Trust & Love

Trust & Love
Trust & Love (022)



The house was quiet again after Nina the chatty was home with Nurul. Naysila had laid her body on the bed after helping Aisyah walk.


"Malem this is Big Brother, nginep here yes," said Aisyah while lifting a sizable bag, maybe it contained clothes instead and also her children.


Zulfikar and Naysila looked at each other 'that means they will sleep one room tonight' inwardly both.


"Why are you like that? Can't ya?" Aisyah poked her lips.


"Bo.by ko ka." replied Zulfikar nervously, while the powerless Naysila only let out a long sigh.


"Yes, I want to rest first. Come on, baby, we'll be bobo!" Aisyah was about to hold Feby who was sleeping beside Naysila while hugging her sister.


"Don't want, beby wants bobo same aunty." The closeness of the two is indeed no doubt, this one little child is always spoiled even when Naysila is sick.


"But, her aunty Nay is sick again baby, tomorrow again yes!" rayu Aisha.


"No, just 'no." Instead of weakening, Feby instead tightened his embrace on Naysila.


"Poor Basin." Rizky's comment, Feby's sister with her thin face.


"Bodo weeeee." Feby sticks his tongue out at Rizky, while Rizky only belies lazily.Zulfikar's new niece's behavior makes Zulfikar anxious for him.


"Yes, Brother. Feby let Zulfikar take care of it."


Aisyah sighed, "Alright." then took Rizky to get out of Naysila's room.


"Feby can bobo here, as long as 'can't disturb aunty huh! because she's sick again." Zulfikar approached Feby as he stroked the little boy's straight hair.


Feby nodded as if understanding then looked back at his aunty face, "What pain county?" Plain Feby asked, Naysila smiled at the question that was thrown away from the little boy in front of her, instead of answering he pinched Feby's cheek.


"Sick," a spoiled feby whine then held both cheeks, Naysila who was getting increasingly anxious immediately held warm. Zulfikar who saw the incident in front of his eyes became swept away in the warmth, not realizing he was smiling sweetly while looking at the girl in front of him. Aware of being noticed by someone, Naysila looked back at the man in front of her and just made the one in the face back so stunt.


"Aunty." call Feby


"Hey, baby, why?" Answer Naysila


"Beby want a story?"


"Jude, Aunty was finished until Beby, but that promise was bobo!"


Feby nodded amusingly as he began to tell stories in his dismay.


"Yesterday Beby was invited to play at Beby's house and he had a baby dede, funnyuuuuuuuuu really, her cheeks are stye, her lips are small and her eyes bulleted, her pokonya gurgled really." Feby's story


Naysila and Zulfikar laughed together, not because of the funny story but Feby's expression that made them laugh.


"Kok's even in the skull?" Feby blushed his lips.


"Well.he's sorry baby, keep going?" Naysila's question seemed enthusiastic.


Feby's expression returned to normal and he began to continue the story, "Terus Beby said the same Mother, if Beby also wanted to have a rich baby dede them Beby, but ... Mommy says Mommy can't have another baby because...." Feby's speech paused and weakened, Naysila looked Feby in the eyes of deep water in the corner of her eyes.


"Why, baby?" Zulfikar swanthan asked.


"Soyal said Mother, Father Beby was already 'not in heaven. So, Mommy 'can't love a cute baby Beby dede." at once the crying spilled and it made Naysila also Zulfikar become pity, Zulfikar, the story that initially seemed funny and adorable actually turned into a plaintive, because the little boy had to be a victim of the selfishness of his parents, Naysila hugged the small body of Feby while stroking his hair.


4 Years ago Aisha divorced her husband, I don't know what happened between them that was clear since the divorce by phone that her husband has never come home again even if only to see their two children.


"Beby can ask for something?"


"Can you please, if Beby asks Dede the baby from Aunty Nay the same, Om Zul?"


What kind of question is this?


Naysila immediately swallowed her saliva upon hearing Feby's question. He looked at Zulfikar who had already looked at him, what they had to say to this little boy, he would not understand if this aunt and uncle would not be able to fulfill his wish, how can I have a baby Dede if Naysila is not touched.


Not wanting to make him sad, Zulfikar tried to divert the conversation, "Beby is beautiful, now you are bobo! because she wants a break." Zulfikar tried to seduce while melting the atmosphere.


"Beby wants bobo but answer the question first beby!"


It feels a little difficult to lie to children today, many who have grown up before their age like children who are judging Zulfikar and Naysila today.


"Aunty, ko diem?" feby's spoiled whine returns to disperse the reverie of Naysila.


"Why? Don't want it? ... Isn't it that married people can have a baby Dede?"


"Yes.iya, later aunty love yes, but now Beby sleep yes!" pinta Naysila, while Feby who heard her request would be filled instantly nodded in spirit and instantly closed his eyes.


Naysila let out a long sigh, sorry if this time she had to lie to Feby's cute son, but how else? It's the only way for these little kids to go to sleep and they can rest.


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Seeing that Feby and Naysila were already sound, Zulfikar planned to move Feby to his mother's room, afraid that later the night he woke up and cried it would make their rest disturbed, not them but rather Naysila. Zulfikar wants Naysila to sleep well tonight so that her health will recover quickly.


Carefully Zulfikar carried Febi's small body and knocked on Ayesha's room door


Tok tok tok tok


"Excuse me ka, is Brother Aisyah asleep?."


Before long, the door knobs opened.


"Ehh Zulfikar, bring it in!" it turned out that Aisyah had not slept as she had expected.


"Sorry to be a hassle." Sesal Aisyah sambi welcomed his arrival.


"Gpp ka, it's Zul who should apologize for having to bring Feby to sleep here. You see Zul is afraid later he will wake up crying" replied Zulfikar who had put the small body of Feby next to his brother Rizky who had already fallen asleep.


"You have returned! Naysila's asleep?"


"Udah ka, yaudah Zul back to the room first." Zulfikar bowed respectfully and left the room he used to sleep in everyday, fortunately the clothes and furniture are not too much just a few clothes in the closet that have been locked and the books are also some of his music collection, he said, so Aisyah would not suspect if the room was actually Zulfikar's bedroom everyday.


After returning to the next room, Zulfikar closed the door and he accidentally found the face of the girl who was sound asleep.


Slowly Zulfikar moved his legs closer to the girl and then sat down beside her, not realizing he was looking deeply into the face of the girl who still looked pale, "sleep soundly, may she recover soon." zulfikar's great-grandson while unconsciously stroking Naysila's long hair.


Feeling that something disturbed her sleep Naysila moved her body and turned her back to Zulfikar. The surprised Zulfikar instantly withdrew his hand and immediately stood up. For a while he stared at Naysila's back and finally chose to pray because he remembered that he had not prayed because he was too busy taking care of his wife, a wife who never considered him her husband.


"Allah, forgive all sins of the servant and of the servant family, make the servant of a husband responsible to the servant's wife, keep the servant away from the temptations of the devil that plunge, and give the servant sincerity so that he can love him with all his heart and vice versa amiin."


Do'a Zulfikar after isha prayer.


After rubbing his face with both hands Zulfikar stared softly at the face of the woman sleeping beside him


"Get well, there are many things I want to share with you my wife" Zulfikar said


After folding the prayer mat and keeping it in the closet, Zulfikar saw Naysila fold her hands together. It seemed like he was cold, Zulfikar immediately turned off the AC and immediately took out a new, thicker blanket to cover his wife's body, and again he looked at Naysila's face, and again he looked at Naysila's, whether since when did he become happy to look at the face of the girl in front of him, was it because of the beauty of Naysila that he had just realized or because of something else?? I don't know only he and God know.