"Halaahh, I don't believe it. You must've slept with her too until she hugged you like that and you didn't make a fight." I'm saying that Jhon doesn't believe what Bella said.

Bella pecked, her chest felt tight when the person she loved accused her like that. Bella closed her eyes holding tightness in her chest, her eyes shedding tears that she had been holding back.

"You should know that you're the first man to touch me. Even the blemish is still there to be a witness that you have managed to take it." said Bella slowly but still can be heard Jhon.

Jhon smiled mockingly, "You can put a dye resembling blood for me to believe. The proof is that I don't remember anything about what we've done. I just remember waking up undressed. But sorry, I wouldn't believe your cheesy trick."

Bella clenched her hands, she did not accept being accused like that. "You're a jerk, Jhon. I can't be that low..!" bella snaps in tears and she wants to slap again but Jhon immediately blocks her.

"I'm a jerk because you seduced me." Jhon snapped off the check roughly until Bella fell to the floor.

"What makes you like this? where was the once good and never rude Jhon? why are you turning evil like this?" cry Bella in her tears. He was already humiliated at Jhon's treatment of her.

"You want to know I can be like this? it's all because your father made me like this and you're also involved in trapping me using your body. If the one I love knows, he'll be mad at me for touching another woman." Jhon changed, he became violent when the pressure kept coming from Mahendra and guilt to Syafira made him frustrated.

"Until now I will never like you and it is impossible for me to express my feelings when I touch you. At that moment, all I had in mind was the face of the woman I loved, not you."

Bella had been crying and was still sitting on the floor. His heart grew sicker hearing the words of Jhon. "If you don't like me why did you do it so many times? even every time you touch my body you always say Bella I love you. What's that called not remembering anything, huh?" Bella talks what she is.

John still does not believe, his eyes are reddened and he wants to be angry but does not know what to do so vent his anger to Bella.

Jhon was suddenly holding Bella.

"Jhon..! Where are you taking me? zackje..!" Pekik Bella surprised to rebel from the sling of Jhon.

Jhon threw Bella on the bed violently, she grinned. "I want to practice your words..!" Impact, anger has mastered Jhon when Bella in the hug of another man.

"Don't do it again, don't...!" Bella's been backwards." His head shook his head pleading with the roar of tears getting louder.

"I beg you not to...!" Bella immediately ran to get out but Jhon immediately hugged Bella's waist from behind.

"Where are you going? which parts of the body did the man touch?" Jerk Jhon while trying to force open Bella's clothes.

"Jhon...Don't...!" Bella tried hard to protect herself.

"Come, Bella. We will also practice what you say." Jhon's getting wild touching Bella's body.

Although Bella tried hard to resist, but her strength is not as strong as Jhon. He was weak helpless when Jhon continued to force until he managed to pay him.

"That's what we did last night." Jhon continued to push back his hips roughly. "Bella I love you. This is the word I said last night, right?" Without compassion and without feeling, she's already hurting Bella inside out.

Jhon really enjoyed it without caring about Bella who had been crying silently withstanding the pain in her lower area. Bella's hands were firmly smothered over her head by Jhon. The other hand rolled everywhere, and Jhon's lips continued down Bella's neck and even took a rough sip of Bella's lips and bit her if Bela tightened her own lips.

"Bella I love you..What is this like?" lirih Jhon at the time of the highest peak and press strong when something starts to come out.

POV BELLA

I thought you were a nice guy and wouldn't do this kind of thing. But apparently, my judgment was wrong. You're the first man I ever loved and the first man to hurt me too deeply.

I was like a cheap woman when she managed to enjoy my body and left me alone without caring about my feelings.

My heart ached, it hurt so much, my chest felt tight as if something was hitting my heart when he told me I was cheap to trap him. I am weak, my strength is not as strong as he is, I lose I cannot resist and cannot resist his compulsion.

I also tilted my body to the side and covered my body, I bit the blanket hard so that my crying was not too violent. My tears are breaking over what happened to me. My hands clenched tightly, there was nothing left for my husband.

"Jhon, you've destroyed my pride, I will repay your every treatment of me. I swear I will bring the handsome and rich men to their knees before me. And I'm gonna make you regret treating me like this." Inner Bella screamed in tears mourning her fate.

THE POV BELLA END

Since then, Bella has changed. Bella becomes a naughty woman who will always ensnare a handsome and rich man and will leave him after Bella is bored.

Bella also captured Haikal from Amel while the two were approaching. Bella also approached her brother Amel while dating Haikal.

Bella who was not fond of drinking became often drink and often stop by the club to serve the handsome men money. In Bella's mind at that time, let it be destroyed all at a time when heartache and resentment are becoming more and more."

But after doing so, he would return crying lamenting his fate. Unfulfilling love and love are rejected and Jhon's treatment of her makes her desperate to become a paid woman. What must be taken care of again when his honor has been taken by people who do not want to be held responsible, that's how Bella's mind at the time.

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