Trapped in Love with the Idol

78. The Repeated Cycle

The cemetery looks so calm, the wind blows making some frangipani flowers fall to the ground.

Albar was sitting limp on the ground near two pusara with a dusty headstone and his writing began to be unclear.

Albar cried incessantly, leaning over the pusara that had been given a blue ceramic.

"I caused it all... I caused it all? I'm sorry.I'm sorry..."

Albar wept over Pak Nurdin's tomb.

Flo, whose heart was usually as strong as steel, was now unable to look at his cousin's brother collapsed completely.

Flo wiped her tears away and stood leaning against the frangipani flowers that had fallen because the wind was blowing harder.

The nephew of Wak Ramli who escorted also chose to stay away from Albar and his Uwak navel, seemed to give time to Albar alone there is the most appropriate for now.

Albar stared at the tombstone of Balqis's biological father, his heart was broken like now, Balqis's face there made Albar's body seem to tremble violently.

Whether fate what makes them have to meet and love each other, while Albar is the cause of death of both Balqis parents, which makes Balqis must be orphaned since infancy.

Albar smashed. Unable to now he was looking at his own future. Really am... Albar could no longer.

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Mami Albar paced back and forth at Albar's house in panic.

He had been trying to hide everything for a long time, should it be open now?

What if Albar is shaken again? What if she was again traumatized?

Mami was sitting limp on the sofa after somehow tens of times pacing and somehow tens of times trying to contact Flo and Albar.

Household Assistant Albar brought a glass of water back to the room where Mami Albar waited for her son to come home.

Where are Albar and Flo? where they really are. Mami Albar was really worried about her son.

Well...

Mami always told Albar had a mild accident in his teenage years, Mami told if Papi had an accident because of a racing hobby and with his friend.

All Mami obviously did was so that Albar no longer needed to find out the truth.

It took a lot of time for Albar to recover, and of course Mami did not want Albar to have to go through the difficult period back.

Mami cried on the sofa, her fear of Albar's difficult times that might be repeated so tormenting her now.

The shadow when Albar used to be hysterical for years every time he saw a car, hysterical while on the streets, making Mami so heartbroken.

Mami is afraid that Albar will return to the difficulties of life as a normal person, he will re-lock himself in the room and stay away from many people.

Oh baby, where are you, son? Mom crying.

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"Qis, so really that's what invited you to school used to use Fortuner tea Albar Harrys?"

"Kok you didn't tell us anyway Qis?"

"Qis mintain his latest photo dong Qis."

"You mean you will marry Albar after graduation yah Qis?"

"Qis, have you seen Albar's original home yet Qis? Want to see Qis' house?"

"Balqis, Albar still has a sister or brother, he's not really, he's low profile."

Hey, friends of Balqis as soon as the news of Albar's press conference rolled.

They took Balqis social media, all Balqis social media.

"Oh my God, nothing has happened, how is this?"

Balqis looked at her three friends in excitement.

"Hmm like you should be ready to be an impromptu seleb Qis, lest you also be hunted by journalists."

Seloroh Eti made Balqis more frightened.

Dinda put her arm around Balqis' shoulder.

"Don't worry Qis, don't be too nervous about their questions and their requests, you just say it's Albar's business."

Balqis.

"From the beginning of the original all were also suspicious of him Albar, but because Aki who said he was not Albar so in trust, I believe, now you know and he mentioned your name at the press conference, obviously it was a scene."

Eti.

"The thing is if you guys break up."

Po said suddenly, making Eti and Dinda clear immediately swerved towards him.

"Poooo..."

Both of them immediately narik tip hijab Po who realized the wrong talk.

Balqis seemed to force a single smile.

Well, that Balqis feared first, when Albar pretended they were betrothed, Balqis was afraid Albar returned to Jakarta and disappeared just like that.

While everyone already knew, all the men including Bang Adit had already drifted away, it turned out that Balqis had finally been abandoned.

"It's possible that you broke up Qis, it's too late that Albar bucin is that way."

Eti comforting Balqis.

Balqis again forced a faint smile.

"Sorry Qis, I mispronounced."

Po said so really bad.

"Why Po, indeed I was also afraid that one day it would fall if too high, however I remained aware of my position."

Balqis.

Eti and Dinda looked at each other for a while, both of them feeling so unwell.

They hugged Balqis.

"We will always be with you Qis, no matter what happens we will be good brothers to you. Hopefully everything will go your way Aqis."

They are compact.

Balqis shed tears.

Of course, there is nothing happier than a human being when it comes to the outpouring of love and affection from those closest to him.

Friendship and friendship over seven years with them makes Balqis consider Dinda, Eti and Po already a part of his life.

They are not just friends, but also relatives, family.

Meanwhile, far away there. At one of the public cemeteries in Jakarta, Albar is now forced to stand by Flo for hours crying in the center of both Balqis parents.

By dusk, Mami Albar had already sent a message dozens of times if she would not fly to Perth before Albar returned home.

"We go home Bar, Mami's been waiting since noon."

Said Flo.

Albar who was like a dazed staggered man embraced Flo walking away from the burial area.

Pardi was ready in front of a nearby alley because Flo deliberately told him to come so that not many people would disturb Albar.

Of course, not everything can go according to plan.

The existence of Albar there is certainly a warm news that not only provokes many people in the village to flock to come, he said, but there are also journalists who cover the arrival of Albar secretly to the tomb.

Flo tried to protect Albar from the camera shots of journalists as well as from the mobile phones of the residents.

Although Flo knew it could not be completely avoided, but at least Albar's face was soaked because tears were not clearly visible.

Well...

It seems like the idol has to go back to hiding.

Hiding for a long time.

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