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THIS LIFE


Chapter 2


Disturb


July 26, 2013


Before after


After receiving a phone call, Ky Nam Phuong returned to the card room: "I have a job, go first."


"Don't be like that, I'm just a little red." Chen Zhuo Er called first: "Who is it, you are brave enough, you can call and drag you away."


Lei Vu Tranh said: "Nobody can pull it, is it an office call, your parents are looking for it, you see his face, what did Hong Lou dream of?"


Diep Than Khoan laughed and patted the table: "This is Lei Nhi, this is Lei Nhi! We've known you for so long, why didn't I know you read The Dream of the Red Chamber, used a classic to say it, second junior brother, you fell in love with him."


"Fuck up!" Ky Nam Phuong also laughed: "If you find me, this is urgent."


"Oh, how are you?" Diep Than Khoan laughed at him: "That bothers you enough, is your heart burning like fire?


Ky Nam Phuong is not very sympathetic: "Your brother is looking for me."


"Prime Minister?" Diep Than Khoan was very surprised: "Why is he looking for you?"


"How do I know? Angry even on the phone.”


"My sister, spoiled since childhood." Diep Than Khoan was not satisfied: "What's with the boy, it's definitely going to be something."


Even so, in the end, Ky Nam Phuong left anyway, arranging to meet at a cafe, the waiter recognized Ky Nam Phuong: "Miss Diep is sitting there."


The light is very gloomy, the low tea table is decorated with candles in Southeast Asian style, the petals of flowers float lightly on a ceramic plate, Kam Thu waits until boring, then sticks out his finger to find some petals. His fingers were thin, white, in fact, the Diep brothers were born white. Ky Nam Phuong often laughs at the Diep brothers, who are all handsome, just like him when he was a child, his skin is white and soft, he looks like a porcelain doll, he just picked up a red flower petal, he has just taken a, pursed his lips.blow his petals several times. Snow-white fingers coated the petals, as if they were melting, there were several inches of beauty that could not be touched. Ky Nam Phuong remembered the sentence: "The hand of bamboo shoots", suddenly feeling that this kind of visualization is too methodical, bamboo shoots are a rough thing, how can it be compared with fingers? Because his fingers were so smooth and soft, it was as if the slightest touch would disappear.


And the candlelight only shone in his eyes, a small flame flickering, like a weak and glowing jewel. Then his pupils rapidly dimmed, seemingly buried in gray ash, glittering like bright pearls of several generations. At this moment, she was a little funny, since when did this child have a confidant, let alone she had the sad and melancholic type.


Staring at him, still sad and unhappy, acting like a child: "I've waited half a day."


"I ran all the way east of town." He nonchalantly called out to the waiter: "Filtered water."


Then he took out a pack of cigarettes, still unopened, and knocked on the table: "In public, I hate smoking the most."


"Are you guys not smoking either?"


The tree woman is not afraid of death: "You are not a brother."


"Do you drink coffee?" He glanced at the porcelain cup in front of him: "Kids, don't drink this, it will save you sleepless nights."


"You're just a little kid." He was no longer angry: "In addition, I did nothing against my conscience, why should I sleep less?"


"OH?" He meant to tease her: "So, you did something that went against your conscience?"


"In your heart, count yourself."


This made it hard, thinking about it, finally honestly admitting: "I really don't know."


"Zhang Ke Ru." He reminded her


“Zhang To Ru? How's him?"


"He's in the hospital now."


"Oh." This one, I understand: "Are you expressing displeasure on his behalf?"


Immediately amused, he opened the cigarette pack and took out a cigarette, placed it comfortably on the table, then lit it, in that puff of smoke, he still maintained his usual tinge of acuity: "Why are you friends with me? ”


"You don't need to know." The enemy looked at his indifferent appearance, suddenly feeling a little desperate: "In addition, it is not good for you to be like this."


"So what are you telling me to do?" He could not help but smile: "I ended up giving him a house, at least 300,000, if he was dissatisfied, then his greed was too great."


"He doesn't need a house, let alone your money."


"So what does he need?"


"He doesn't need fairies, only you."


"Brother brother?" Ky Nam Phuong snorted in disdain: "Is he capable?"


Thu Thu suddenly raised his hand to throw a cup of coffee at him, Ky Nam Phuong suddenly couldn't react, cream coffee \u200b\u200bdrops with his collar in droplets, the, he couldn't help but hysterically say: “Based on what? On what basis do you say that? Because she loves you, you trample her like that? He loves you with all his heart, not because of who you are, how much money do you have, but what do you rely on, on what basis? Do you understand what love is? Do you know what it's like to love someone?" His eyes sparkled with a warm candlelight: "He did nothing wrong, he only loved you, so compared to you, you are mediocre, compared to you, you are small, insulted by you, he said, rejected by you, not appreciated by you. .." Saying that, he suddenly lowered his head in a hurry, after a few seconds, he looked up again: "Sorry, brother, I'm leaving first."


Without waiting for him to say anything, he panicked as if he was running away, hurriedly grabbed his bag and fled.


She rarely called him Ba, remember when she was young, she wanted to eat chocolate, but had just changed her teeth, the adults did not allow it, she often stood in front of the candy jar, she was not allowed to change her teeth, standing looking for a long time, it was really very eager to eat, finally with a little timidly calling out to him: "Sister Ba..."


Just then, she seemed to be humming "uh", a little reluctant to take two candies and give them to her: "Don't tell me I gave them to you."


In his memory, he was always a child, following Diep Than Khoan, Diep Than Dung also had it, like a small tail, making people hate, making us dizzy. Because of that little girl, she insisted on taking care of her, infuriating to death.


Since when, children are now adults, why is it more troublesome than ever?


He chased, he walked very fast, kept walking straight, walked forward, he felt it was not right, did not even drive, rushed after, finally grabbed his arm: "Hey son!"


He looked afraid to be surprised, turning his head, but his entire face was covered with tears


He was also startled, because in his memory, even though he was only a child, he was not very childish, on the contrary, there were stubborn and unruly types, from small to mature, she only saw him cry a few times on the finger.


"Prime Minister." He asked, "What happened?"


The corner of his mouth moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but then he did not say anything, just stood there, crying in silence. They stood on the side of a busy road, every passing car looked like a shooting star, so many, so dense, vaguely visible through tears, 5 6 colors, strangely colorful, so many, like 1 stream, the lights swim in the river of light. But he could do nothing but shed tears, he could do nothing.


He was very arrogant, very patient, and firmly pushed his hand away: "Ye Shen Shu, I have stopped liking you! Can you stop sticking to me?"


He did nothing wrong, he was just because of her, so compared to him he was low, compared to him he was small, humiliated by her, rejected by her, insulted by her ... .


He liked her a lot, thinking that he had met the person worth waiting for in this life, but that person shook his hand, knocking her to the ground. If she never loved him, why did she treat him so well from the beginning, give him hope, give him promise, and turn away from him at the last moment. Leaving him, alone, in this city, in this life, ever since he left it, no longer questioned him.


He cried like a child, sobbed to the choking, just crying, in the middle of the car like running water. She has been taught since childhood, children also need to respect themselves, in any place, any situation, especially not in crowded places to show disrespect. But he couldn't stand it, he really couldn't stand it, he was alone for the first time, more than a child, tasting the sweetness of sweets for the first time, but before long, he was alone, he was robbed by people. He pushed her away again, so cruelly pushing her away.


For the first time, Ji Nam Phuong felt panic, many people were crying in front of him, many people were crying and leaving him, too, but she never expected that Thu Thu would stand in front of her and cry. In his heart, he had always been just that brat, even he was still like a child now, moaning like a baby, trying his hardest, crying until his entire body trembled slightly. He thought, what was so painful, made this carefree child so painful. He offered her his handkerchief, but she did not accept it. On the road, someone passed by and tilted his head to look, he asked: "Thursday, get in my car first, okay?"


She was just crying, she half forced him to find a way to pull her into the car, she seemed to want to take something, but nothing, just grabbing her chest, continuing to hold it like that, she said, he once thought Salah, he tried to grab his heart and pull it out. He cried until his entire body curled up, like a small newborn, and like a very weak beast. The initial bursting cry slowly lost its strength, finally only sobs remained, her cries until her lips turned purple, she was a bit uneasy thinking about whether she would faint, so she hugged her again, crying until her lips turned purple, she was a bit agitated at the thought of whether she would faint, so she hugged her again, like hugging a small child: “Kam Kam, don't' don't cry anymore, Kam...”.


He called out his name for word, he was trembling, like a choking little child, after a long while, he groaned, the fingers gripping his chest finally relaxed, but once again spun and grabbed the tip of his hand. the shirt, like a small koala, is limp forward. He asked gently, "Can I take you home?"


His lips were still shaking as before, and finally let out a sentence: "I won't be back."


"Then don't cry anymore." He was a little worried, his heart was confused, he could not say a word: "Have you had dinner, may I invite you to dinner?"


When he was a child he was always greedy to eat, growing up was still the same, Diep Than Khoan, Diep Than Dung never offended him, then invited him to eat, so did he.


"I don't want to eat rice." He sobs all over his body, his fingers still gripping the ends of his clothes, and Ky Nam Phuong finally suddenly remembers, when he was five years old, he also had this bad habit. That summer was very hot, they were in Bach Dai Ha, a group of children playing, and even at high tide, they forgot to stir. He fell alone into the deep water, his eyes widened as he saw the waves crashing, he forgot to cry. Finally rescued, she gripped the lap of an adult shirt, as now, for a long time, even delaying breathing, let alone crying. In the future, only in horror, or sadness, would he subconsciously reach out to someone, seemingly dying, in a kind of shocking despair.


Ky Nam Phuong went around the city and asked him again: "Will you take me home?"


Kam Thu cried until he was exhausted and exhausted, his face was swollen and sunken, almost stubbornly shaking his head, just not wanting to go home.


Ky Nam Phuong ran out of ways, had to stop at the nearest road, just drove away


Thu Thu curled up in the back seat, feeling a little tired, falling asleep again. Just taking a nap, Ky Nam Phuong stopped the car and gently patted her face: "Thursday, get up." His voice was very soft, similar to his older brother, when he was young, he was once a pervert, locked in the piano room by his grandmother, his cousin gave him a snack from the window, just like that, calling his mother's name, he said, gave him a delicious biscuit. He slept a little faint, blinked his eyes, it turned out to be Ky Nam Phuong, and for a moment did not want to say many words.


As an apartment building, they came from the basement of the car park, a private butler stood at the elevator door and waited, welcoming them with English-style etiquette, the statement said, but speaking in Mandarin again: "Hello, Mr. Ji."


Thu Thu thought that once when he went to Diep Than Dung, the personal butler also stood at the elevator door, opening his mouth to speak in English. He suddenly recalled a few lines that were discussed excitedly in the film: "Opening your mouth is a thick London accent, a little proud of it." Having to hold back laughter, hold back until twisting the face, the more restraint the more unable, laughing out loud until the housekeeper does not understand what is wrong, but the professional quality is a professional quality, he said, never let him smile to that extent, still politely smile politely.


The housekeeper helped them open the door, the duplex room was very spacious, the living room was completely curved glass on one side, looking at the city at the foot like a lighthouse.


“Not many people come.” Ky Nam Phuong said: "Don't tell your mother when you come back, you won't make that old woman long."


You know, cousins have a place like this, rabbits do not need to dig three holes. Sometimes I decide to find a quiet place, so I always hide the last cave from others."


He showed her the bathroom, let her clean her face. When she came out, she had completely changed the shirt she was wearing to spill coffee, wearing a loose hooded sweater, she rarely saw him dressed like this, with long limbs, she said, it turned out to be a bit like a senior.a very young appearance, like a student. She couldn't help but watch, she simply asked him: "You haven't eaten, what do you want to eat? You helped me.


This scared him: “ENG? Do you know how to cook?"


"I think you're too brave." She couldn't help but laugh: "I just know how to order."


“So I want to eat pizza, the largest size, spicy, plus curry powder is also good.”


"A childish meal like this."


"I'm 20 years old this year, I'll be 21, I'm no longer a child."


This sentence was so sarcastic that he laughed out loud: "Oh, it's 20."


He no longer had the energy to argue with her, glaring at her sharply, wandering around the room, along the corridor near the living room was the entertainment room, the entire set of equipment was placed there, he said, he stuck No matter how much you look to the major, stay glued to those hot products, inevitably criticize: "Burning money!"


"That's what the money is for." He still had the same indifferent tone: "Don't spend, make money for what?"


Adjacent to the entertainment room is a very large CD room, 3 walls from top to bottom, dense, all eyes are CD, clearly classified, neatly arranged. The room space is inherently tall, the shelves on the floor are straight up to the ceiling, showing a wider atmosphere, looking like a national library music data room, and also like a record company CD warehouse. record companies have never found such an extensive collection. He looked around for a moment, then looked at the treasure: "This disk, I borrowed it."


"Impossible! The CD was only for the wife to listen to, not for others to borrow.


"Save!" He was annoyed: "Say you already have a wife? It's not too late to wait until you have a wife and then say this again."


He had just argued with her and was feeling hungry, fortunately the food had just arrived. The waiter from the private restaurant left with a set of tableware and tableware, finally in front of him was a piece of seafood rice, he was not satisfied: "I want to eat pizza!"


"Darling, obediently eat rice!"


He twisted and could not help it, had to sit down to eat, flipping through more than half, completely hungry. The seafood rice was good, the ingredients were fresh, the taste was just right, he ate his steak, beside his plate was also a glass of red wine, he did not need to think about taking it, tilting his neck, and drinking it.


Ky Nam Phuong was stunned for a moment, he had finished drinking, wiping the corner of his mouth with a napkin, his black eyes fluttering and staring at him, looking innocent.


"Hey, this is Latour 1982."


"So how?"


“Does anyone enjoy beef like me?”


"Looky style, jagged style, why twist the tongue like that, a little slippery?" He said as he curled up the tip of his tongue pretending to be a demon. The tip of the tongue rolls like a small pipe, like a snake, tiny, reddish, carrying an unusual ghost, or the smell of a cool fruit, actually alcohol. Ky Nam Phuong felt like a little snake, seemed to run into his eyes, then crept back into his heart.


The eldest brother always had a slight temperament one night, and at this point, he finally couldn't bear it: "Diep Than Thu, can't you just shut up for a moment?"


As soon as those words came out of his mouth, he regretted it, but Thu Thu did not keep it in his heart, instead, he smiled and asked: "Are you losing money today at gambling?"


He laughed out loud, having nothing more to say.


After eating, Kam also felt happier, not working, then nestled on a sofa in the entertainment room, hugged his knees and saw him squatting on the ground to adjust the amplifier. I can't believe that the three sons of the Ky family usually have distant attitudes, and sometimes roll up their sleeves. He lowered his head to work hard, with a few bangs hanging, he did not show much chaos, on the contrary, it was much more pleasing to the eye, he said, at least Kam Thu felt very satisfied --- he always felt that my brothers were too indifferent, too cautious, everyone was like 'Thai Son fell in front of him and did not change color', that's frightening.


"Give it to Thai Cam." He picked it up and tried: "See if it really is sweet high, mid standard, soft low or not?


He didn't even raise his head: "If you want to hear it, find it yourself."


He thought of the sea of CDs that made him dizzy: "There are so many, how can I find it?"


“Column C, 4th to 5th box on the right, everything is his CD.”


He hardened his tongue for a moment: "Very strong, do you remember everything?"


He still did not raise his head: "Things are unforgettable, I always remember."