Trust & Love

Trust & Love (006)

Tonight is the last night Naysila enjoys a vacation that she thinks is not fun at all, because Hanifah who is usually her playmate is now busy taking care of the preparation for her wedding. Naturally, Agus, who in fact is a worker outside the city, did not have time to take care of many things for his marriage, so Hanifah was the one who had to be extra for all their needs.

When Naysila put the clothes in the suitcase, her mother, Hamidah, went into her room.

"Are you sure you're going to keep going, son?" Hamidah sat next to Naysila. Looking at his daughter's face.

"Yes Ma'am" said Naysila politely.

"Wouldn't you just quit your job!"

Naysila halted her activities for a moment and resumed. "Nay told me Mom, Nay won't stop working until Nay's dream is realized."

"Mom understand, but are you not kasian with your Father? ... When do you want to hate it? Forgive your Father Nay!" hamidah said expectantly.

"It's not that easy, Mom. If only I could do it a long time ago, I might have done it." Naysila closed the full suitcase, then left it beside the bed.

"What makes it so hard to forgive your father's mistakes?"

Naysila was silent again.

"Can we talk 4 eyes? there's something I want to say." Hamidah.

Naysila stared at the look on the face of the woman whose skin began to show her wrinkles.

"All right"

***

Naysila pov's

Far from the bottom of my heart, I love you very much. After all, he is the one who has made me exist in this world. But since there were so many differences between us, I suddenly did not care much about him anymore. Especially since the incident at that time, I really and really hate him, for some reason but for me you are the worst parent in the world ever.

8 years ago

"By the Father does not allow you to study in Jakarta for any reason!" Jerky Father.

"But sir, I want to pursue my ideals there, and there's Uncle and Aunt." My heart won't lose.

"There is no ambition, you disagree."

"Father has no reason to keep me from leaving." Reply with a tone not to lose high.

"Oh, who said? the biggest reason you are a son of the Father, if not a son of the Father, whatever! you want to go to the end of the world though, whatever!"

"O Father is my Father, you should support me to pursue my ideals."

"The idea is a lot, not just being a designer. Look at your sister, Aisyah. He recited what you said with Mom, now he successfully became a motivator. Married to a PNS. His life is peaceful, peaceful. What else do you want?"

"Whatever it is," I said not to budge, "anything the reason, I will still be in college in the city and or without the father's consent."

Gubrakk

The sound of my father's door being forced shut was loud, he left the house somewhere after a great debate with me. While I could only cry sobbing in my mother's arms

"Mom." I asked him for a defense.

"Follow what your father says, son!"

I shook my head and went to my room, Mom is the same as you, I thought. No one supported me. But my resolve is unanimous, I will go to the city tomorrow morning with the savings I have been preparing. There I could stay with my Uncle and Aunt, at least I could sleep and eat for free for a while, just looking for a side job to pay for my own college.

4 Years later passed, I graduated with a fairly high grade with a GPA of 3.6. Very high among others.

What was painful at graduation was that I was just accompanied by Mom, Ais and her husband, while I was out of nowhere? He just told me there was business. That's bad, isn't it?? Okay Forget.

My S.Ds diploma finally passed me easily in one of the private companies engaged in fashion in Jakarta.

Sure enough during college you didn't give me a dime, but luckily my Uncle and Aunt were very nice, I was hired at one of his friend's clothing stores and his salary was quite large even bigger than UMR Jakarta at that time. So that I can finance my college smoothly without a hitch.

Aside from my salary at the time, my boyfriend also helped me with my tuition. A handsome girlfriend who is almost perfect among women.

His name was Adrial Refaldo, or Aldo. He's my upperclassman on campus, a handsome and charming BEM leader. Which is always the center of attention of students when accidentally passed by. His family is also fairly rich, so he will not be poor if only finance my college or buy me a toyota camry car.

At that time my life was very luxurious because whatever I wanted, Aldo always bought it. Aldo's family has been so kind to me that I feel like I'm the luckiest woman to have Aldo.

Until one day, it all ended when I introduced Aldo to my family.

My father is back. He rejected Aldo's presence. Let alone to bless our relationship, Aldo was even expelled when he had not had time to spend his dinner.

"Don't ever hook up with my son again! Since I won't bless your relationship at any time, please leave my house!" Pekik Father.

Who is not hurt by the treatment of parents like my father?

Since the incident Aldo lost contact, his number can not be contacted and the apartment he occupied was empty. Even worse, Aldo pulled all the facilities he gave me such as cars and apartments that I was living in.

My life went back to normal, there was no luxury and I went back to work as a shirt shopkeeper, and I went back to live in a rented house with my Uncle and Aunt.

And the one who caused it was all my father.

He is Lukman Permana. The men I've been to meet and cuddle with women other than my mother a few years ago, and for that matter only I know. Enough I know the depravity of my Father, I do not want Mother and Sister Aisyah hurt, enough me.

For those who do not know the true nature of my Father, may assume he is a human who highly upholds ethics, manners and also always care for others. As for me, he is nothing more than a crushing machine. All the time his job is to destroy and destroy all my hopes and dreams.

If you want to know the reason for how much I hate him that's my reason

Naysila Princess