This is my life story

Victim Bully

The quiet me often becomes a victim of bully my school friends, first grade I often in the palak of my boy friend, if I do not give him money I am always threatened.

It's sad that I was only 3000 at the time, but always at the palm, I tried to fight them but in my power I've lost, they're men while I'm a woman.

Every school I was constantly harassed by them, threatened with lizards, snails, and even razor blades.

I complained to my grandmother that I was always in the manger at school, and my grandmother spoke to the parents of the boy who often had my head, until she finally never started again.

But not only was that bullying what I was going through, my friends were always mocking me physically, because I was fat, they were always insulting me.

Even worse, my peers threatened to rape me if I didn't give him money.

I was also often bullied because of my family, at that time my father was drunk and had a fistfight with my uncle, grandmother who panicked screaming for help, then people in the village immediately gathered to watch them fight, and then they got together, since then one of my friends has always surprised me a drunken child, whereas my father was also a drunkard, not even just a child like me but a grown man ever bullied me, at that time my aunt lost her heart, and it turns out that my aunt was stolen by my uncle there was someone who called me a thief, even though I had nothing to do with that phone, my uncle was wrong and I was the victim of bullying, isn't that unfair.

I was once called a beggar and was shunned by my own cousins, and their grandmother just kept quiet listening to me being humiliated by her granddaughter.

Once I was walking and and suddenly my upperclassman was yelling at me like mothers, just because I was wearing a long headscarf, yes I admit it was a mother-to-mother hijab, but what right has he to mock me when I do not know him, all insult me because I am the poor not the people who are like them.

I used to want to feel like retaliating for everything they did to me, I was always blamed for things I never even did at all.

The bullying lasted for 6 years from me starting 1st grade as well as graduating sd, from there I was traumatized for school and had thought not to continue school, he said, but my sister said that later there will be no more bullying like that, and it's true that I did not feel bullying like it when I was still sd.

The impact of the bullying until now is still not lost, I still hold a deep hatred for the people who bully me at will, without thinking about how I felt at that time, he said, who can only cry.

I wish I could be a successful person, so that I can prove to everyone who has bullied me if I am able to be greater than those who always feel the greatest so proudly insulting a weak person like me.