Too late Darling

Too late Darling
Look far away



Zakir stared at Rama's car, hoping that the opportunity to pursue back his pending love could be reached. Honestly there is a sense of trauma for Zakir in romance, will be but again he thinks that, if he thinks that, there's something better to prepare for him.


In another thought, he pensively thought for a moment about how to start fighting back for his love. Marwa's status as a widow. Of course Marwa's status must be very careful, the status is not easy to ignore the negative things in society.


Zakir who was lulled with his mind did not realize a man was breaking his reverie.


"Sir, is this car yours?" ask a woman who is also one of the parents of the graduation participants who want to take out her car, but was hindered by Zakir's car.


"G ... Yes, this is my car, I'm sorry." Zakir immediately left the place .


Zakir finally drove his car to his cafe which he had been stubbing. Then he stops right at high school first, again he reminisces about the place he first expressed his feelings for Marwa.


Sweet memory unravels there, Although that day his love turned out to be clapping hands, Disappointed certainly at that time, but Zakir chose to give up for the sake of best friend. But today love is replaced by a new story.


fighting for his love may be a little difficult, but fear is certainly there, if it is to be repeated. Back Zakir thought about how his love met in one goal.


Things are no longer the same. It is much harder to fight back that love.


"O owner of the heart, if


you created him for me, for me,


so unite his heart with mine, my heart,


bring happiness between us


that intimacy is eternal


and it never stops


O possessor of love, all-loving, as time goes on endlessly, lead us to this life of eternal happiness.


But if you have predestined


she'll never be mine, ever,


take it away from my sight,


my mind and my neck.


Eliminate longing


which cuts my feelings.


Get him out of my memory


and save me from despair" said Zakir, who now stands at the gate of his school.


Satisfied with nostalgia alone, Zakir again continued his journey to his cafe.


***


"Why are you looking at me like that, Rama?" ask Marwa who is now sitting right behind Rama who is driving.


"I'm not looking at you, brother. I happen to see you and brother see me through the reflection of this glass," Rama's real reason his mind is reflected in Zakir's previous words.


"Sir, what's the matter?" tanya Syakira who was curious about the face of her husband.


"No, baby," said Rama who chose to shut up at this time. "Where do you want something or go?"


"No, kok. I don't want anything. I just want to get home soon. My forehead is cramped and I feel very sultry and tired," replied Syakira resigned to her condition which is now in a state of great pregnancy.


"Don't be so friendly in front of me! Do you think I'm a shadow here?" Marwa smile.


Syakira and Rama chuckle at Marwa's Rant behind them. Right in a book character, Marwa asked to be taken down.


"Go home, I'll go home alone" Marwa said. "I have to be in this shop. Tell mom after this I'll be home soon."


"Alright, brother. We stay yes" said Rama who then continued his journey to take his wife immediately home.


Marwa stands right in front of the bookstore staring at the departure of Rama, Zakir accidentally returned to meet with Marwa. There was a sense of approaching Marwa, but Zakir expressed his intention.


Zakir can only look at Marwa from a distance far enough where Marwa is now busy choosing a book. Marwa looks back smile staring at the cover of the hijab book.


Marwa remembered the husband's message. 'Honey, if one day you feel ready to wear the hijab I will support.'


Instantly clear circle just escaped on the edge of the beautiful eyes of Marwa. "Mas, I'm now ready to emigrate." Marwa grabbed the book and took it to the cashier.


His gaze continued to be fixed with the book that was on the cashier's table. Sadness in the heart could not be avoided until after paying for the book, Marwa stepped out of the store.


His heart and feelings are raging, the fear increasingly appears one by one like what his life will face tomorrow.


Marwa is now heading to her husband's grave. The move came to a halt right next to the soulmate's grave, which now lives on a tombstone and also leaves a million stories that are quite torturous feelings.


"Mas, I don't know what my life journey will be like without you, I've tried my hardest to stand up to be a strong woman. And look, I've bought this book, I promise I'll start migrating as you wish, mas."


Marwa hugged her husband's tombstone, even leaving her lip marks there. The clear thread again spilled on the tomb of the idol who no longer accompany solitude.


Zakir who witnessed it was carried away in the atmosphere. His heart ached to see those beautiful eyes wet again with tears. 'Why be in a state of pretending to be strong?' lirih Zakir stared at Marwa from a distance.


Zakir regretted that he could not do it when Marwa was in her current state. Chest feels tight to see the girl pujanya who needs a backrest. But what power, he could not give it for now.


'Wait for Marwa's day, I will erase all that sadness.' Inner Zakir who kept following Marwa.


Until the trip Zakir who did not focus hit the car that Marwa was riding right at the red light.


Brak!


"Astaghfiullah! sir, what's going on?!" pekik Marwa was surprised to hear the sound of a car from behind.


"Anu neng, it looks like another vehicle hit the car from behind!"


"What?"


"True neng, this can not be allowed," said the driver who then got out of his car and checked what happened.


Meanwhile, Zakir curses himself who is too careless not to be careful.he too closely follows the car in the ride of the girl who once ruffled his feelings.


"Woi, down!" shouted the driver.


Marwa came down to see what was happening. As soon as the red car door opened, Marwa was so surprised who the man who emerged from the red car.


"Zakir?" Lirih Marwa who then walked towards Zakir was standing apologizing to the owner of the car that was hit by him.


"Look, sir! my car rattled over your carelessness that brought the car was not careful," growled the driver who kept checking the back of the car.


While other drivers who were blocked by the event alternated sounds of simple horns.


"Already! This can be done in a safe place, right?" Hela Marwa looked at Zakir.