This is my life story

Daddy's affair

Because Mom was far away, my dad betrayed Mom, I was angry when I first found out my dad was having an affair, sad and devastated.

How Mom's loyalty was betrayed so easily by Dad, just because a distance separated.

I didn't expect Dad to be that old, when mom was working hard to improve our family's economy, she unhappily sued Mom.

I was trying to figure out who Daddy's mistress was, until I got that damn woman's phone number, I who was in 4th grade had the mind to terrorize that woman.

I called the woman, I told her, no matter Dad would be angry if he found out, what I had in mind at the time was how to get that woman away from my father.

I sent the woman a message with the content "don't bother my father, you cheap woman, but no other man wants to be with you, until you want a man who is married and has children".

Complaining to my brother was the only thing I did when Dad kept playing women, my hatred for Dad started to grow and unstoppable again.

I thought Dad would stop playing women after I grew up, but he didn't, and he became, even when Mom sent him money, he used it to enjoy the bodies of those cheap women.

I started not wanting to be at home because I did not want to continue to witness the betrayal of my father, I decided to go to the hospital when I graduated smp, I was thinking maybe if I was a good boy my father would wake up and change, no longer do his bad habits, but in fact he's not getting too free to betray my mother, I decided to stop moandok after 6 months I left home, and just go to public school, to just monitor my daily activities.

My disappointment with Dad grew, I started not believing him anymore, breaking all his talk, and began to dare to say that I knew everything, knew the affair, and I knew it, I showed him the chat on his phone that I was holding tightly, he tried to seize the phone but I held it, my emotions increased, I threw the phone to shreds, I threw it, she could only bow down in shame and when I went berserk and said if I hated her she had to apologize to Mom for being able to forgive me, I cried so badly and laughed in my tears, slapping my own cheeks and grabbing my own hair, I don't know what possessed me that I felt back then that my heart was hurting so much and everything I did back then was just to divert my heartache, then she started crying and blaming herself for everything that happened to me, I could just sit with the remnants of my tears and say slowly "I'm sorry to my mother" I repeatedly said that word.

Since that incident I don't know if he's still calling other women or not, because my father's illness is getting worse, and he's also rarely out of the house, too, even everyday just sitting in front of the house to see the car passing by, then back into the house when you feel bored.