Touch Me Slowly's

Memories

"Bag darling...."

"For Ar," said Amanda with a distinctive hoarse voice waking up.

"Darling not to wake up yet? It's eight o'clock this time, it's late again to the boutique." he said from the other end of the phone.

"Yes, this is also waking up. Honey when to go home?"

"Why? Kangen huh?" kekeh Ardi teases the woman who will soon be his life companion.

"Banget ... kangen in the hug," whined Amanda.

"Just hug the doang?"

"Yes, what else."

"No miss the longhaired one?" goda Ardi again.

"Ish, what the hell ... still early in the morning already talking blue-blue so!"

Laughter was immediately heard from Amanda's mobile phone that she was resting on her head pillow.

Ardi always liked to tease him if it was far away, making Amanda more homesick. Missing her male body that always makes her comfortable and warm.

"Patience well dear, later if the work here is finished .. I will go home really. Relax, the longhaired also already misses the inside...."

That was their last conversation two days ago before Ardi could not be reached by Amanda.

The man did not give him any news, until tonight Ardi invited him to go to an ordinary place where they often spend time if they want to be together.

"Lo where the hell is Ar .. I'm afraid to know, afraid Lo why there!"

"I'm sorry, I'm not trying to connect with Lo."

"Where are you going? How did you suddenly say?"

"Not anywhere, baby, I just.." replied Ardi hanging his words.

"What's free?"

Ardi let go of Amanda's longing embrace on her body, and looked at the woman he once promised happiness and a beautiful future.

"Darling, I'd like to apologize in advance. I .. I can't continue our relationship anymore."

Amanda jerks. "What's? You said what Ar, not funny know!"

"No Manda . I'm not kidding. I'm serious, I want us to end it all here." said Ardi still staring in Amanda.

"No! I don't believe it! I don't want my prank anymore, Ar. I'm not going to cheat on this Lo joke!"

"But Manda, I'm not kidding. I'm serious .. I want us to break up!" firmly Ardi.

Amanda fell silent and looked at the face of the man who almost every day said love for her. Ardi looked serious, there was no hesitation there he thought.

"Blogo ... You want us to break up?" Ardi nodded. "Why? We want to marry Ar. You said we're getting married in two months, right. We even started preparing everything from now on. Why do you suddenly want us to break up? Why Ar? What's wrong? Am I wrong Lo, huh?!" amanda's connection is starting to get hysterical.

"No Manda. I'm just-"

"Gue just feels we don't fit right now, I'm the same relationship between the two of us."

"What?" surprised Amanda did not think Ardi would say that to her.

After nearly five years of their relationship and this guy just casually said so?

"Don't talk about Ar .. We've been dating for years. Our relationship is not new to Ar, Lo can not break up I so after the promise that Lo said used to be with me! You want to ruin my life Ar?!"

Once upon a time this man was willing to leave her alone after seizing her future, and promised a marriage that was one step away.

Amanda really did not understand why Ardi could do this cruel to her.

"What does Lo mean to ruin Lo's life, Manda? We do it all this time because we like the same basic likes, right. Why do you want to be a girl in a grepein guy. It's the gatel!" sahut Ardi without guilt.

"W-what?" sahut Amanda.

"Yes, if not gatel what dong is called. Cheap ones?!" ardi continued to make Amanda's heart hurt.

Plakkc....

Amanda slapped Ardi's left cheek strongly, feeling her heart was being pierced deeply by her future husband.

"Tega well Lo Ar talking about it is the same as me. You forgot that you promised me responsibility to marry me after that night, huh?!"

Tears of sadness can not be damned Amanda anymore, her heart ached to hear the man she had loved so much instead insult and demean her just like that.

"Is it wrong I'm the same Lo, Ar? Before Lo left yesterday we were fine, right? Why do you even want us to break up and insult me like a gini?"

Ardi just silently did not want to look at Amanda who looked very hurt because of her rude speech earlier.

The woman continued to cry until she decided to leave. "Don't look for me again. Our relationship cannot be continued!"

"No, I don't want to! You can't stay I'm just Ar..," hold Amanda. "Don't make me angry Ar!"

"Lo is angry, Manda. All of you have ruined yourself, Lo!" the man's jolt released Amanda's hand on his arm.

The shadow of what happened two months ago is back on Amanda's head. Yes, after their meeting at the restaurant. The early memory of Amanda's life being destroyed with extreme pain, invading her heart and mind again.

Can't he live happily? Why did that jerk even come to bother him again after Amanda painstakingly arranged the broken glass in his heart? And selfishly the man wanted to apologize and say that he still loved her?

Hahaha what a joke is this Amanda thinks. Is that guy*but he's playing drama with him?

Yes, s*api! He deserves to be called a vowel!That jerk made me disgusted and wanted to vomit all over his face.

If possible, Amanda would love to throw her cow dung and lock her up with the animal.

Upset, hurt, hurt, angry .. everything mixed into one Amanda's heart. Again he cried for Ardi, and again the man hurt his heart.

His love is still very big for Ardi.

Ardi was the first man to touch her, the first man to fill the recesses of her heart, the first man to snatch her precious treasure, and the first man to hurt her deeply.

Lo bego Manda!!!