This is Love Not Suffering

The Tearful Fabric

It was a difficult day for Sasha. But the other case for a boy who always stared cynically at Sasha. The boy immediately stepped over the parking lot and got into his car. He came home in a hurry. Arriving at the spacious house he parked carelessly his car. Then he entered the house in a hurry. He broke down the door and slammed it making a loud noise all over the house. A woman also greeted him.

"Den, Uda's home? Uda's having lunch, if you haven't let Auntie cook?". Said the woman.

"Shut up!! Where's Papa?". Impalements

"Ah anu Tuan. Sir's still in the office". Replied the woman who was none other than a maid with trembling. Suddenly a woman came from the back porch of the house.

"Home home. You've eaten my son". He said to the boy who was now surly when he saw the owner of the voice. He also did not want to answer and chose to ride on the second floor. He opened the door of his room and slammed it stronger than the front door of his house.

The Inara POV

After yesterday I and Mas Indra picked up my best friend's daughter who had been fighting for a long time. My life began to feel better after his presence in my home. Yes even though it has only been 2 days but still I am very happy. Today my daughter was excited to continue her schooling. I was worried that he would continue his schooling. Honestly personally I just want to send her through Home Schooling alone but see the spirit of the establishment all my worries are gone. The concern was that he had to be transferred from his old school. Yes my daughter is very beautiful. Her beauty is like the princesses of a fairyland. I'm afraid he's having problems that endanger him. Ahh instead of continuing to fear, I try to give everything to God.

Ah it turns out my only son who came home. He has not been home for 3 days. From childhood, he rarely came home. I don't know what makes him prefer to spend time living in the Sailendra Family, rather than his own home. Maybe this happened because after losing Sasha in childhood, I became less attentive to him. But the last 3 years haven't I changed. Yes I have changed to pay more attention to this Son of mine. Maybe this is the scarf that has been torn, I sewed however still not the same as before. Its beauty is diminished even with silk thread though I sew it. If only he understood how sorry I am. But now that he's a teenager, it might be hard for him to be mature. This afternoon I don't know what's wrong with him.

"Home home. Have you eaten, son?". Sapaku. Instead of answering my words he showed his sour face. Okay, he's really angry. I tried to go to him but he stayed away and went up.

Duarrr.. Again he slammed the door. Don't ask me how many times. Surely often happens now I have become friends with the Wife who fixes my doors. Ah let it be, later if hungry she must also come down and I will try to speak kindly to her.

My son's age is the same as Sasha's. But his behavior should not be asked. All the crimes of teenagers have been done including drugs. Fortunately when he was Junior High We managed to put him in rehabilitation and now he is healthy. Since then, the distance between us has been growing. My son is very naughty. Every 1 month I am obliged to go to school to fulfill the call of Teacher BKnya. Of course it ends with compensation because there is always a child who spilled blood made. So I can make sure 40% of my salary is always to pay for all his crimes. Sometimes I wonder what makes it so. A year thinking I found the answer, he was acting criminally just to get my attention. Yes, all his behavior that makes me almost desperate to be a parent just to make me pay attention to him. Sometimes this little heart cries at the thought of how failed I am to be a parent. But my despair will only make things worse. I also tried my best to fix things. I often confide in my husband. But Mas Indra just told me to be patient. I always pray to God to open my son's heart to receive me back. I can only wait for that to happen. Yes I still believe everything will be beautiful in time.

***Inara POV End

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