Titan 2'S

02

Where is it harder. To love or be loved?

If both are difficult things, it will be difficult to forget the love that is nesting, when the love that is behind the heart of someone we love begins to fade and disappear. The hardest point is to forget someone who made us love without us feeling loved. However, it will be difficult when faced with feelings of worry, anxiety, and do not know how to interpret a feeling. It feels like a fall, but it doesn't hurt and only the heart can understand it. From the hardest thing, realize that true happiness is not to be sought, but we who create it ourselves, by itself the difficulties will never come.

"Titan!" Call someone so easily. Leisurely, Titan turned his head straight towards the person.

"Why?" Ask Titan, relax.

Someone approached Titan-sitting next to Titan with a flat face. "Where? Do you want Tania to play badminton again?" Ask.

Titan shook his head while smiling sideways. Titan took a moment. Before answering the question, Titan immediately changed his position to stand while leaning against the wall in this canteen. His hands folded, his gaze as if he was thinking about something, but his lips still smiled even though they looked faint. Titan momentarily scratched the small right eyebrow, with his index finger, "Udah cave try to abstain him again. And it seems like he's afraid of the cave. The proof, he had already begun to avoid the same cave," said Titan, turning to someone who asked him to talk about the usual things.

"Oh. Good."

"Good?" Wonder Titan.

"Em, that's, um, yeah, yeah good. That's a sign you're unmatched by anyone. Including Tania." Rayn Mahardika appeared nervous when answering Titan's question. Rayn was so happy when she heard Titan's statement; that Tania was avoiding Titan.

"Oh."

"Where are you going to school, Tan?" Rayn asked, immediately switching the conversation.

"Regular. Without me telling you, you know my habits."

"Get your girlfriend back?" Ask Rayn.

Titan only answered him with a small nod and a smile that was attached so clearly this time.

Rayn and Titan were already friends when they were in the 10th grade. The two were even very familiar, knowing their respective habits. In addition to both handsome, Rayn and Titan are often the target of schoolgirls to be a girlfriend. Rayn who seemed to take advantage of his good looks, so that if there were students who invited him to be dating, Rayn would never be able to refuse.

Different from Titan. Titan tends to be more clumsy. Cuek in a sense; he does not really like to take care of things that smell love. In fact, the story of Titan's romance at this school was very unheard of rumors. It can be said, that the Titan romance story sounds like there is no story and no one ever knows the romance story. However, Titan is known as a student who likes to participate in demonstrations with students. However, he has committed that he is anti-brawl. Although at this school, Titan is labeled as a wayward child, he still follows the rules of the school. In fact, Titan strictly follows the school rules. It's just that his appearance and manner of dress do not reflect that he is a student who is happy with school rules, even looks like a wayward child who is unruly. Sometimes, appearances can fool a person's point of view. Because of his appearance, Titan was labeled as a wayward child by a handful of school residents.

Then, the atmosphere of this canteen grew increasingly boisterous when the arrival of a boisterous student figure like Jonathan. His appearance that invites laughter, does not dampen the confidence that is very high for a Jonathan. The cutbray pants he was wearing, made everyone who looked at him half******* hold back a laugh.

"I love you, Bebeh. I love you. Ooh, ooh." Jonathan hummed confidently, to the point of ignoring the giggling sounds of his friends.

"Crazy, kid. The more days it gets less and less complicated." Rayn immediately stumbled to see the behavior of this friend. While Titan only smiled lightly while shaking his head slowly.

"His love for Tria The Changcuters is growing. Just a few days ago." Titan said casually, and sat back down, while his hand gestured to the meatballs; to order a bowl of meatballs. The bakso gave a gesture of lifting his thumb; a sign of okay.

"Let's say crocodile-like, to me you're Luna Maya. Oow, oow, I Love you Bebeh." Jonathan walks leisurely Tria the Cangcuters towards Rayn. But Rayn just pretended not to know Jonathan. Rayn just lowered her head, out of embarrassment.

"Hey, lo's neck gout?" Jonathan asked Rayn.

"Who lo? Know the cave?"

"*****! Sia kunaon? Poho ka aing? Okay pajna mah, vain aing eviction!" jonathan said with a thick Sundanese accent. (*****! Lo why? Don't know the cave? Okay, if so, anyway, I'm end!)

"Abissedly. Sia deui, sia deui." Rayn says lazy. (Surely, lo again, lo again)

"Why?"

"Too-happy."

"Eh, did you say naon maneh?" Jonathan was upset with Rayn. (Eh, what did you say?)

"Udah. You don't have to fight. Mending pesen meatballs there. Let me buy it," said Titan slightly broken, but his hands were still busy with the spoon and fork he used to eat meatballs.

"For a long time, I think we should take him to a mental hospital, Tan. I was horrified. Ih." Rayn shakes an amused look.

"Lo must be maklumin." Titan stopped his eating. "The love of a fan of the same idol sometimes makes us want to be seen exactly like our idol," continued Titan.

"Yes, not that time either."

"I am; my love is the same Bang Iwan Fals, makes me dare to do what he does in his work. I like his works. I like the way he works. Inspire young people" said Titan.

"Ah, whatever you are, deh. I want to pesen meatballs first." Rayn turned to approach the meatballs. Titan also resumed his delayed eating activities.

Now Titan only focuses on a bowl of meatballs that he has not finished eating. For him, his little happiness is eating meatballs with friends. Things that he may never get in a magnificent mansion that became the place to go home. Titan is a rich man's son, but ... He is poor in happiness. Both of his parents have been successful in pursuing their goals and dreams. His father was a lawyer in the city of Bandung. His mother was a leader of a large company in Singapore. His life is quite a treasure, but Titan does not want all that. Titan does not need all that his Father and Mother have given him in the form of excessive materials and facilities. He was thirsty for love and affection. Maybe that was his weak point. But Titan never demands anything under these circumstances. He was able to swallow the bitter story in a way as if he had never felt the pain.

In between eating meatballs, Titan's phone rings. A message came in from a contact he named 'Mama'

Mom : Son. Sorry, but this week my mom hasn't been able to go home. But, next month Mama will go home, Mama will accompany Papa in the trial case handled by your Papa. Mama will be home next month. Mama kangen's.

Titan clucked slowly as he read the message. Appetite that had peaked even, now seemed to disappear just like that. Titan slowly shifted the bowl of meatballs to the left side table.

"Tan" said Rayn, carrying a bowl of meatballs while looking for a sitting position not far from Titan. "Lo why? The meat isn't drained?" Rayn asked again, as she sat directly to the right of Titan.

"The one."

"Jude, make me, yeah, the meatballs." Rayn took a bowl of meatballs that looked still full of meatballs, soups and noodles.

"Please."

"Weys. It turns out rich people can eat the same food as well, huh?" Jonathan to Rayn. Rayn immediately put on a stale face.

"Where aing, weh," said Rayn flatly. "Oh, yes, Tan. Are you really busy at school?" Rayn instead switched the conversation with Jonathan. Rayn threw a question sentence at Titan.

"Yes. I have to pick up the cave boyfriend." Titan said, while inserting the phone that he had been holding into his pants pocket.

"Rajin bener lo, pick up your girlfriend," Jonathan chimps as he sips noodles in a bowl of meatballs.

Titan smiled faintly, "because the cavern is dear to the cave boyfriend."

"Oh."

"You two eat until you are full. Let the cave pay."

"Brittle. Thanks a lot, Tan. It's often like we're the same." Jonathan looked cheerfully excited, Titan just smiled as he nodded his head.

"Free food is the best in the world. Because we don't pay" Rayn said.

"Yoye, Rayn. You don't have to spend money either. Hehe."

"Yes, that's it, Jon. I said; don't have to pay, it means no money. Dodol!" Rayn. Jonathan was just a whimper. Titan smiled to see the behavior of two friends who became a separate entertainment for Titan.

But apparently, Tania was sitting back to Titan in the canteen bench which is approximately five meters from the distance of the bench on Titan. Of course Tania heard the little chatter created between Titan and friends. Tania took the time to look back-to the direction where Titan was sitting. It seems, at the moment when Tania looked back, coincidentally or not, Titan looked also towards Tania, immediately Tania returned to her original position. A little embarrassed, Tania also hit her forehead slowly until repeatedly.

"Stupid. Why do I have to look at him, anyway?" Dumel Tania in the heart. "But, ngedenger if Titan already has a girlfriend, why am I sad, huh?" Tania looked back, stealing a glance at Titan, but this time Titan seemed busy laughing with two close friends.

Tania then passed from this canteen. His behavior was unusual, and Titan seemed to feel that way. Titan looked at Tania's passing back, with a gaze as if looking for answers to Tania's behavior that he thought had changed lately. Because this is the first time for them, when faced with one place, but they do not fight. Because usually, any trivial thing would be a big thing that brought a fight between Titan and Tania. Both are arch-enemies. The beginning of their rioting happened because ... Both wanted to be extracurricular heads of badminton in 10th grade.