TOUCH MY HEART'S
Episode 21
Feelings
Hartati is still uncertain. Lately the news about the middle
her rage. The victims who were found must have been covered in blood. That thing makes
Hartati is worried to see Titin who likes to ngetril on the streets. It is said that the genk motor
and begal is being targeted by the police. They will not shoot to death
the perpetrators.
Titins
get out of his room and go to college. Mama rebuked him when he
across the living room.
“Tin..”.
Greet mom slowly and carefully. “Dengerin says mom. You don't ngetril anymore.”
Titins
just be quiet do not mama's words and in straight out. Roaring sounds
from the motorbike gedenya also blurted in that morning. As fast as lightning Titin motor bolted
on the black road.
On campus, Titin sat pensively. He looked at pictures of his family. Hodiernal
staying memories. Titin ripped off all those photos. He threw it all into the barrel
garbage. There is a picture between the family photos. A picture of a guy
athletic. A man who once stole his heart. Now that photo
it became his own memory in his heart.
Frans is
the motorcycle racer was twenty-four years old at the time. He died two years ago
then, when participating in motorcycle racing in the Griyadom area. The motor is unstable
when the motor wheel cornering on the side of the road hollow. Frans' motor was slammed
several meters. Frans' body crashed on the road. Banging barrier.
The accident was so tragic that Frans died on the spot. Blood is shed from
her mouth. As if struck by lightning Titin received news of Frans' death.
“Frans..” Pekik. Still
again blasphemy Frans' parents to him.
“Women's basis ******! This is all for sure
because of you! You caused Frans to die! You insolent! Foundational
killer.!” The woman was full of emotion.
”Tante... i.”.
”Do not comment! I don't need your excuses!” Serge
the old woman was fiery. ”From time I didn't like Frans in relation to you! Basic women don't know themselves!”
”Already, Ma. Don't blame others.” An
the middle-aged man advised him. That's the papa
Frans. ”This is over, Ma.” Said
while clutching the shoulder of the middle-aged woman.
”Mama don't accept, Pa. This
it must have been all that girl. He caused our son to die.
Ever since he met the woman, his behavior had become strange. Likes dugem, dugem,
ngedrugs and not massage with mama.”
”Ma... stop... We just hand over everything that's in
upon. It is not good to accuse people of all sorts.”
Titin wiped the tears. ”I'm sorry, Om.” Said Titin
ducked.
”Already...pardon my wife yes. My wife can't yet
accept this reality.”
Titinnodding sadly. ”Iya, Om.” Said slowly.
After the administration, Frans' body was brought home for burial. Still left sadness in Titin's heart and
frans's extended family was abandoned. The Frans family still did not accept Frans' departure and blamed Titin.
They accused Titin of causing Frans' death.
Since Titin knew Frans, since,
he had never met Frans' parents.
They do not agree that Frans is in contact with Titindan and accuses her of being a wild woman
unclear status.
Those memories
to be a black nestapa for Titin. Titin cannot accept reality
that bitter. For days he visited Frans's grave while crying bitterly. Him
knew Frans was dead, but he wasn't dead. Frans will always be in
beside him, it was just invisible to the eyes. Titin squeaky in room.
Crying for days. Titin could not forget Frans.
The first man to stop in his heart. The guy who only once
saying love.
Those memories
always playing in his eyes. Titin got to know Frans at a college event.
On the evening of the students in
Simarjarunjung. Recreation area in
the Lake Toba. A beautiful, cool and fun place for couples
sweethearts.
“I love you, Tin..” Whisper Frans in the ear
Titins. The whisper was so close to his ear. Titin smiled remembering
whisper it, at a glance, then moody. His face looks sad. Before the incident
fate that Titin asked to break up from Frans. Frans did not accept Titin
severing love.
Titin
heavy. ‘Hhhh... I miss you so much, Frans. Help me face the truth
this life..’ whispered Titin in heart.
For a year
Titin tried to forget Frans. Time after time it melts
sweet memories with Frans. Until he met the Great.
A man of ordinary stature. Likes nangkring in discotiq. Titin's parents didn't
blessui Titin hangs out with Agung the drug. Titin's fighting because of him
very much in love with the Great. Until Titin stopped from the house to the house of several Agung
day. Just because of his love with Agung, but it turns out Agung is not the type of guy
be well. Great drinker and likes to play women. Titin caught me a few times
Great with other women. He's making out in front of Titin. Titin's heartache
and disappointed. She was crying out
and trauma knows the male figure.
‘Basic guys
fuck!’ It means remembering all that. A year later, Titin got the news
if Agung died from overdosing.
Bitter memories
that made Titin change his appearance. He does not want to be dubbed a whiny, sensi and pessimistic girl. Titin cut
her hair and make a model like a guy. The way she wears it is always
tomboyish.
From afar
Bellinda watched Titin who was glued. Slowly he approached Titin and
greeted him.
“Titin..” Apply
gentler. Bellinda sat next to Titin. Titin looked over and smiled in the direction
Bellinda.
“Bellinda...” Reply.
“Medged kok,
Titin nodded
slow down. “No, Bell. I've forgotten that incident.” Titin smiled
flimsy.
“Pardon attitude
my mom was yesterday, Tin. I was really embarrassed to see my mother's behavior. I
surprised mom did that to you.”
“Already, Bel.
I've forgotten that incident. I'm doing fine. Don't talk about that
again ah, mending we talk about the others only.”
Belinda
smilingly. Titin was not the type of vengeful girl who held anger in her heart.
That anger keeps him depressed all the time, so forget it
“How
your relationship with Kevin?” tanya Titin started a new topic of conversation.
Bellinda is heavy.
“I've already
forgetting Kevin from my heart, Tin.”.
“Loh... why?
Aren't you guys friends since you were kids?”
“Yeah, if I
think about what won Kevin's love. He already has Cindy..”.
“Yeah, you have to
open your heart,”
Bellinda is interesting
deep breaths. “I want to tell you, Tin..”.
“What's the problem?”
“Rafly. My boyfriend
back then. I have bitter memories with Rafly.”
Titin raises
his eyebrows. “What happened to Rafly?”
“Once, Tin.
I'm confused as to what story. I loved Rafly so much until now.” Prattling
muddied.
“Lantas?”
“I'm shy
telling the story, Tin...” Bellinda bowed her head.
“Hey... what are you
malukans. Do you think I'm the gossip type? Bellinda, keep that in mind
from your mind.”
Belinda
look up and smile. “I believe in you, but this secret is only us
both of you know,” Bellinda said as she stretched out her little finger.
“Again, this is our secret
two.”
Belinda
tell me all about Rafly. The handsome guy she admired had
abnormalities ****. Bellinda catches Rafly hugging a man.
”What? Rafly is gay?”
Bellinda nodded heavily. Bellindamenangis sad. “For that long I don't know, Tin. I
didn't expect Rafly to like guys. He lied to me. Him
betraying my love.”
“Patience, Bell. We do not know the character of a person, even a man
there are also gay men. Guys not just him. There are many
another nicer guy from Rafly.”
”I don't believe anymore same cute guy, Tin. A lot of cute guys are gay. I really love Rafly, though,
but why should he be like that, Tin?”
“You don't have to think about that, Bel. Everything is arranged above.
They also do not want to be like that, but a state that forces instinct
they do like that,”
”Batinku is not yet
receiving, Tin. I am ashamed of myself, at my words of love.”
”Don't regret what happened. You don't have to hate
men, because without them life is hollow.”
Belinda wiped her tears with a tissue, then smiled faintly.
”Still yes, Tin... You are my good friend.”
Titin smiled in surprise
belinda's hands.
”We will always be friends..”.
Bellinda remove
tears kept flooding his cheeks. Try to smile as much as possible
his best friend, then grabbed Titin while
whiny. Their friendship will never fade, despite Bimo
desperately forbid Belinda.
Titin is getting
frequently send Bellinda's pick up. After college, they sometimes hang out
in the mall or to the cafe. Titin.
Bellinda just got to the front of the gate. She's afraid mama Bellinda's getting more and more
the wind saw the closeness of their friendship.
Bellinda arrived at
the house during the prayer passed a few hours ago. Bimo waited for Bellinda in the living room. Door's open
slowly. Bellinda got in by sneaking around, but baby, Bimo
caught him.
“Where are you from, Bellinda?”Bimo's question surprised Bellinda.
Bellinda
stopped step. “From home temen.” Answer's short.
“You're home
the woman?”
“Iya, indeed
why?”
“How much
the times you were warned, Bel? How many times does your sister remind you. Ye
don't hang out with that woman.”
“Why Sis
Bimo has always been apathetic to Titin. Titin is not what you imagine. Him
girls okay.”
“He tried
seduce you, Bellinda. He tried to steal your heart.”
“What? Steal
my liver? Nevermind, Brother. Don't be prejudiced. Bellinda's tired, will
break.” Word
Bellinda as she passes from Bimo's uncontrollable rage. Why the Bimo
always pointing the finger at the not-nothing Titin.
