Trying Again to Love You

Forgive Me

" Bgrr.. " .

The sound of my phone alarm went off very fast, still with a very drowsiness I tried to reach the phone and turn it off. It seems that these eyes are still very heavy, if not for the lecture schedule this morning, maybe I will still continue my sleep.

In a hurry - gopoh ak headed to the bathroom, after finishing bathing and getting dressed, I then sat on the mattress while looking at the incoming message on my phone, if only Kiki contacted me. Since Kiki's story last night, I've been more worried about her.

No incoming messages, making me even more worried, Kiki was like my girlfriend, you could say 80% of the message in the phone message from him, but this time he did not send me a message.

Then I decided to call him, a few times but there was no answer. Not tasteful to make breakfast, then I decided to go to campus early.

When I came out of the room, Kiki was sitting in the front room.

" Why not knock on the door ? when were you there ? ". Flush it with a lot of questions.

" New, males at home ". The answer.

We then entered the car and headed towards the campus, before reaching the campus, about 500 meters, Kiki stopped at a food stall.

" Breakfast first, I'll have a coffee too ". Kiki Bright.

We both had breakfast, from the look on his face, Kiki looked much better, although he still did not talk much as usual.

" Last night, I was WA an sama Pras ". Kiki surprised me.

" Oya.. dapet where did you number ? ". I answered, trying to stay calm.

" Begging father, he's a good son, I can confide in him a lot" (while forming a thin smile on his lips ).

Then Kiki who I know, has returned, the beginning of the conversation and after he spoke non-stop, I can already know that he likes Pras.

" Something seems to be falling in love ni, continue. not so to America dong ". (while teasing ).

" Yes Dev. I think I like Pras, hehehe.. so embarrassed ". (the look of a reddened face ).

" Thank God Dev, I thought all this time, you were not looking for a man Ki, it turns out my friend is still normal, hahaha.. ". (laughing).

The atmosphere was back as fun as my days with Kiki kmren, I was happy to see Kiki was cheerful again, but there was a different feeling in my heart, it's a weird feeling I haven't felt in my whole life.

It feels like this chest is sore and tight, I also feel the anxiety in me, I am very happy with the current condition of Kiki, but why hearing he likes Pras, it makes me sad.

" Geez, don't don't I also like Pras" (talk in the heart).

I covered all my prejudices, I refocused on Kiki.

" Cring. cring.. ". (telephone ringing sound ).

Suddenly the cell phone in my bag rang, there was a phone coming in, and it was Pras, again - again he lived a long life, we just talked about it.

As soon as I realized, how is this, if I pick up the phone from Pras in front of Kiki, I can make sure it will ruin his current mood, then I decided to stay away from Kiki.

" Hello.. tumben phone, what's Pras ? ". My answer.

" Where else Dev, later in the day you have a no-show ? I'll take you to lunch ".

For a moment I was silent, I really did not know what to answer, all these conditions are very fast and I cannot reason with common sense, he said, kiki and I love the same guy.

" Maybe, good enough.dapet a free lunch ". My canda.

" I'll pick you up at 1pm ". Pras Reply.

" don't.. " . (while yelling ), my screams were loud to the surprise of everyone in the stall.

" Hmm. eehh. Don't be on campus, you shareloc, I'll follow you there, okay.. " .

" Yes, Pras, I'll see you later in the afternoon ". As soon as I hung up the phone from Pras, I didn't want him to ask me why I didn't want him to pick up at college.

I then headed to the dining table where Kiki and I were sitting earlier, Kiki was seen being engrossed in looking at YouTube while chewing her food. I also finished my food order.

Before Kiki asked who had just called me, I first switched the conversation by talking about our college assignment for this morning. And thankfully, he didn't ask who called me just now. We finally finished breakfast and headed straight for college.

Today my and Kiki's lecture schedule is only until 11 pm, Kiki then invited me to hang out in the campus cafeteria, no matter what I thought, while waiting for 1 pm for an appointment with Pras.

While hanging out and chatting - chatting lightly with other friends, I just kept thinking about what reason I would say to Kiki later, while Kiki had no other activities today, he said, he was also lazy at home, he said. I can be sure he will spend time with me.

Finally no matter how long, it occurred to me what reason would be most appropriate for me to tell Kiki later.

It did not feel almost 2 hours We were in the campus cafeteria, the location where we agreed was Pras sent to my phone, meaning Pras was already there, the location where we had already been, not wanting to make Pras wait for a long time, I immediately issued my excuses to Kiki.

" Ki.. was just WA's mom, said I was told to go to Pakualaman where aunty, make between batik orders mom, you want to stay here or want to rest at my boarding house ? " . (while holding your breath).

I was really nervous and felt guilty about Kiki, because it was the first time I lied to her. I was also afraid, he would answer to come with me, hopefully things will go well as I expected, I thought at the time.

" Hmh.. Again males also where - where, yasudah I've been here first, the key to your boarding room stay only, btw you not what - anything, I did not take it ". Answer Kiki.

Hearing Kiki's answer, then make me relieved not to play, thank God I thought, I immediately opened the phone and ordered an online motorcycle taxi to the location that Pras had sent me.

" No matter what Ki, yasudah.I went back to the boarding first yes, sorted - sorted the goods continue to leave immediately, the key I live in an ordinary place " . My solute.

So that Kiki did not suspect, I decided to order an online motorcycle taxi with a pickup location at the boarding house, I also brought my mother's order, no matter how long, the motorcycle taxi came.

From a distance already seen Pras sitting alone, ah. just saw his face, has made me happy.

" Sorry..Wait a long time, huh ? " . I asked to start the conversation.

" No matter what, you can come, Uda seneng ". Pras replied while smiling at me.

Not wanting to dissolve in his charm, nor wanting to linger - long leaving Kiki in a lie, I immediately asked his intention and purpose to invite me to meet, this afternoon.

" Look down first Dev. You just haven't ordered a meal and a drink ". Pras stalling.

" Pras. frankly I can't be long, after all there is something I have to talk about as well as you, but this morning, you invited me to meet, so.. you talk first, okay.. ". My face started to stiffen.

" Okay. yasudah if that's ". Pras then gave up.

" Dev. I liked you from the beginning we met at the exhibition first, but at that time I was not sure of my feelings, until we met again at the gallery om Ian, until we met again at the gallery om Ian, I finally became more convinced of this feeling ".

Instantly the world seemed to collapse hearing Pras' words at that time, I was happy, very happy. But I just don't know what to do with my happiness, I didn't expect Pras to like me. Oh.. Kiki, I'm sorry for having the same feelings as you.