Titan 2'S

03

I speak without a voice. Shouts love in a sense. But I must understand that dusk and dawn can never be together, to spend every moment, and all the love that has been created is perfect. I even thought that if you were like the sun, I always chased you but I never found it. Rain promises rainbows. But, please help me to live the whole dream. This feeling tormented me in silence. Again I must understand that you are living only in dreams. An illusion I created myself. Something born of imagination. In fact, I used to think of you as the master of darkness in the pitch black of a coffee, when the universe pointed to me as a lantern of fire. I let you live in a dream that never passes. Are you my destiny? A silly question of the deer, making my daydream as if scattered. Maybe he's not my destiny, but I have to admit right now he's my happiness. Of happiness? I don't know, ever since that dream came along, I've thought all those stories were more and more meaningful. And he ... Successfully steal a taste that stops in the bottom of the heart. Do I love her? I don't even know. This feeling is very difficult for me to pour into a narrative poem. I'm like speaking without a voice, like what this heart does. Let me, I'm fighting with a taste. Posts, Tania Alexandra.

Tania glanced at the clock that was coiled around her wrist. Time has shown at nine o'clock. Tania decided to turn off her laptop. It had been almost two hours Tania focused on her laptop screen, making her feel sore on her shoulder and fingers looked tired after typing on a laptop keyboard. Tania rushed casually towards the bed located not far from her study table. Drowsiness increasingly attacked his eyes, occasionally he yawned until he wiped away tears.

Tania was silent for a moment, as she was already lying on her bed. The padded pillow did not eliminate Tania's habit of always being in a sideways sleeping position to the right with a pillow next to the arm. Tania looked at meyu towards the decorative lights that were on top of the desk drawer beside her bed.

"Since the dream was present, I felt that I changed," Tania said slowly.

But his phone rang, marked by the phone coming in. Forced, Tania changed her position to sit while leaning her back to the end of the bed. Immediately, Tania picked up the phone call.

"Callo, Rat? What's malem-malem calling me?"

"Status lo, kece severe."

"Status?"

"Yes. Status on Facebook is a storm. Moreover, the caption that you write on your Instagram account. Crazy, it's been almost this week you've been like a poet, Tan. Where do you get those quotes from? From novel? What novel? Can I have a pinjem?"

"Not from a novel. I wrote it all myself."

"Seriously lo?"

"Yes. I'm serious."

"What's the ambush, Tan? Isn't that anti-poetry? Lo anti same things that smell nice, right?"

"Yeah. I don't know why I think I can. Yes in essence, lately I have experienced small changes in my life. I guess I want to be a writer."

"What?"

"Why?"

"Want to be a writer?"

"Yes. Is something wrong?"

"Why do you think of becoming a writer?"

"Semenjak .. I have a little dream that has changed my life. A dream that confuses me now. Maybe the way I pour all my messed up thoughts into a piece of writing, it'll make me understand all of you more."

"Often, you'll make a novel like what? How did you make a novel story?"

"Gue has written half of the concept of the story that I thought. I think I have to lift the story, let me not stress because it continues to be haunted by a dream. And I broke up, the novel was later titled KANGEN. I have 125 pages in ms.word." file."

"Amazing out! The vow! Don't tell me you're like this because of Titan's dream last time? Well Tania, why did you change so much? It was just a dream. I don't think about the oath. Because of that dream, you can get to this."

"Gue can't answer."

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Lo confided dong to me. Because I feel you it changed after you dream about the Titan. I'm worried about you, Tania. You're afraid of why, aren't you? Time because of dreams, you can change very drastically."

"Drastic change?"

"Yes. That's a drastic change, Tania."

"Times?"

"You don't believe me."

"Lo calm down, Rat. I'm okay."

"Just like, Rat. I am not a Korean artist. If I'm a Korean artist maybe I've dated again the same time Lee Min Ho."

"Damn lo. Lee Min Ho mah my ex times."

"What-what's the? I've never met you."

"Former employer. Hehe. I used to be a TKW in Korea. Hihi."

"It could be you, ah."

"What the hell can't do for a Queen."

"Yes, yeah, yeah."

"Tan?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Lo why do I notice even far from Titan? It's like someone's hiding it. Since you lost a badminton match with Titan, and you decided to get out of the extracurricular very you are very proud of, you have changed so since there. His son likes to be brave, too. You even often very stormy with Titan when Titan nantangin small challenges to elo. But now? You look like you're scared of Titan. Lo why? Same story I. If necessary, tell me in detail the contents of your dream to me. I'm ready to be a good listener for you, Tan."

(When she heard the Queen's voice, Tania smiled faintly)

"Later you also know in detail everything when my novel has been written."

"Do you have any plans for a novel?"

"Not really."

"Continue?"

"You took the indie line."

"Who? Why?"

"It's okay. I just need two or three books to make my own collection."

"Lo don't want to see your book on display in a bookstore? Don't you want to share the story of your dream with everyone? Or ... You're afraid if Titan knows, if you nulisin Titan characters that are in your dreams?"

"It's hard for me to make it clear."

"Lo's afraid Titan knows, if you write all about Titan?"

"Gue doesn't know, Rat. This feeling is hard to describe."

"Tania? Do you like Titan?"

(In the phone, the Queen asked in such an intense tone)

"Ah, okay, Rat. It's malem. I'm so damn sleepy about this. I want to sleep. Tomorrow school. Bye." Tania immediately switched the conversation.

"Eh, wait-wait. Don't close dul ...."

Tania was without further ado, she hung up the phone. Tania returned to her supine sleeping position. Tania looked at the ceiling of this room. He sighed slowly, then changed his sleeping position to sideways to the right. Tania smiled faintly, "You don't just live in my little dreams and haunt me every second I have. Now, I may no longer find you in a dream that continues to haunt me, but you will live on in my writing. Good night, Titan." Tania said slowly, then began to slowly close her eyes.

Hope empty. Tania was not so aware, that perhaps her heart had been captivated by a light figure in the darkness of a dream that had been created. Expecting something that will definitely make him have to swallow disappointment. Has Tania forgotten? What about his bad relationship with Titan? Even everything that has ever happened in real life, does not discourage Tania to keep seeing the shadow of Titan that once existed in a dream when dealing with a real Titan. It is impossible to be united in the future. If logic says; their frequent hostility, it will never be possible for time to change it with such a beautiful thing.

Love still reigns above everything else.

Quote of a poem from famous Indonesian musicians, managed to hypnotize all among lovers of literature and music. That sentence is true. If love still reigns above all else, forcing love will always bring harm. That is why love cannot be forced. Then, if Titan would never be able to love Tania? What will Tania do? Stay in love and survive in a very painful position, or just back off and give up on the time that laughs and sows a thousand deep disappointments. I don't know. Only the heart feels. Because until this moment, love is still an unsolved mystery.

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