
After the incident last night Lidya still felt upset and not excited to return to the city of Semarang. Lidya complained in her heart. Questioning the situation now.
Oh my God..Why did God allow me to go to college in that place? all my friends studied at public universities...I have no friends in Semarang. It was hard to go back to the city that God said he had prepared for me....Am I willing for God to go through everything?? Can I prosper the city where God has placed me?? As for the welfare of myself, I cannot.....
Lidya was worried, when she had to return to the city of Semarang. As he thought, he met Frans. No friends and friends. But instead of meeting a shitty guy like Frans.
Lidya then calmed herself down, closed her eyes and prayed. Like getting new power. Lidya shed her tears and cried.
Lidya did not think that her mother who was preparing food heard Lidya crying. Mama knocked on Lidya's room door and opened it slowly. Mama saw Lidya praying while crying. Mama sat down and hugged Lidya.
"Why you, honey?" asked my mom, wondering what happened.
Lidya grew weeping and hugged her mother tightly. Lidya had no idea what she was feeling. Lidya also can not tell stories because she is afraid that she will be disappointed, if Lidya is not happy to study in Semarang. Maybe Lidya just needs time to adapt and make peace with herself.
Lidya originally chose the Faculty of Dentistry at a state university in his city. However, at the time of selection Lidya's achievement path was not accepted. During the freshman selection, Lidya falls ill. So, he was unable to follow the selection on the second day. Lidya tried to reflect, everything was arranged so. Maybe Lidya does not understand what God's plan for his life is. But Lidya believes it must be good.
"Let's go, baby story! Mama's gonna be worried that you're like this." Mama tries to strengthen Lidya and invites Lidya to pray together.
"Sorry Ma...Lidya can't tell." Lidya had calmed down and stopped crying.
"Yes, Mama won't force you." Mama said while thinking what happened to her beloved daughter.
Mama's never seen Lidya take this. Mama did not know that Lidya was actually not happy to study in Semarang.
"Lidya, take a shower. Papa's been waiting. Later if you asked papa, what should you answer?"
"Yes Ma, Lidya will follow" he said.
"Mama stay first, baby. Mom is waiting for you...."
Mom then came out of Lidya's room. Mom prepares food on the table. While waiting for Lidya to finish the bath, mom sat down with papa.
"Ma, why Lidya?" ask papa.
"Mama doesn't know either, Pa."
"Last night Papa heard, Lidya called someone. Does Lidya have a boyfriend, Ma?"
"Ah cook anyway? Don't you...Lidya never told me. Mama's forbidden Lidya dating." Mama said to papa.
In the room, Lidya was still sitting on the bed. He closed his eyes and looked at his heart.
I have to be strong.I don't want to see my mother sad. I can definitely get through all this. God gave me the joy of returning to my city....
Lidya then takes a bath and eats with her mom and dad. At the time of eating, papa wanted to know how his lecture there.
"Lid..how was your lecture? Is it good to go to college there?" ask papa while smiling.
Lidya suddenly chokes with papa's question which shocks her.
"Why you, honey? how do you suddenly cough?" Mama asked while taking a drink for Lidya.
"Keselek Ma, be safe.still adapt but Lidya can handle it. Mom and Dad don't have to worry. So far Lidya is happy, there will be many new things that Lidya can learn there." Lidya said while continuing to eat but did not dare to look at mama and papa, because what happened was not so.
After eating, Lidya helped wash the dishes and prepared to go to church together.
After returning from the church, Lidya was escorted to the terminal and soon the bus headed for Semarang arrived. Lidya hugs and kisses her mother, before entering the bus. Mama and papa are still waiting until Lidya leaves. Lidya waved her hand from behind the bus window.
During the trip, as usual Lidya chose to sleep. On the way Lidya suddenly woke up. He remembers something, his memory is fixed on the choir audition at his college. Lidya then picks up the phone and searches for the saved number, then registers herself following the selection.
Good afternoon brother, I'd like to register for a choir audition.
Not long to get a reply
Please fill out the form yes
Name. :
Faculty :
Force :
No. Wa. :
Lidya then quickly replied to the message while smiling happily.
Please fill out the form yes
Name of : Lidya
Faculty: Psychology
Force : xxxx
No. Wa. :082125xxxxxxxx
Lidya gets a reply from the audition team
Okay.audition tomorrow Friday at 4 o'clock do not be late!
And...Lidya was very enthusiastic.
Ready brother.thx yes....
I wish I could pass the audition. At least this will be my consolation during my lecture in sina. I must be excited.There is still hope for me to rise...I should be happy...
Being happy means being grateful for all that is and what is happening in this life hehe
Lidya raised her own heart. The daydream stops when the bus gets to the stop, where Lidya has to get off to get back to her boarding house. Lidya walked quickly while looking down. Lidya was still encouraging herself.
I won't be here long.I have to finish my studies quickly.if I can finish faster and I don't want to stay in this city for long....
Lidya kept going, he tried to think about his future.
If I graduate, I will continue my delayed dream. Who would not be proud to be a student at that favorite university. It's okay not to be a doctor. Although drg. Lidya is cooler, does that sound? haha....Then I'll find a doctor's girlfriend. I can still be called "Doctor's Mother". Her husband was a doctor, so I was called a doctor too. May I be kept away from Frans and I be brought close to the doctor. Get away from you, you shitty guy. Lord.listen to my prayers....
Dusk picks up, Lidya still continues to walk with her daydream. He did not realize that someone was calling from a distance. With the bag on his back, he walked over and ignored the sound. Not once did Lidya turn towards the voice that called out to her. Lidya did not hear her name being called.
"Lidya....."