
Niches
Tania Alexandra's.
"Gue never knew. How can I love you like a dream. I mean, lo it's there, lo it's beautiful. But your feelings were never real to me. Just a dream."
Chasing sun. A very difficult achievement to achieve. Loving things that no one has ever thought of before. Admire unplanned, and love without expecting anything in return.
I ...
Just a very small wound. The wounds that dance with the shadows of dreams that I cannot reach. I've always told you about God, about you who've been in dreams, but never been real in my life.
Let me fly away with a pair of broken and fragile wings. Let this taste be stored in the recesses. And let me still love even though fate will never make you real. Let me drown in all the dreams I've ever had. Until I understand more, true love will wait.
If loving you is wrong. I don't want to be right forever.
(Note: Bogor, February 21, 2018)
NICHES.
There's always the phrase, "I'm happy because of you." Behind the sentence, "The mortal is life. The eternal is a feeling. And, something related to you that is happiness."
There's always a sentence, "No idea, yeah. We could have met Gini on purpose." Behind the sentence, "It's not about twilight. But, about me and you being met by accident."
A series of quotes that will probably make the people out there feel a high level of kebaperan. Not kids today it feels, if you do not know about social media that is currently much more famous than the books on the shelves of the city library. In fact, perhaps, various characters in the big screen film that successfully invited kebaperan was born from the hands of creative writers. If there were no writers, the characters would never exist. Only living in imaginary shadows danced beautifully in pseudo-dreams. It will never be real, just like a fairy-tale one that only promises happiness after feeling the bitterness of past wounds.
Who does not know Dilan 1990?
Who does not know Rangga AADC?
So, does anyone know? That maybe the story of the commander of Tian Feng or Cut Fat Kay aka the commoner **** in the film series Sunggok, much more makes anyone baper. With the quote he uttered, "that love is so, pain is endless." Commander Tian Feng had to reincarnate a thousand times to obtain true love that was endless for sure. A thousand times he had to suffer a broken heart. All efforts made, until ever ruffled the wheel of time, to get one punishment from the emperor of the sky.
In today's era, maybe teenagers are more busy with their own pleasure. If you do not hang out in a coffee shop labeled expensive coffee cafe, surely hang out on a modern tancep screen or can be called a cinema.
However, it is different from the sweet-faced girl named Tania Alexandra. He is more likely to like history, read history books and study history. Perhaps, this Tania is the only girl who is so very indifferent to the things that smell of epic literature that makes the heart paper-baper.
"The event that became the special cause of world war I was Sarajevo Incident. The event began with the visit of the Austrian crown prince, Frans Ferdinand and the empress to the city of Sarajevo in the region of Bosnia-Herzelgovina on June 28, 1914. The visit was intended to see the war games of the Austro-Hungarian army. Apparently, the activity was considered insulting and scaring Serbia. Serbia later formed the Black Hand (Black Hand) movement. With the mission of thwarting the war games. When the crown prince and empress entered Sarajevo, Black Hand member Gabriel Princip shot both of them dead instantly." Tania recounted the explanation she read in the book she held, in a loud voice she explained the material to her best friend.
Then, Tania also glanced for a moment at a friend who she invited to study impromptu in class-before there was a teacher who came to teach and gave a sheet of paper with the title; daily repetition.
"The question is; how did Serbia attempt to derail the war games in Sarajevo on June 28, 1914?" Tania.
"Eh wait," then his friend Tania was even fun playing instagram. "Si Titan uploaded her winning photo on IG. And he gave me a caption that's not really about lo, Tania." The queen said with her eyes still focused on her phone screen.
Tania sighed softly, "you can seriously not learn it? Today there is a daily review. Do you want to get your value dropped again?"
"Lo don't want to see Titan's posts on Instagram?" The queen switched the conversation again.
"I don't want to talk about that anymore."
"Why? Lo baper huh, same dream in broad daylight that?" Ledek Queen.
"Please, Rat. I don't want to talk about that anymore."
"Hm. I know, you must be a baper, right? Lagian lo mah-anya, baper same dream. That Baper should be the same as Dilan. Hehe." The queen blushed while grimacing. Tania doesn't even care about the Queen's babble.
"Tan, you check instagram. The Titan seems to be abstaining from lo again" said one of Tania's classmates.
"Yes, Tan. Check your instagram." Queen chiming.
"What's wrong, anyway?" Tania also seemed unwilling to respond to the orders of her friends.
"Check out instagram."
With a very lazy, Tania immediately reached into the cellphone in the pocket of her school uniform. Tania opened her Instagram account. And ...
"For the second time the cave wants to nantangin Tania to play badminton! Let the whole world know that I can't be defeated" Tania said as she read the caption of the Titan post.
Tania clucking. "What the hell do you want, people."
"Lo samperin only," said the Queen.
"Gue can't."
"Why?"
"Say if you baper same dream lo."
"Rat, please. I don't want to talk about that anymore. To me, that dream was the dumbest thing in my life."
"Tania, yes, you have to beat me up. God must have a plan, why can you dream of a Titan to the extent."
"Lo what's the talk, anyway? I swear I don't understand." Tania acted as if she did not want to understand the Queen's words.
"Yeh, sayin ngeyel. Falling in love just know your taste. Come to think of the handsome Titan as well. Which girl tries not to have a crush on him. It's cool, okay, cute, like those Korean guys. Unfortunately, just his appearance was a mess. But maybe from his messy appearance that made his aura even more radiant. Titan's like badboy-badboy like that kind of fictional story."
"No, yeah. Anyway, I don't want to discuss it first," Tania said immediately diverted the conversation. Because Tania was afraid that the deeper she talked about Titan, it became harder to erase the story she had in her dreams. "Judek. I'm going to the toilet first. You wanna come?" Ask Tania to the Queen.
"No. Lo aja's. I'm playing games again."
"okay."
Tania then left this class. Since dreaming like yesterday, Tania had changed a little. He takes care of his heart so much. In fact, Tania did not respond so much to the bad chirping Titan had thrown for her. Usually, Tania is always angry that Titan is taunting her. But this time, Tania was scared. Not afraid of not daring to fight the Titans. But, Tania is afraid that she will fall in love and fall in love with Titan. Because the Titan figure in Tania's dream still often haunts Tania's mind. Right now, Tania was just keeping her heart from falling. In love?
Tania walked down the corridor of the school in a calm pace, but her gaze focused forward. Sometimes he clucked, because his mind was still haunted by a dream in broad daylight last time.
"Oh my God, why the hell, should dream of all Titans? Why in the dream was I the same Titan dating? Why do I have to baper the same dream? Can die standing if long kayak gini, "inner Tania.
Tania's view does look straight focused when walking. But his mind was not focused at all. If usually girls out there are stricken with baper at the time after reading a novel and or watching a movie on the big screen. Tania was even busy baper against the story contained in her dream in broad daylight last time. Tania is now even as powerful as she can to restore her small brain's way of thinking, that the Titan in her dream is just a dream not to be real.
Suddenly ...
A DUG!
"If you go look around, dong!" Sent, cynical.
Tania accidentally hit someone. He immediately apologized to that person. "sorry. I didn't intentionally."
"Emang you think you're sorry enough?" Said cynical.
"Because, Deby. I'm sorry. Why should it be extended? I didn't intentionally."
"Lo don't know who you're dealing with now?" His words are getting cynical. Tania clucked fiercely at someone with the name Deby Gheana, 11th class IPS 2 student behaved like a queen ruler of a region. Yeah, Deby's a Titan classmate.
"Yes but ...." Tania's speech was interrupted, because someone came to her so casually.
"Udah, Deb. Let this girl judes be the business of the cave. You just go." Someone said the bus told Deby to leave. And damn it, Deby was hypnotized by the guy's words.
Tania sighed, when she saw that the famous Deby-girl was actually subdued and submissive to the man who was now standing right in front of Tania.
"Eh, girl judes. You face the same cave. Why look at it there?" He said, quite relaxed. But it still sounds painful.
"Gu-go ...." Tania looked nervous. He was like a fool this time.
"Why nervous? Lo groggy say the same cave? Can groggy also lo, yes," he said with a smile tilted underestimating.
"Gue no longer know, I don't want to until when I continue to be haunted by the shadow of the Titan figure in my dream," tania's mind when looking in detail at the face of the man who is now right in front of her.
"Oh, yes. Have you seen the instagram account of the cave?" Ask.
"Why?" Tania asked back.
"Gue wants to play badminton again" he said. His pair of eyes were fixedly staring at Tania. Tania seemed to fixate herself when she saw those eyes. Eyes that he knows very well.
"That eye" Tania said very slowly. Titan was astonished.
"The eye?" Wonder Titan.
Tania closed her eyes for a moment, then opened them while saying, "gue can't play badminton anymore. I don't want to deal with you anymore. I'm tired of fighting the same. I'm tired, Titan. Anyway I don't want to deal with the same name Titan Wirasena Rajendra! Catch that!" Tania spoke in a voice full of emphasis. Then, Tania passed by without another word. Titan was silent for a moment when he heard that sentence.
However, as Tania steps away, Tania turns her back to face Titan. "One more time, you tell Deby that I'm sorry. And I don't want to be long the problem just because I accidentally nenggol him. And for you, you do not have to bother looking for problems with me. Because my life is too much trouble. Don't add any more." Tania is very serious. Titan just knitted his brows side by side. Then, Tania turned her body back and walked over to pass.
With his hands folded and his relaxed gaze fixed straight as he watched Tania's increasingly passing back, Titan only frowned strangely.