Trapped in Love with the Idol

81. Worrying

"Bar, think again everything's fine."

Flo pulls Albar's arm which is now inside the walk on closet to pack.

"Bar, you think this is funny? You wanna play around?"

Flo began to get upset because Albar had been silent since then and seemed to be immersed in his own thoughts.

"Bab!!"

Flo is upset not playing until forced to yell at Albar who is now seen snatching all his shirts from hangers.

Albar looked at Flo.

"You want to leave everything? Okay, fine. I know you're shaken, let alone you, even I'm the same, but is this fair to Balqis? You don't think about him? How would he know you're suddenly gone..."

Flo stared intently at Albar.

Albar's eyes glazed over, then quickly diverted the eyes to avoid the gaze of Flo's eyes that seemed to hit his heart.

"He would be fine without me, even he would be much better off without me, and he shouldn't have to meet me!!"

Albar.

"You moron? You think after taking a girl's heart, you can easily throw it away?"

Upset Flo.

"In fact I was just a bad-tempered bearer for Balqis' life, I caused both her parents to die, and because I too Aki was late to get help that day."

Albar said as he staggered back to the wall and collapsed on the floor.

"I've been unlucky in Balqis' life, and will continue to be, he won't be happy with me, he'd better be away from me, he better not know me anymore."

Albar.

"That's what you think."

Sahut Flo's.

Albar was clutching his hair with both hands. Head hurts. There was like a big hammer now beating his head as well as his chest.

Albar felt helpless at this moment. He wanted to run away, that was all he knew.

He was afraid, he was very afraid of hurting Balqis, afraid that it would be the cause of the next misfortune, would be the next Balqis unhappiness.

Flo sits limp on a bench near the shelves of Albar's shoes and also houses some of his collection of luxury watches.

Flo looked at Albar who looked so devastated, Flo really did not know what else he had to do to make Albar not as bad as now.

Half an hour passed when the two were silent.

Albar enjoyed his cries, and Flo sank into a deep confusion.

However Flo thinks of Balqis, how will Flo explain everything without having to hurt her.

It feels like just imagining Flo is not capable. Imagine if Balqis knew Albar was gone then he would feel more alone after Aki's death.

What if it would shake his heart? What if it affects his daily life?

Albar seemed to rise from his position, creeping hold on to the wall and then back to stand.

"Submit all my needs for tomorrow I'll go back to Perth, please."

Albar said without looking at Flo.

"You will lose Balqis and will regret it for the rest of your life Bar, if you feel guilty should stay and be happy!!!!!!"

Flo throws one of Albar's expensive shoes into one of the mirrors until it breaks apart.

Albar exited the walk on closet, leaving Flo without turning around again.

"Haiiish, shit!!"

Flo snatched one more of Albar's shoes and slammed it on the floor.

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At Balqis' house, Balqis looks staring at the screen of his mobile phone, he sent a message to Albar since school break until now but not also read, even the message through the chat application was seen tick one.

While Bang Fajar who he said also needed to talk to Albar seemed to be at Balqis' house as well and pacing still trying to call Albar number whose call was diverted.

Balqis looks anxious, his feelings are not good, confused he feels with the situation and conditions that suddenly seemed to change.

The chicken man's annoyance.

Balqis who was sitting on the stairs of the attic of Albar's room looked at Bang Fajar who was on the terrace near the kitchen door and well.

"Call Miss Flo, maybe Albar will shoot again."

Said Teh Inggit who was washing dishes, he had just returned home from college but was immediately free.

"Aqis was on Kak Flo's phone and there was no answer to Tea."

Balqis.

Inggit turned off the faucet, and climbed onto the terrace to then dry both hands with a washcloth hung near the kitchen door.

"Try again later, we don't know how busy the artist is, the manager is also how, all this time we are familiar with their world."

The word Inggit tea invites to think well.

"But I tried to call from the morning you know tea, yes people filming no wedges."

Bang Fajar.

Teh Inggit glanced at the bowed Balqis and his eyes began to glaze over.

Albar why? Where is albar? Why is he suddenly so hard to contact? Inner Balqis sad.

Teh Inggit sighed.

"Today's not Qis?"

Teh Inggit tried to divert the conversation so that Balqis was not too drowned wondering about Albar.

Balqis looks to nod.

"It's three o'clock, you mending bathing Qis, continue to prepare to leave for Ustadzah Nur."

Teas from Inggit.

Balqis.

"Yes Tea."

Balqis stood up from her seat.

Cimot is running around in the yard where now tomato plants and others planted by Aki near the bathroom have started to bear fruit.

Balqis walked to his room to get a towel, while Bang Fajar sat down to sit down at the place before.

"I want to ask that the car would be rented my brother tea, would be hired to bed room in Brebes, it's okay, but the phone is not even lifted up, sent a message also not be reciprocated, just read no."

The Kuh Bang Fajar.

Teh Inggit sighed.

"I saw that Albar's accident news to the funeral, again excited again like, maybe he had a new problem again."

The Story of Teh Ingit.

"Who's funeral is tea?"

Asked Bang Fajar to Teh Inggit who looked while cleaning Cimot's cage, Wak Icih's daughter was indeed very diligent.

Just as they were talking about the new news about Albar, Balqis came out of her room and had heard the two talking.

Balqis stood behind the door that was going to head out where Bang Dawn and Teh Inggit were.

"Either the hell, I was just a cursory look no purposely fit there are people who like to see gossip shows."

"Did Albar's family die?"

Bang Dawn as muttered.

Teh Inggit sighed while standing up because he had finished cleaning the Cimot cage.

"If it's not wrong there was a discussion of the victims of the accident, then what the heck forgot, there is a kok on social media most also again splashy, just look for it."

Teh Inggit.

Hearing him Bang Fajar who was curious was of course immediately clicking his cellphone, while Balqis returned to his room to access the news through a laptop only.

Albar... You why? What the hell's going on? Inner Balqis was worried.

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