TOUCH MY HEART'S

Episode 37's

Hendrawan was still in the guest chair. His clothes

messy like a drunk. Bloody lips. The gods are busy

with his other friends. Hahaha-hihi, like there's no problem. Spent

company money arbitrarily. Hendrawan got hit in some

his face, looks very apprehensive. His phone was embroidered and he

hoisted it. From the hospital.

“Ya hello,” greet Hendrawan with a heavy voice.

“True this with Mr Hendrawan? It's from the hospital, though,

Sir.” Voice word from mobile phone.

“What? The infirmary? What was my son in accident?” ask Hendrawan

curious.

“No, Sir. Calm down. We just want to tell

if your wife is in the hospital. He asked us to contact

your. The situation is already very concerning, Mr.”

“Oh, thank you.” Hendrawan said short. Then it was

turned off phone. “What are these problems? Why my mom is in the hospital. Mama

just-just-there.” Hendrawan muttered in disbelief..

Hendrawan got up from his seat towards the room

baths. He washed his face, then changed his clothes. His phone's ringing

any more. His voice was in the living room. Hendrawan walked with a crush and

grabbed cellphone. From Titin.

“What's up, Tin? You were ticketed again?” ask Hendrawan

before Titin could speak.

“Pa, mom in hospital.” Titin said with a voice

raucous.

“What? Your mom's in the hospital? Why?” Handmaiden

asking as if nothing happened.

“Mama is in pain, Pa. This is no time for jokes, Pa.

Mama has a malignant tumor on her head!” Titin.

 Handmaiden

astounded. Hartati never complained of pain. Why suddenly

a brain tumor?

“Yes, papa immediately to the hospital.” Hendrawan

busy looking for car keys. Hendrawan's a little panicked. In front of the door

meet the God who just came home drunk.

“Where have you been, Wa? Your mom's in the hospital

and you were drunk?”

“Alaaa, usually mom also holliday same moms

office. Papa don't worry. Mama is fine, just a fever

ordinary. Don't be dramatized, Pa.” The God said drunk.

THE PLAAK! Hendrawan slapped God's face to make him aware

from drunkenness. The god held onto his painful cheek. He glared at Hendrawan.

“What is papa doing? Papa slaps the Gods?!” Deities

looks windy. “Why, Pa? Papa already started to care about mama?!”

“You're outrageous, Dewa. You are spending money

papa and now you're drunk. Your mother is in the hospital because she was attacked

brain cancer!”

“At the hospital? Why is my mom at home

getting sick? Want to holiday in the hospital?” The gods still look stifled. Hasn't

fully aware.

“You're outrageous, Wa! Aware of you, Dewa!” Bentik Hendrawan

while moving out of the house. Hendrawan heads to the garage and lights up

his car. The sound of roaring out of the courtyard of the house.

Titin and Toni are still anxious at home

be ill. Titin is not until the heart sees Hartati's dying state. All

his hopes were shattered halfway. He didn't want this to happen.

“How about this, Bang? Titin was afraid, Titin did not want to

lost mama.” Titin's voice turned raucous.  His eyes were red from crying.

“We just pray, Tin, may mama get

marvel. Mama soon healed.” Toni comforts Titin.

“Hik... hik..” Titin sobbed in Toni's arms. He felt

regretting all this time wasted Hartati's kindness. All this time he has been

it was bad to think about Hartati. He remembers all his mistakes. He can't

imagine life without a mother. Titin releases Toni's embrace and

approaching Hartati. He kissed the woman softly. Watertight

falling from the dips of his eyes. Tears of sadness.

“Mama wake up..” Mumbles slowly. Titin felt very sorry

see the woman who is now lying on the bed with an infusion hose

and oxygen. The woman nodded and fell asleep. A drop of clear water

it came out of his eyes and fell down on the pillow underneath. Titin removes water

clear it with trembling hands.

“Excuse Titin, Ma. Mama don't cry. Mama should

strong against diseases mama.” He said it sad and cried.

When I am with you, I remember

again, that afternoon we sat together on the front porch of the house.

The wind blows breezy, cold

once…

The mentors began to dim

Slowly walk into his dispute

Laughter broke as it flowed

guarau stories and senta

the endless

enjoying the afternoon

Ah.. Why do I miss you, my,

mamma…

Will we be able to repeat

moments like that?

Enjoy the afternoon on the porch…

Titin moved up and stood in the corner of the room window. He opened the curtains

looking far away at the corner of his hometown. The city is wet. Raindrop

wetting the court and making

small puddles on the side of the road.

Spaces

Hartati was silent and only Titin's sobs sounded bitter. Hendrawan arrived with

a face that still leaves a bluish wound. He saw Hartati with

can't believe.

“Mama.”

“Papa..”

Titin splashed in Hendrawan's arms. He was crying so much. “Mama, Pa..”

sad stuff. Hendrawan let go of Titin's embrace and approached Hartati slowly.

Hartati. To date, he has not been conscious.

“Ma, ,

what happened to mom? Why didn't you ever tell papa?  Why did mom save the disease, Ma.” Wailful

Hendrawan while holding Hartati's fingers that began to cool. “Pardon

papa, Ma. Papa doesn't pay attention to mama.” Isak Hendrawan was saddened by the sound

raucous.

“Build,

Ma's. We're going to fix our house. Papa promises and will repent. Papa

want mama back.” Hendrawan's heavy voice sounded heart-wrenching. Handmaiden

it began to sob sadly and made Titin cry even more. Toni many times

wipe away her tears and hold back her tears.

“Ma…

back to papa. Forgive papa, Ma..” Isak Hendrawan.

Deities

finally comes when all is dissolved in sorrow. He saw the Hartati

now lying in bed. I can't believe I saw the condition of my mother

very moving. Then he approached Hartati slowly.

“Mama..”

Mumbled slowly. “Mama why? Why is mom sleeping here?” The face of the God changed

be sad. Titin's sobs sounded bitter.

Raining

it's getting louder out there and adding to the sadness in Titin's heart. The Titin issue is getting more

taut as soon as he saw the doctor and nurse covering the white cloth to Hartati's face. Hose

the oxygen has been revoked and Hartati is gone for good. Hartati.

his last breath without a word.

“Mamaaaaaa.” Titin's screams

crying sadly. “Don't stay Titin, Ma.” Stare Titin kept crying. Toni hugged

Titin tightly and prevented Titin from running after the nun

carrying Hartati's body.

“Mama…

do not stay in Titin, Maaa..” Tangis Titin also exploded. Now he feels

how painful a loss is.

“Mama.”

Pekik Hendrawan restrained.

Papa. Mama still loves you, day.

this and until whenever death picks up. Mama just wants papa to take a

the father in charge. Don't let our family be ruined because

own pleasure. That means nothing, Pa…

Divinities…. As the oldest child. Ye

gotta take care of your sisters. You must

protecting them. Don't let them be on the wrong path…

Titin.

you guys. Mama lost, but mama didn't want to see you split. Mama

hope you stay united in love. Mama can't make a family

as complete as your hope. My mother is no longer strong. Sorry about mama…

Titin cried sadly reading Hartati's writing. Paper

it was tucked in Hartati's hands. The paper was prepared before he left.

That day Hendrawan learned a lesson

very valuable. Family happiness only exists if they are united and mutually

dear. After the incident that befell his family, Hendrawan promised to be a responsible father. Within

crying and touching the blue there is a lesson that they must live.

Toni who saw them hugging, slowly

spread her legs. But Hendrawan's heavy voice paused his steps.

“You want to go too, Ton?  Don't you want to forgive papa? Is

you don't want to join the papa family?” asked Hendrawan with a voice

raucous and sad.

Toni wiped her tears and turned her head slowly. Tak

able to hold back tears that had fallen on the cheek. He's not a crybaby, though,

but that sadness comes when it comes to losing someone very

dearest. Hendrawan reached out his hand, then hugged Toni like

her child. Now they are truly united and tomorrow they will begin

a new life. They hugged in the day that night.

The vortex is still red with flowers. Look Titin

and Toni was dressed in black and sowing flowers on Hartati's grave.

Titin cried again feeling a loss. So bitter and

painfully.

Papa standing in the tomb area is also still visible

wistful. Hendrawan was devastated by the loss of his loved ones. An

a new start they have to make from zero.

Toni stroked Titin's head and took him home. Abandon

all sorrow and do not dissolve in sorrow. Hendrawan wiped out the water

his eyes and tomorrow he will accept Toni as the vice-director of his company. It

will accept Toni as his son.

Bimo who was standing not far from eating looked sad

and Bella was also involved in Hartati's funeral. Bellinda with Kevin. They

seen as a matching couple.

Bimo will propose to Titin as soon as they do

finishing college. And Titin will wear his hijab to the end

lifetimes.

Even though she was far up there, my mom

stay in Titin's heart. Thanks for everything all this time. Forgive Titin

who can't be a good boy for my mom. May we meet again at

another place. Ma. Titin is very happy today Titin finished college and Titin

we will build a house with Bimo. Mama knows, that Bimo is my older sister. Him

funny and adorable.

Ma. Titin misses mom.

Titin wrote those memories in her diary. So that he has a story later

for children.

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