This is my life story

Victims of Harassment

My family used to be very poor, to be able to watch television just have to see it in my brother, I used to play at my uncle's house with his son and my two other cousins, he said, I don't really remember how it started, which my uncle obviously abused me at that time.

That day I was playing with my cousins, suddenly they left me with my uncle, just the two of them, there was nothing strange at first, until my uncle suddenly groaned my body, I who is still in 2nd grade have not known anything and do not harbor suspicion.

Not only him but there was one more uncle who also harassed me, at that time I often stayed at my aunt's house just to be able to watch television.

Setip night I always felt something strange with my face, as sticky and stiff as it was, I thought maybe it was the effect of waking up, but I was shocked when I found out that my uncle always kissed me on the face when I fell asleep.

I did not feel suspicious and thought that it was an uncle's affection for his nephew, because my uncle did not have a daughter.

The reality was much different from what I predicted, every time I stayed at my aunt's house, my uncle always kissed me, I started to feel uncomfortable and scared.

Moreover, once one night I stayed overnight and my aunt told my uncle to sleep with me just to accompany me, but it is safe that I even do things that really do not senonoh he even had the heart and dared to hold my vital tool.

I don't think it's going to happen again, but the truth is not that not even every stay at aunt's house I always avoid it but she always tries to get close to me, she said, that night our neighbor died my aunt went to serve and I was at the house of only two aunts with my uncle, I hid in the room to avoid him and he instead approached me, obviously I went straight out, when the situation outside was very dark, I avoided interaction with him, but he had started to suspect with me that had begun to avoid him he said to me "Don't be afraid, uncle only loves you, uncle only loves you, don't be afraid of rape".

Cih the classy reason is not, in fact, he had the heart to harass me, and make me feel that I am dirty and will not be accepted again by anyone.

Going to 5th grade I never stayed at my aunt's house again, because I realized that it was safe that I would continue to harass me if I was nearby.

I hated it until now, because of the two incidents of abuse I lived in fear, and had no confidence anymore until now.

Now when I was 19 years old I doubted my own sanctity, whether I had been dirty I did not know, nor did I dare to report the incident to my parents, because I was afraid that my aunt's worth would be upset if I learned of my uncle's behavior, I was also ashamed if others found out about this incident, for 10 years I harbored this unrest, perhaps whenever I would never dare to reveal this matter to my family, I hated my two uncles, I hated myself, and felt already completely in ruin.