
An
fashionable dressed girl present at Hendrawan's house. Wearing sunglasses and rights
very charming height. Graceful with makeup metropolis girl. Hartati
surprised and wondering. Who is that girl.
“I search for om
Handmaiden. Does he exist?” ask the girl while opening her glasses.
“Who are you?” Ask
Hartati.
“I Devina. Om's girlfriend
Hendra!”
Rigorously.
Deg. Heart Hartati.
like to be taken off. He was unable to support his body which began to shake. Her lips
clenched unable to speak. His head feels swirling.
“Pacar?” Hartati
explained hearing.
“Yes. And I have been
pregnant with Hendrawan's son. I want to hold you accountable.”
Hartati. Send-off
aches. His heart was like it was exploding hearing the young girl's confession
maybe his age is comparable to God, his eldest son.
“Pregnant..” Mumbles slowly
with vibrating lips. Hartati
sit in the guest chair with a wedge. “Hendrawan is not at home. He's still in the office.” Hartati said powerless
resisting the pressure of the bath.
The girl moved.
“Then say my regards to Hendrawan. I excuse.” Utter
the girl before she left. Hartati did not say. He could not rise from
sat him. Now the family they built for twenty-three years is running aground
already have. There was a third person who harassed the Hartati household.
That night Hendrawan
get home. He took off his shoes in the guest chair. Hartati stared at
clingy. Pay attention to Hendarawan and remember the depravity he did. Batin Hartati is still suffering if
remembering what happened this afternoon.
“Tadi Devina's
looking for you.” Hartati said firmly. Hendrawan. The expression on his face changed
pias.
“There is a relationship papa
with Devina?” Hartati asked inquisitively.
Hendrawan in the fog
can't answer. “E...e..hmm.. She's just a coworker, Ma. There is no relationship
anything at all. Why?”
“Nothing. Devine
just hold you accountable, Papa. Just answer for what Papa did. Easy right?”
“Awnsider answers?
What answer?”
“Not pretend
don't know, Pa. Devina pregnant papa's son. Papa said there was no relationship
what-what?!”
Hendrawan
astounded. Cold sweat ran down his forehead. Hartati was unable to hold back his emotions
that explode.
“Our family has
totally ruined, Pa. And now papa impregnates the girl?! Cueeh..!” Hartati
spits. “Where
how to take papa as a head of the household? Mom did not expect
if papa would do something like this to my mom. Where is
your responsibility as a leader? Make an idealistic promise!
But papa himself is a loser!”
“Ma..! Listen up
explanation papa!”
“What other explanation?
That girl explained everything, Pa? Mom's heart hurts... Papa betrayed
our wedding!”
“Papa framed, Ma..”
“Trapped..?” Hartati
raise voice. “That's a ridiculous reason, Pa. Papa as a person of excellence, smart and
honorable can also be framed? Not to enter the deacon. It's because papa
itchiness! Stop, Pa. We better split up!”
“Ma.. don't take
decision on the side. This problem we can solve fine,”
“We finish?” Hartati. “Trouble
our children alone are unable to solve it, let alone problems
impregnating girls people? Mama's shy, Pa? Mama
depressed inner...!” Hartati crying.
Hendrawan is not capable
speakin. He nodded while holding his head. His mind's getting fucked up.
Suddenly Titin appeared at the door. He heard all the fighting
Hendrawan and Hartati. This time the problem is different. Titin looked at the two
alternately.
only! Titin did not think in your heart there was
the depravity of an animal! Titin's shy, Pa? Titin depressed inner.
the hell our family can get along... peace and happiness..?” Titin's Voice
little raucous. “Titin has heard everything. About the woman, Titin
I've seen papa with him. So all this time papa indulged idealists in
a discotiq?”
“Tinn..” Selah Hendrawan
in self-defense.
“Enough, Pa…! Titin wants to
die if our family is untenable. Titin shy, Pa!”
“Papa please.
papa..”
Titin's silent. He withheld
his emotions with tears,
then move from the living room.
“Tin... Titin..” Call.
Handmaiden. Titin did not answer. He turned on his motor and darted in
it was a dark night. Life seal. Heart seal. His mind increased
messed up with a lot of problems.
Hartati is drowning
in the guest chair. He was crying as much as he could. Grievous. Hendrawan has dirtyed the house
their stairs with the appearance of pregnant women. It seems they are not capable
maintaining the integrity of a household built for twenty-five years.
Titin's Mind
it's like being covered in concrete. Hendrawan who is known to uphold the dignity and dignity has now been violated
family chastity. Hendrawan is not like a man
depraved who work drunkenness. A small amount of water fell on Titin's cheek.
All
like a nightmare
Dreamtime
who blasphemed me anchored into a foggy world
Black, man,
thickly…
World
like embers of fire
Licks
my heart and mind
Scorch
my feelings and my mind
A cold wind blew
titin's Body. He sat glued. Looking at the plain blue sky without a ray
moons. Even the stars do not blink. It looks like the sky is turning cloudy.
Toni approaches Titin.
“What are you doing?” tanyakanya. Titin was surprised and turned towards Toni.
“Not your business.” Answer's short. Tony sat in
next Titin. Titin shifted her body.
“It looks like you're facing
a severe problem?”
“Every day. And you
no need to interfere in my family.”
Toni silently looked at
fore. “So mom called me crying. Said your dad impregnated the girl
other.”
“I don't care. They
same as.”
“But for my mama, that is
a great disaster.”
“If the problem is
exaggerated!”
“Ya..
be steadfast in facing that ordeal.”
“I want to die, just,
in order not to bear the embarrassment of a very large.”
“Dead does not mean
no problem. Are you ready for the worship charity you are working on?”
Titin. Indeed
all this time he was far from the teachings of religion. His family never gave him a message
to perform such prayers or studies.
“Maybe it's more
fine.”
“Dead is not an option
every human. They tried to survive until death to pick up.”
“You don't have to
chasing me!”
Titin moved from her seat. Wiping dirt stuck to his trousers. Toni let Titin go and
look at his words. Maybe he will understand the situation
endured it.