
Today was enough to make Gael flinch in his mind. How could Tania willingly be hurt just to keep the feelings and hearts of many people from getting hurt and dragged into the anxious feelings about Tania. It made Gael today think very hard, if even a human like Tania had such an innocent heart, why couldn't Gael do what Tania did? Is not the Gael nation a creature that is never weak when attacked by pain. That's why, for today, Gael decided to change his form into a human being, only to pay more attention to Tania. Tania is a girl who deserves to be treated as best as she can - as Gael thinks right now.
After a few minutes Gael went out looking for food, and now Gael is back with a black plastic bag in his hand. Gael gave it to Tania. Tania who had closed her eyes for a moment, immediately opened her eyes when she heard Gael's steps that had returned.
"More. I'm looking for food." Gael gives Tania a bag of food-filled plastic.
"What's this?" Tania received the plastic bag, then opened it slowly.
"Ketoprak?" Tania smiled at Gael as she opened the contents of the plastic bag. Yes, in the plastic bag there is a pack of ketoprak.
"Hm."
"Cok just buy a pack?"
"Just make it."
"Lo don't want that?"
Gael smiled, "if only I could eat human food, maybe I'd pesen two packs."
"Oh, hm. So you can't eat human food?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Btw, I thank you very much. You want to buy me food. But, you pay the tradesman with the money, right?"
"Yes, take the money."
"Lo have money?"
"Nothing is impossible for me."
"Oh."
"You have to eat." Gael said with a face that seemed to withstand pain, because since then, Gael's right hand held his left chest-right in the heart. It was as if the pain that had struck his heart there. However, it was as if the pain meant nothing, when he saw Tania greedily eating ketoprak.
"Kok lo can know anyway, if this ketoprak my favorite food?" Tania said on the sidelines chewing.
"Gue often see Udin, ketoprak breakfast. He said ketoprak was cross-generational food. Everybody likes it. Because delicious. I thought, you're gonna love this food, too."
"Oh, that. I guess because you often watch soap operas ojek kolan. There'll be a ketoprak. Hehe."
"No, lah. I don't like watching soap."
"Why?"
"Ribet."
"Ribet why?"
"It's hard to understand sometimes the soap opera. Maybe because of nature's difference, different stories too."
"Oh, or maybe you're more suitable to watch GGS, it's."
"Hm. You just eat it. Don't talk about anything I like. Because there are too many things I don't like."
Tania nodded with a shy smile. "Oh, okay."
Gael increasingly held back the groan that had previously hurt his body. This was the first sacrifice Gael had made in order to take care of a human. Many of Gael's cases have been done to help humans, but this time, Gael revealed himself to be human for the first time. Perhaps on this day, there were some people who subconsciously, they came face to face with the figure of the dream God higher-ups. Gael looked at Tania more and more, with a deep enough gaze, but Tania seemed oblivious to it. Then, Gael changed his position to sit on one of the sofas in this room. Gael's hair changed color to slightly grey, his eyes also turned no longer black. The color of his skin, too, became pale white. In this instant, Gael could not maintain his form of being human. Gael went back to his original form.
"Awwsh" said Gael, sighing slightly.
Tania turned towards Gael. "Lo why?"
Gael held back his sigh. "Sw. Naw. I'm okay."
"Lo's in pain, huh?" Tania seemed worried about Gael's state. However, Gael tried his best not to look like he was enduring the pain.
"Gue is okay."
"But you were in pain."
"It just hurts a little."
"Really?"
"Yes." Yeah." Gael smile.
"It just hurts a little?"
"Yes, Tania. Don't worry about me too much. Even if the pain is overwhelming, you don't have to worry. I will not die because of this pain. I am an immortal creature. I will die, if there is no more life in the human dimension, and when the earth is destroyed. I'm just gonna die."
"Oh. So, you're dead in time for the apocalypse?"
"Hm."
"Oh, yeah. I went to class first, yeah. I think I'm a little bit nervous." Tania lowered her feet to the floor.
"Lo strong?"
"Yes. I'm okay."
"Oh. Okay. If so, I'm also happy. Take care of yourself. I will definitely come back and keep you from the things that hurt you. I am not a figure of wash and pain reliever that attacks your heart. I can't be that figure. But, at least you should know, I'll always be the first person willing to give my shoulder to be your headrest, when you feel hurt." Gael spoke with a faint, charming smile.
Tania smiled, as if overwhelmed by Gael's words.
"OKAY. I'm saying goodbye."
Gael began to fade himself. However, Tania held it in for a moment.
"Gael?"
"Hm?"
"Don't kayak that again, yeah."
"meaning?"
"Lo can't be human anymore. I don't want to see you in pain like that."
Hearing that sentence, Gael smiled with a nod. Without another word, Gael disappeared, his shadow flying like a dandelion grain blown by the wind. Tania smiled faintly, looking at Gael's departure. There is a serenity in Tania's heart as her days are tinged with a Gael figure who somehow God brings her together in this ridiculous destiny.

***
Gael's breath was puffed. He felt a lash that was so painful on his body. He tried not to grimace in pain, but this was really very painful. At times his lips trembled violently, enduring the painful whips for his body. His eyes turned red, and some of his skin was bruised red, like scraping broken glass.
"Awwsssh."
Gael whimpered again. It's really heartbreaking. He walked limped towards a dark place, his right hand holding his left shoulder, feeling heavy gripping hit his left shoulder. What is Gael feeling? This is because he forced to turn into a human.
To that end, Gael momentarily calmed himself down and turned to the shadow world. Instead of gaining tranquility, Gael was greeted by Auriga aka Riga-God of death.
"Lo made a fatal mistake!" Riga emphasized her sentence.
"In the human dimension, you can only appear in your form only in front of Rega and Tania. Although you are assigned to help other humans, but other humans are not allowed to see your appearance. This time, you feel pain because of your own actions. There are some humans who have seen the appearance of lo, the appearance of the higher-ups of the Dream God, which should not be any other humans who know the appearance of lo, other than Rega and Tania!" Riga said firmly.
However, Gael still looks fragile, while holding his left shoulder is unusually painful. Gael dropped his knee on the floor, he looked even more fragile. Then, Gael turned his gaze towards Riga-who was standing firmly before him.
"There are things I never knew before. About, sincerity and innocence of a person, who is willing to be hurt just trying to keep the people around him so as not to feel some of the hurt he feels. There are things I never knew before, about the meaning of an endless anxiety. There's something I never knew before, that keeping someone's smile engraved is the hardest thing." Gael turned his eyes downward, his gaze blank, implying a shadow of a person from Gael's eyes was clearly visible. That pair of eyes, now spilled a drop of clear details. Gael closed his eyes for a moment, and the droplets of tears made it out of Gael's beautiful eyes.
"In a moment, Tania will find out the truth." Riga was just trying to make Gael insoluble in his anxious feelings. "Lo don't worry. Tania's gonna be okay." Riga passes, leaving Gael alone. Because Riga knew, Gael needed a quiet place to vent his pain.
Gael closed his eyes, this pain was too precious for him. Then, there were the sounds of footsteps, which were approaching towards Gael. Gael is quite aware of that, but he doesn't care. Gael is just trying to ease the pain for now.
"Lo must be able to keep your feelings. Tania is a different girl. It could be, you will turn around, you will not only help him in his case, maybe you will love him, if you are not smart to keep your heart. I think a Gael will never fail to keep his feelings" said someone.
After Riga had completely passed, there was now someone approaching Gael.
"Daviel?" Gael.
Then, the person Gael called Daviel smiled. "Lo must be strong. You have to keep your feelings. You have to help Tania to see me. Because by bringing Tania and I together, it will make my soul go away quietly."
Gael stood up, slowly the pain subsided. "Gue will try to get you together with Tania." Gael blurted out with a thin incense. The look on his face stabilized again, and there Daviel just threw his smile.
Gael turned his back, and walked away from Daviel. This place was so cold, silent, and dark, yet it had a snow-like floor. The air was cold enough. Only the sound of wind gusts became a heartbreaking elegant humming situation. It even looks like the first place or gate to the true dimension of immortality.
Gael walked limped out of this place. A cold gust of wind, made her hair dance, but Gael did not care about the wind.
A precious second. The feeling of being hurt would be meaningless. I hated the journey to dusk, all sorts of hurt feelings, and the millions of wrinkles that struck my chest. Then I understood, there is a heart that is ready to be hurt just to keep the other heart calm and happy.
***
(Rega👆)
When night falls. Rega was reflecting on tidying himself up and combing his hair in his absurdly distinctive style. Sometimes he pointed at his reflection in the mirror with a comb he was holding, repeatedly mentioning the word 'permanent handsome' from his mouth.
"Crazy, Din. Lo very handsome. Permanent again." Rega rattled at her reflection in the mirror.
"I'm handsome, I'm handsome, I'm handsome, I'm handsome, I'm handsome, I'm handsome, I'm handsome, I'm handsome," Rega hums in a flowing tone, but the lyrics are just that. Rega mimicked a youtubers who had sung a song called 'i am handsome'.
"Woy! Why lo? True rapture." Someone shocked Rega. Yes, that someone was just standing in the doorway. Rega turned his head for a second towards the person, after which he looked back in the mirror.
"Like me dong."
"Where are you going?"
"Repo."
"Oh, Udin! I'm Teteh lo, yes. Polite little talk with me. Anyway, if there's anyone who ngajak lo say, see him here cake. The mirror even lo pantengin, you do not realize what, in the mirror there is the sarimin. Eak, sarimin went to the market." Rosi taunts Rega, Rega just grunts annoyedly.
"****. It's a lot of lo, so big brother."
"Who told you to be my Grandpa?"
"Judes is so lo, so girl!"
"Lod."
"There won't be a guy who wants to take you, Tea. If you still judge like this."
"Yeeh, who said?"
"Gue said that."
"Eh, Din. Make no mistake, lo. The handsome guy is like Chen EXO aja, bend my knees together."
"The chen? Chen-tong nasi lo mean?" Rega chuckles amusedly. He really mocked Rosi with a super-dime joke ala Rega.
Rosi grunts annoyed. "Damn it!"
"Lagain, you're the first to start."
"Fuckin' sister!"
"Sir damned!"
"Eh, you toilet mat!"
"Uhhhh! You go there!"
"Lo ngusir me?!"
"Gue's coming out! There's promise! Biasalah, I am not a single person who usually just stay at home. At least, I'm not as sad as you are, Tea! What's your job? If you do not stalk the accounts of EXO members, yes at the end you watch Korean dramas. Continues to? Where's lo's girlfriend? You want to say that you will remain faithful waiting for a miracle when you shoot?! Duh, real fangirl yeah, lo. Salute, euy." Rega says songong. Rosi again snorted in annoyance.
"Slack emang lo, yes!"
"Why? Sirik see I'm going to say hello to my girlfriend's house?"
"It's not PA! It's friday night! You have a tradition of making girlfriends on Friday nights, huh?! Is it not-don't your girlfriend a ghost?"
"severe. Don't bother me this is indigo, you can just say that my girlfriend is a ghost, yes! Please, please, just chill it!"
"Don't sing, nyet. You sound like a butut radio!"
"Oh, yeah."
"Ck! I asked where you were going tonight! Answer the truth!"
Rega let out a rough breath. "Gue wants to see Tristan! Satisfied, lo?!"
"Huh?! So, your girlfriend's name is Tristan?!" Rosi put on a soft face with an innocent look though.
"No! I have an appointment to see Tristan in a coma."
"Gue sayin' Mama! That's your boyfriend!" Ledek.
"Gue said no! I went there with Tania!"
"Ash, alesan!"
Rega immediately put on a flat face and took a breath, until his irritation rose to the highest level. Seconds later, Rega was like a hot worm, he took out a stance, while holding a broom he took in the corner of the room.
"@?y(/@@!!?#!!"
Rega spouted a spell, his mouth was slurping indistinctly, Rosi just chuckled and then fled to leave Rega.
After Rosi passed, Rega stroked her chest, and controlled her emotions. "Patience to Patience! This is a test for you!"
To be continued...
Author Notes :
Hii. How is this part the same? I hope you like it, yeah. Sorry if there are many shortcomings.do not forget the votes and comments, yes!
Happy Birthday to you on your birthday today.
See you in the next chapter!