This is Love Not Suffering

This is Love Not Suffering
He's a Monster



Sasha POV's


My eyes opened slowly. This pain is where it comes from. I looked at everything, I turned out to be lying in the room. I see my hand has been pierced by a needle that once stabbed me also in the 3rd grade of Junior High because of DHF. I hate to have to wait for the water in the bottle to run out. I saw the door open, I immediately closed my eyes and pretended I was still asleep. I heard more and more footsteps.


"So how's Doc doing?". Inara. Ah that's Mother's voice, Doc? must be the doctor who came in with him here.


"Thank God he's fine. After this bottle of infusion was finished he would have already regained consciousness. Ah yeah don't forget the medicine was in that drawer". The doctor replied, whose voice sounded like a woman's voice.


"Thank you Diana". Mommy


"Of course this is my job. Who is this beautiful girl. I haven't seen him since serving in Syailendra's family?". Ask.


"He hmm he's Sasha. My best friend's son used to be the one who was bullied all this time. Ah the story is too long later if we have time to hang out both I'll explain everything. How about we eat first downstairs, I told Bik Inah to cook your favorite Iga Soup". Answer Mother.


"Ah just troublesome. I have to go back to Inaraaa Hospital". The doctor said.


"Come on, just a second yuk". Mommy Say.


Klekka.. The sound of the door closing made me sit down. My best friend's son. Who exactly are my parents. Why I should be cared for. Where's my parents. Mother does not want to discuss it. Ah, there must be something you've covered from me. Someday I'll ask him directly. Ah wait it's not that important right now. Davin where is he. I remember all this because of him. He threw myself in the pool. Obviously I drowned. I don't know why I couldn't swim. Even my head hurts when I force it into the water. Take a shower all this time I'm always in a hurry. I'm almost phobic with water. I don't know the cause, ever once when there was a socialization of mental health from a psychologist in the city where I lived before. The Head of the Dorm took me at that time. Of course the opportunity was not wasted. I asked about myself. The psychologist's answer is simply to say that in the past there may have been something that made me afraid of large amounts of water could be drowning or other things. I who was just in Junior High did not really understand the meaning of the psychologist. As a result yes, I am so good at all sports except one that is swimming. But why did Davin cut that off to me, yes I certainly remember him saying something before pushing you. But of course I can't believe he's waiting in the school parking lot, but this morning he was able to leave me on foot for his girlfriend.


Krekka.. Suddenly the door of my room opened again, but this time it was the monster I swore to absorb.


"Davn". His name just came out of my mouth. He was also moving closer to me.


"Heh damn girl, why don't you just die anyway. I am still alive after I started. Less yes, okay tomorrow-tomorrow I'm ceburin again lo!!!". Davin uttered words that made me sad. I can only bow.


"Common speaking you look dong". Jerky Davin. This time he grabbed my chin. He pushed it so hard that it made me moan. My body was so limp that it was powerless to resist. He lifted my chin up and he brought his face closer to me.


"Barraven son!!!". Carcass said. I also unconsciously shed tears. Davin's words really stabbed me. Who is an illegitimate child, I have parents, right, it was not Mother said that. Ahhhh my heart is raging. Davin threw away his face and let go of me. I'm still crying sobbing. He passed by without closing the door to my room.


"Davvv, just look at it one day you will regret this act of yours. Just wait and see Dav". I cry for my life.


***Sasha POV End


Hi Readers meet again. Sorry Author yes. Author uda is no longer upset. Her heart is healed. Don't forget to like!!!😘***