TOUCH MY HEART'S
Episode 19's
Heavy rain field.
Belinda shriveled with cold. He held his books to his chest. It's been an hour
he's at the stop. No one's picking up. Uneasily. Mind fucked. At
his eyes are still reflected in the behavior of Kevin who kicked him out of the hospital.
“I'll forget you, though,
Vin! Forever....!” grunts.
That pain
the more piercing his heart, when
remembering what happened a while ago. Kevin is proud to defend Cindy
who is clearly guilty. Cindy left Kevin, too,
because he knows Kevin's not perfect. Kevin's feet can't be moved. Kevinlump.
It rained that night
torrential. Lightning snatched at the end of the muddy road. Bellinda clenched her body
with an uncertain feeling. Afraid that someone might bother him.
“Ugghh... why no one picked up anyway.” Gerutu Bellinda while.
shaking off the rain on his face. It's eight o'clock at night. Bimo too
don't know where. Usually he was most worried about Bellinda, the younger sister
the only.
A car
stop in front of the stop. Bellinda doesn't care. Most male nose striped
looking for opportunities with other students. Car glass open
a voice called out to him from within.
“Belinda!!
Belindaaa!” the man shouted from inside the car. Bellinda's looking for the source of the sound.
He gasped when he saw Titin calling out to him. Tumben tuh son by car.
The trail bike again entered the workshop after the race.
“Titin.!” Exclaims. For a moment his fear faded. Titin got out and took an umbrella from her car. Titins
he approached Bellinda who was cold.
“You are still
here?” Ask Titin wonder.
“Nothing
fetch.” Bellinda answered briefly.
“Come me
send.” Tawar Titin was kind. Bellinda nodded with a smile.
Bellinda followed Titin and got into her car. Not for long
the car was on the black road. Bellinda wiped her face with a tissue.
“Why not
call me, Bell? I'm kan
can I pick you up and send you home?”
“I'm scared
trouble you, Tin. The problem with Kevin just made my head want to break.”
“Already, Bell.
Maybe Kevin's not your soul mate.”
“And now
Cindy left him too, Tin. I'm sorry to see Kevin. I can't stand it
seeing him sad. Let alone accept that harsh reality.”
“It's fate,
Bell,” Titin smiled, then noticed the black path that was still flushed
torrential rain. The car glass looks foggy. Melancholic music rhythms coming out of Titin's car loudspeaker. Feels shady
and comfortable. They talk like shit. Talk about Kevin and still a kid
Bellinda.
Car Titin
stop in front of Belinda's house. The rain hasn't rained. Rainwater puddles
make small rivers on the side of the road. Titin comes out while developing
his silver umbrella. Open the door for Bellinda and put Bellinda's hand out of the car. Titins
take Bellinda to the porch of her house. Suddenly Nurhaida came out
and stand at the door of the house. Nurhaida looked at Titin sharply, no
thrilled.
“For what you
here?!” Sergeh Nurhaida cynical. Titin Kontan was shocked and astonished. Titins
smiling bland, trying to dismiss the assault of mama Belinda who was considered sadistic.
“I send
Bellinda, Aunt.” Answer stuttered.
“Reason! Ye
no need to send my son! Stay away from him!” Pekik Nurhaida still with a tone
kettle. Bellinda was confused by such a condition. He looked at the face
my mother does not believe.
“Ma.
what the fuck..? Titin's been kind enough to send Bella, Ma. Mama kok
so?” Ask Bellinda astonished.
“You don't know
anything, Bellinda. Mama doesn't like to see him close to you!”
“Maa..”
“Shut up!” Snarled
Nurhaida hard.
“Already, Bel.”
Cut Titin fast. “Not to be fussed. I understand..” Titin said.
Bellinda.
“Excuse my mother, Tin..”.
“Iya.” Titin nodded
slowly while smiling bitterly. Not a single bit of offence lingered in
her face.
“Go you,
son of the devil!” Nurhaida's snapping is like demonic possession.
Bellinda
surprised, seeing his mother as rude as that to Titin. “Maa.. already dong. Mama
why is it so angry that it's the same? Mama should have thanked me
because Titin was kind enough to send Bellinda home. Bellinda was scared
at the stop, Ma. Earlier Bellinda was alone, no one wanted to pick up.”
“Good heart ***
cat!” Nurhaida cursed, while grabbing the empty plastic pot on the flower rack,
then throw it in Titin's head. The plot! Rainwater that is in the pot
it was about Titin's face.
“Go you from
my home!” Yells out
Nurhaida.
Bellinda
jerked surprised. Didn't expect my mother's actions to go that far. Titin finally
give in and move his legs with a sliver of heart. Bellinda chasing
Titin was still wiping her face with tissue.
“I'm sorry my mom
yes, Tin.” His word. “I don't know why mama became like that.”
Titin smiled
flimsy. “Already, Bel. I'm doing fine. Don't worry.” Titins
trying to strengthen his heart. Trying to bury the pain of treatment
mama Bellinda to him.
“Your
is it okay?” Bellinda makes sure Titin feels.
“Iya, I
doin' fine. I can understand, his name is also parent.”
“But mama doesn't
it has to be like that. I don't know why a mama is so rough with you, Tin?”
“Yeah, me too
don't know, Bell. I go first yes.” Said Titin with a fluffy smile.
“Be careful yes,
Tin.” Bellinda's advice when Titin passes. Titin nodded, then went inside
in car. Not long after Titin's car was on the black road. Penetrates
the slippery muddy road. Smoke from his exhaust clumps thickly.
Nurhaida
“Bellindaaa!!!
Quick login!!” Bentak Nurhaida hard. With the weight of Bellinda went inside
her house. Run into the room. Biting the pillow bolsters and cries.
Why was his mother so cruel to Titin. Titin is very good
Bellinda.
It's raining already
subsides, but still offers cold. In the car, Titin tried
strengthen heart. Strengthening the liver from maki and other accusations
against him. Why people disagree with him. Why
people always sneer at him. Why people don't like
his appearance. Titin wiped away her tears
which pooled. She doesn't have to cry because she's not a bad girl.
‘You don't
crybaby, Titin!’ it's in the heart. Titin took a deep breath then
exhaled him while throwing away all his annoyance.
Titin arrived at
home at night is thick. Titin parked his car in the garage, then
go into his room. Titin put her body on the bed. Him
let his taste melt by the drops of rainwater that pooled in
home edge. His hand grabbed a figura in
table top. A photo was posted there. I don't know. Titin tried.
forget the people in the photo.
Titin washes
his face in the bathroom. Watching his faded facial lines. There is a rebellion there. The turmoil of life
turn his world around. His life a few years ago was natural.
Happy with the wealth of his parents.
In the living room Bimo interrogated Bellinda all-out. Bimo
banning Bellinda from befriending Titin. A tomboy who behaves like
male. Bimo and Nurhaida's ban did not dampen Bellinda's friendship
to Titin. He remains his best friend. Than he was friends with
pretentious but rotten-hearted girls. Hypocritical. Belinda is not a good fit either
with his college friends. He's more suited to be friends with Titin.
Nurhaida sat down
in front of Bellinda while Bimo stood with an angry look. Those two guys
I hate Titin. I don't know what reason they got to them
anti starch saw Titin.
“You don't
hang out with that damn woman, Bella!” Jerk Bimo hard. Bellinda
gasp, staring at the reddened Bimo eyeball.
“Titin the chick
fine, Brother. Am I wrong to be friends with him?” Bellinda defended
her best friend.
“Clearly wrong, Bellinda!
You know who he is?” Bimo's eye brows rose several milliseconds. His eyes are reddened with
the explosive anger. “He's a real woman! He's a drug addict!”
“Kaakk..” Selah.
Bellinda did not accept Bimo's words.
“Mama is not either
like you hanging out with him, Bel. Mama's worried!” Nurhaida chimed in.
“Mama is worried you are plunged into her world,”
“Mama and sister
Bimo why the hell is it so cynical like people?” Bellinda rebelled
tudingan Nurhaida and Bimo.
“Not all
person, Bellinda.” Nurhaida. “Only for the girl. Mama doesn't like it!”
“Lantas why
must Titin, Ma?”
“She's a girl
tomboy!” Bimo Ketus.
“What's wrong
that he's a tomboy? He doesn't bother anyone.”
“He was not
likes boys! He only annoys girls **** like you, Bellinda.” Bimo
keep talking cynically.
“Kak Bimo no
may be. Don't be prejudiced by someone. She's a good girl.”
“Ahkk,
Doorbell. You are the one who *****! Tooled. He hasn't shown his true nature!”
“Lantas, why
must fuss? If he's a tomboy why do you guys mind? Titin is not
bothering anyone, though,
Brother.”
“Big brother anyway
disagree that you are friends with him!” Snapped Bimo with anger
a bead.
“Mama is not either
agreed, Bellinda.” Timpal Nurhaida again. “You better find another friend,
don't be that woman!”
Bellinda is interesting
breath with weight. “For sure why
if Belinda was friends with Titin? Will Titin transmit the disease
shutting down?”
“You don't have to
dissent. College kids know who he is? She's a lesbian, Bell..”Tell Bimo out loud.
“Who said?”Bellinda asked curiously.
“Friends
campus.”
“What Brother Bimo
watching yourself?”
“No.”
“People's words
that's not necessarily true, Brother.”
“Just you
can't hang out with him, period!”
Belinda.
Trying to understand Bimo's words just now. The lesbians? Did ya? If yes, that is his right.
Why should Bimo be so damn like Titin? Why Bimo did not protest
his best friend who became gay? Why doesn't he squawk
gathering student activists to rebel against gays and lesbians?
“Although Titin is a lesbian, but
he's human too, brother. We don't deserve to excommunicate him. Why the problem
small ones should be fussed?”
“You indeed
stubborn, Bellinda! You're still a snot kid. Don't know anything!”
“Already, Brother.
Bellinda doesn't want to fuss about this. Bellinda tired, want to rest.”
“Wait,
Bellinda. Mama also does not want you to fall into the wrong path.”
“Already, Ma.
Mama's so easily incited people's words. Bellinda is impossible
follow-up to be lesbian.”
Nurhaida was silent
saw Bellinda pass from the living room. Bellinda went into her room. Eve
the cold still covers the dark night. The leaves are still wet. Not raining
ceaselessly flushed the city of Medan. Bellinda broke her body after
change clothes. Tired, following a course that completely drained his brain.
