This Life This Life

Chapter XVll

Shou Shou looked slightly surprised, and asked, "Why didn't you say it before?" He paused for a moment, then said: "He was disrespectful to interfere among us, afraid of hurting you, then I told him about us, you and I got married, just because of parental pressure, he said, not fair to both. The Parties."

Shou Shou looked at him faintly, as if he was a stranger he did not know. He said: "Thursday, it's my fault for you, let's get divorced."

How could he not feel like he was freed from this burden, but just looked at her dumbfoundedly. She said: "I know, you didn't want to have children at first, I was stubborn ..." She finally turned her head and looked at him, the corner of her eyes red and red. Maybe he's sleep-deprived, or maybe his words are too hard to say, "If you will..." For some reason, his voice seemed to stop for a moment, "I'll drive you." The Hospital…"

The corner of his mouth twitched, and finally said, "If parents know, what should we do?"

He turned his face away again, his gaze still fixed on the trees outside the window, the spring sun tilted, the time was almost setting, the bunches of bunches, the flower branches, like countless butterflies, he said, gathered in green foliage, brilliantly decorated with afternoon light.

Finally, he said, "Let's hide first, don't let anyone know in a hurry." stopped and then said, "If not, I'll take you back to my apartment, I have to go to the hospital in a few days, maybe people won't notice."

Kam Kam only felt suffocated, so he thought about it all, even the back and forth roads had been saved, there might not be any ventilation in the room, but the windows were still wide open, he said, but I don't understand why it feels pressured, his guts confused and saying: "As much as you."

He did not say anything for a very long time, Thu Thu deceived himself and turned his face away, looking out the window. The room became silent like a deep pool, even the sound of bees playing on the branches, the humming and humming ceaselessly.

Thu Thu thought he must have left, turned his head and saw that he was still standing in the same place.

This time he did not see the tree outside, but he looked at her, but as soon as he turned his face away, he looked away, he could not see her gaze clearly, but it seemed like his face was grayish-white, maybe because of fatigue. His legs are still in recovery, should routinely get massage therapy.

He asked, "Are your legs okay?"

He said briefly: "Not paralyzed." then said: "You go first, the driver will come to pick you up tomorrow."

Kam Kam is melancholy sleeping all day at home, Thinh Khai just thinks that she is pregnant at an early stage, her mood is unstable, and she is also in conflict with Ky Nam Phuong, who is also in a relationship with her, so the next day he saw Ky Nam Phuong coming.he picked him up, Thinh Khai was very happy and told Nam Phuong repeatedly: "Jaga Thu Thu Thu carefully, please, used to not understand many things, now not as usual, you two are no longer children, Pay attention to that much."

Ky Nam Phuong said, seeing Thu Thu coming down from the top floor, telling him that the driver would come to pick him up, Thu Thu did not expect he would come alone.

After getting into the car, he asked: "Why did you come?"

"Suven to the road."

In fact, it was a little much fear that Thinh Khai would not allow it, since the last time they argued, the parents of both sides felt that they were as if possessed by some kind of ghost, to this day, the parents of both sides felt that they were as if possessed by some kind of ghost, it changed again, naturally.to become a very strict follower.

Since the wedding, she has never gone to Ky Nam Phuong's apartment building again.Unexpectedly, the housekeeper there instantly recognized her, very politely greeting her: "Hi Madam, hello."

"Hi."

The housekeeper helped them open the door and then quietly exit.

It had been three years not to return, the rooms did not seem to change at all, the maids often came to clean and arrange, so that the house was still bright and clean. It's all out there.

She said: "I'll let Aunt Vuong take care of you, but I'm afraid my parents will know, so ..."

He said: "It's okay, I'm fine, I don't need someone to look after me."

He asked: "Do you need to go upstairs to rest for a while? What do you want for dinner tonight, you're calling to order dinner."

He shook his head, actually he did not have the heart to eat rice, only felt tired.

Up to the 2nd floor bedroom, the room was still the same as it used to be, at a glance black and white, the interior was nothing new, whether it had been how long Ky Nam Phuong had not been here, even though it was clean, not a speck of dust, but in the end it was still so cold that one could only feel the emptiness.

He went with her, saw her pale face, and said: "Sleep, I'm downstairs, call me if there's anything."

He no longer seemed to want to be alone with her anymore, when they were together, he always intentionally or unintentionally avoided her eyes, after saying that he turned around and closed the door.

Shou Shou was tired and tired, but seemed to feel nothing, just falling on the bed, even though he could not close his eyes.

The pillow had a slight perfume scent, and I didn't expect that even here she would bring women back. Just thinking about it made him feel nauseous, jump, run to the toilet, vomit, vomit, and just spit out water.

He didn't want to stay here, he picked up a towel, wiped it clean, and walked down.

Downstairs quietly, he walked around, stopping by the door of the playroom.

The door of the room opened a little, he pushed it a little, it was dim inside, only the screen lights were flickering, and it was very silent.

Thanks to the occasional flickering of light from the screen, she saw him sitting alone in front of the sofa, motionless.

It was a very old film, "Casablanca", for some reason he did not open the sound, the screen did not have subtitles, like a silent film, only visible on the screen, Ingrid randomly smiled, the screen did not have subtitles, bright Light looks like a flash, almost blinding the eyes of the viewer.

He had watched the film many times, but never watched it in such silence, the character appeared smiling, then hesitating, hesitating, even wailing, also had flashbacks, he said, and injured, suffering, fighting again ...

The classic scene without sound appeared on the screen unconsciously, he was like hearing familiar background music, despite the fact that the room was still quiet, until there was a "click" sound". As he woke up, he was surprised, it turned out that Ky Nam Phuong hit the lighter, as a small flame blazed, reflecting his face, as if there were tears in his eyes, he lit a cigarette, he said, the red flame stopped on his lips, slightly shivering.

Thu Thu stood outside and did not move, he had not seen her cry for many years, because he was older than her, he was a man, he had never seen her cry since childhood. Especially when growing up, an enthusiastic person like him, how could he cry?

Just a movie scene, people come and go, come and go, converge and then dissolve, in unconscious silence, the dialogue also turns into a vague state on the lips of the characters on the screen.

For the first time, Thu Thu felt that he no longer memorized the film, as he no longer knew what the main character was saying.

"From all the gin shops in all the cities around the world, he's come into my place."

That line, has it come?

Seeing this movie for the first time, that sentence touched her so much, fate had set her up that way, once you liked her, just love her, it was all fate. No matter how many excuses struggled, there was no other way.

It turned out that he thought only himself was struggling at the last step, but did not expect that Ky Nam Phuong also met someone who could make it difficult for him to get out of this difficult situation.

There was a bitter taste in his mouth, a sharp throat, a tingling sensation in his throat, and for a moment he could not help coughing.

Ky Nam Phuong looked surprised, the pink flame on his lips chipped, he did not care about the trail of smoke falling on the floor, he turned around and was confused, looking at it, immediately stood up, his voice hoarse: "Why did you come down here?"

For some reason, he seemed a little agitated, even his voice was low: "I can't sleep ..."

In fact, he did not see her expression, and he did not see her face, the two people were fused into the darkness, just by chance the light from the scene-altering screen flashed.

He asked: "Are you hungry, do you want to eat something?"

He shook his head.

"Or you should sleep." "I'm used to taking naps" he said.

"I don't like that bed."

He didn't say anything.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little stiff, and Thu Thu finally said: "I'll arrange for you to meet him."

Ky Nam Phuong doesn't seem to understand: "What?"

"That girl." Shou Shou said, "I want to see her once."

Ky Nam Phuong's voice was a bit unnatural: "That's not necessary."

Shou Shou said firmly, "I want to meet him."

He hesitated for a few seconds, then said, "Then let me call."