
The 10th night Syakira was hospitalized. Every time the exam comes. He seemed tired of facing Maura who every time will continue to disturb his household.
He was afraid that one day he would be unable to do so. Syakira is very familiar with the character of Maura who will not give up just like that.
Syakira returned to writing in her diary. 'When I feel tired, stay by my side until I don't feel tired anymore.
and if I hadn't lived long I wouldn't have been willing if the woman who would replace me as your next wife wasn't really sincere, because I as your wife was so lacking. I'd be willing if the woman who replaced me was the one who sincerely loved you. Forgive me for giving precedence to my ego.' the meaning implied in his writing as if he showed someone.
"Astaghfirullah" he said, reading his own writing.
back the hand wrote on the white paper.' When you expressed your love so sincerely. I was afraid to reject it, because I never knew if I could find a man as good as you. for that if one day we parted life or death one thing that you must know that our baby is a strong sign of our love.he will be born.my hope.'
Syakira stared at her hand which looked swollen due to the intravenous needle. He did not expect his destiny to be tested through a terrible disease.
Syakira again felt the pain of her stomach. He felt nauseous again and his body felt weak again. "Can you see the world, son? I wish you and I could survive, son. I am willing to exchange my life for you to be born in this world" Syakira spoke alone.
"Son, later you grow up to convey the message of mother, if mother loves you very much. Mother loves your father very much. Do you know first mother does not have feelings for your father.as time goes by your father managed to seize all the hearts of mothers until you are present in the mother's womb," said Syakira invited her prospective baby to speak.
Syakira continued to write in a diary. Seeing the diary Syakira recalled her past during her initial meeting with Rama. He remembered how he threatened Rama not to marry if Rama opened and read his diary at that time.
The writing came to a halt, when a piece of paper was tucked inside the cover of her diary. "Isn't this a note from a man back then?" think Syakira while reading back and remembering her past while still a santri.
When going to keep the diary book in a drawer, Syakira found a very beautiful box. Syakira thought it was a gift from her husband, Rama.
"That's from Leon, dear," said Rama who had just come to take care of the administration of Syakira to go home.
Doctors have allowed Syakira to go home, because her condition has been seen to improve even though she still controls her health once a week.
"From Leon?" ask Syakira.
Rama nodded. "Open up, if you want me not to see it, I'll get out. That's your privacy."
Rama who was about to come out his hand was pulled by Syakira. "What if it's a bomb?" cananda Syakira's. "Do you want me to die alone here?"
Rama smiled and sat down at his wife's side. "If it's a bomb I'll die with you. If the disease we are suffering now can be shared I will be willing to share the pain you feel now. If death can be asked I want to say let me get ahead of you."
"Sister, don't make me a baper. My heart is incapable, my soul is thrashing," Syakira said with a smile.
Rama kissed his wife's forehead and then turned to the back of his wife's hand. "You are my breath Syakira."
"You are my heart, brother." - retorted Syakira.
Rama smiles while giving Leon's box to Syakira. "book it,"
With a plan Syakira opened the box given by Leon. He continued to open it until he saw a small red box. Syakira saw her husband.
"Open what's in it?" rama's orders.
Syakira took the paper that folded neatly. Syakira read Leon's writing.
'I'm sorry before. I wrote this letter even though I knew it might be meaningless, but that's okay. I was content and calm to have expressed it. I returned this to the owner who was with me for two years. I will never regret knowing you and loving you in my silence. In the past, I thought that the owner of this item would be my cool heart, in fact, he was not my destiny. He's not for me. I'm happy to see you happy with a man who loves you so sincerely, and I would also say that I'm Leon who once sent you a piece of paper with a few words. Leon. thank you for teaching me to love and be loved.'
Syakira widens her eyes to see her brooch. turns out her favorite brooch is on Leon all this time.other with Rama. after reading the letter now she knows why Leon has been so daunted chasing syakira. Even Leon did not hesitate to show his sincerity to Syakira.
"Darling?" syakira Reprimand.
Rama turned to his wife and looked at her deeply. "It turns out that there was someone who was more tormented during this time and I took it without me knowing." said Rama, then put the brooch on the Syakira hijab. "I understand Leon's feelings."
Syakira buried her face in her husband's chest. "Destiny, soul mate and death no one knows, brother." Syakira plays her finger on her husband's chest. "Leon was just in love, but my husband he loved me. When a person loves sincerely, he will give more without asking. When giving, a person whose love is sincere will not ask for a reply for what he has given, that is my husband" said Syakira.
"Looks like you're good at words. I want to devour you more and more."
"Canibal dong."
"Canibal ama wife herself seems not why dong."
Rama brought his face closer and closer, making Syakira close his eyes.When the two lips almost intertwined, the voice of Dehem Fajri, the brother of Syakira and his wife messed up the moment.
"Sorry, are we bothering you?" ledek Laila who pretended to close her eyes.
"Not bothering you dear, but messing with their moment.it seems like our visit was wrong," ledek Fajri again.
"Yes, it seems so," said Laila walking towards her sister-in-law, then hugging Syakira and asking her news.
Rama also welcomed Fajri who is a good friend as well as his brother-in-law.
"How are you guys?" ask Fajri.
"We are good." replied Rama.
then Fajri turned to look at his sister who was still in his hand on the infusion.
"sister," Syakira hugged her brother tightly. "Why did you see Syakira?"
"I'm sorry brother. sister also just found out. You are patient. He knows you can get through it so he gives you the Exam. You must have heard of a hadith. 'Every believer is faced with five trials; the believer who hates him, the hypocrite who hates him, the infidel who fights him, the lust that opposes him, and the devil who always misleads him (CHR. Al-daily).'
"Yes, brother."
"Patience, the deck. everything will be beautiful in time." Fajri hugged his sister back.
After that Fajri also patted his sister-in-law's shoulder as a message for Rama to take good care of his sister.
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