
"Udah well." replied Joke flatly. No more smiles on his face.
"Want me to take the doctor? I have a doctor's acquaintance too. Melisa I recommend and fit. We go there, yes. Let you get well soon." Panca instead of correcting the mistake instead triggered a Jokey emotion.
"You're dating Melisa huh, Ca? Or do you have a crush on him? Like your life has always been Melisa, Melisa and Melisa." Jenaka said.
"I'm sorry if it makes you jealous, Jen. Melisa is a good friend so I am close to her. Just a friend and a not-" unfinished Panca talk Joke has cut it off.
"I don't care about Ca. I'm not jealous, though. I'm just pissed off about you! You used to have a simple relationship. Now nothing Melisa. Lifestyle like Melisa, until you lose your identity you know not?!"
"I didn't lose myself, Jen. I'm still the same as the old Panca. Or do you want me to dress up like a kayak again? I'll like Jen again if you ask for it."
Joke threw away his sight. Anxiety still enveloped him. Fortunately he had not bathed, later after Panca came home he would shampoo using cold water so that all mummies and frustration disappeared.
"Free, you can change the appearance to kayak first. But your personality has changed a lot. Maybe money does change a person, Ca. What are you doing here?" ask Joke with her jutek. He did not want to spend a long time with Panca. Just raise the blood.
"I haven't changed, Jen. I'm still the same Panca! Gini me, you want me to like how I will follow. Want my hair made like first, I'll make it. Want me to wear glasses again, I'll-"
"What do you want here, Ca?" again Joke cuts Panca's speech. He did not want to reply Panca who still brought up about the appearance.
Joke does not concern the appearance of Panca. He was lucky, Panca looked more handsome than before. He just wants the nature and attitude of Panca as before. It was not Panca who was selfish and self-absorbed like now.
Panca could be heard sighing, perhaps adding to the patient stock facing the woman in front of him who was in ferocious fashion.
"Then Juna to the office. Send your doctor a letter and a letter of resignation. Do you really want to resign? Wh why? Still mad at the party yesterday? I'm sorry if I made you angry, Jen. I promise I won't do it again! You don't resign, Jen."
Joke felt this was her chance. Take the opportunity before incising the wound. It's kind of cruel, but what else? Bills a lot of bosses!
"Okay, I'm not going to resign. But I'm moving parts."
"Move parts? Um... Okay. What part do you want to move in?" Panca apparently still wants Jenaka to work in his company.
"So the usual admin. I don't have a problem with a pay drop."
"Oh calm down, your salary remains the same. The hell time I give my future wife a salary like any other."
"Ca, you remember what I said yesterday. I said to you, I doubt our relationship. I-"
"Our relationship is fine, Jen! And it'll still be fine. My parents will come and propose to you! I'll call them to come quickly!"
"Ca. I'm begging... You'll get hurt more and more and I don't want that. You know how much I love you. You know I'm so afraid you're hurt. Don't be like this, Ca."
"Jen. I won't be hurt as long as we're together. I'm with you, the woman I love the most."
"You just didn't try harder, Jen. You can if you want. Is it because of the Mandala? Because you still love him?" attitude forced Panca back to come.
"2 years more, Ca. You think I'm not trying harder? You think I'm not trying to move on? But I can't. Not because of Mandala. But the more I know you, the more I realize that you can never be loved. You keep forcing me. You said you'd make me happy, but what? I just have to follow what you want! I'm just a trophy that you show off with pride in everyone. That's not love, Ca. It's obsession. And you made me your obsession!" Joke finally pulled out all her junk all this time.
"OKAY. I'm gonna change. I'll do whatever you want. I'll be just as you want me to be. But please, don't end our relationship, Jen. I beg!"
The joke shook his head in disbelief. "I don't want you to be who I want you to be, Ca. What difference would I make to you if I did that? Love is not like that. Love accepts your partner for who they are!"
"I'll accept you for who you are, Jen. I'm not even concerned about your status as a widow. What's the lack of me trying?"
Degs....
Panca didn't realize she was pulling the trigger....
"Would I be a widow, huh? I never wanted to be a widow! That's my way of life, my destiny." The joke seems to breathe a lot to control itself from the big wave of anger. "I'm increasingly convinced that our relationship can't be resumed, Ca. There are too many differences between us. You've changed too much. Or have I never really known the real you?" Joke also stands.
"Jen, I beg you! Give me another chance. I'm sorry for bringing up your status! I'm sorry, Jena!" Panca holds the wrist of Joke but Joke tepis. Joke kept coming into his room. Leaving Panca alone in the living room.
Mother who had been listening to the conversation Jenaka and Panca also intervened. Mother sat in a chair and wanted to invite Panca to speak.
"I'm sorry that Mommy has been eavesdropping on your quarrels ever since." Mother looked at Panca with a fixed. "Panca know why every bottle is different? Due to the size and usefulness of the lid. If the cap is too large, the contents in the bottle will spill. Similarly, if the lid is small. Will not be able to close all the holes and eventually the same, the contents in the bottle will spill as well,"
"Sorry Mother likens the parable to a drink bottle. It's a simple thing. A couple of lovers are like a bottle with a lid. We must love and love each other to be perfect. What if forced? As Mother said, it will only make the contents in the bottle spill. That means emotion. Suitable bottles and caps will be able to dampen emotions. But the bottle that the lid does not fit will actually make emotions continue to spill,"
"What happens when it spills? The house is dirty. Just like a household, if emotions continue to spill over then the household will be hot will not be harmonious. Does Panca want a household like that?" ask Mommy.
"But Panca loves Jena very much, Bun. Mother knows, since the first only Jena Panca loved. Wherever Jena goes, Panca always comes along. What's wrong with Panca loving Jena and wanting to marry her?"
Mother smiled. "There is nothing wrong with loving someone. Mother is very happy that Mother's daughter is loved by many people. The sign Mother managed to educate the daughter of Mother to be a loved one. But different stories if you get married. Must be with Mother's daughter. Can't be forced. Just like the bottle and the lid you just said."
"Is Mommy more willing to joke with Mandala than Panca?"
"If the Mandala is a bottle cap that is suitable for Joke, why not?" ask back Mother. "Even Mother is more unwilling if you force your will on Joke. Because what? Because you two are gonna get hurt!"
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