The Wife Who Was Not Missed

The Tormenting Feelings

In a luxurious house a woman was sitting daydreaming in a garden chair, she thought about her fate now.

" Allah may I take the right decision.I will raise my son alone, let them all assume I am no longer in this world." said Kinan.

As Kinan was daydreaming alone, came someone who approached him.

" Ahem, may I sit here" said Doctor Daniel.

Kinan looked at the source of the sound

" Please Doctor." said Kinan smiling lightly as he shifted his seat.

Doctor Daniel sat next to Kinan

" What are you thinking, I noticed from earlier that you keep daydreaming" said Doctor Daniel.

Kinan was shocked at Doctor Daniel's question, it was true that he was thinking about something.

" Emm.. Yes Your doctor is right, I was thinking about something.but I don't want to trouble the Doctor anymore.you have helped me a lot." said Kinan while looking at Doctor Daniel.

" Just talk, I'll help you as much as I can. Just assume I'm your friend or your brother maybe." said Doctor Daniel smiled at Kinan.

" I was thinking, what if one day they knew I was alive, I had deceived them" Kinan said, looking ahead.

" I understand how you feel, but it's not you who want all of this you who want to avoid them" said Doctor Daniel.

" Yes Doc I know, but I'm afraid that one day they will find out the truth.they will be very angry with me." said Kinan.

Kinan looked at Doctor Daniel and he nodded his head.

" Now go inside, it is time for lunch.You must take care of your health and also the baby in your womb." said Doctor Daniel.

Kinan finally complied with the words Doctor Daniel, he went inside and walked towards the dining table.Doctor Daniel danced a chair for Kinan, they ate together together.They ate in silence, they ate in silence, kinan feels bad for Doctor Daniel, but Kinan must stay and hide in the house to keep her and the baby safe.

After she finished eating, Kinan said goodbye to Doctor Daniel to enter her room.

" Sorry Doc, may I go back to my room" said Kinan.

" Yes, please rest and do not forget to take the medicine, because the condition of your body is still not fully healed" said Doctor Daniel.

" Yes Doctor, thank you.I'll excuse you first." said Kinan as he walked towards his room.

Daniel nodded his head, he kept staring at Kinan's departure towards his room.

" Your fate is so sad Kinan, if it wasn't for you forcing me to lie first, maybe you weren't here with me" said Doctor Daniel.

In the room, Kinan laid his body in a mattress.

"If I hadn't pretended to have died" I would still be with them.My life would have been ruined, let them think I was gone.Yes, I wish, never again have you met me with anyone"in my past, " said Kinan shed tears.

Kinan no longer wants to see them, he wants to stay away from people" who hurt him, even though he knows Sandi loves him very much, but he is not entitled to his love. because they were only limited to marriage to cover the disgrace of Kinan.

" Sandi... I do love and love you, but I have to go away from you.I hope after my departure, you will find a better woman than me. "kinan said.