The Wife Who Was Not Missed

Kinan's Sadness

Rayyan who woke up from her sleep, after hearing the sound of the dawn prayer.he was shocked when he felt his body was not wearing a strand of clothing.He tried to remember" what happened to him last night. She recalled, upon returning home from the show and getting into an angry shower seeing Kinan.

" Kinan, yes, but why is he here" said Rayyan while looking for his shirt.

When he opened his blanket, on his bed sheet there was a spot of blood that had dried, Rayyan was transfixed to see the blood stains.

"Blood.it means that it happened last night.I have taken away the sanctity of Kinan.aakkh what I should do, while Maura kept urging me to marry him immediately." said Rayyan while grabbing his coarse hair.

" But if she gets pregnant how. ah make dizziness. This is all because" Karin. "said Rayyan.

Meanwhile, Kinan was crying all night.he couldn't get out of the room to help Auntie.

" Kok Neng Kinan at this hour has not left the room yet" said Bi Minah.

Bi Minah tried to knock on the door of Kinan's room.

Tok.. " Neng." said Bi Minah.

" Into Bi. " said Kinan limp

Bi Minah entered, she was surprised to see Kinan's puffy eyes and pale face.

" Why Neng? are you sick, " said Bi Minah while touching Kinan's forehead.

" No Bi, just a little dizzy" said Kinan.

" Neng, you are crying out.Tell me there Aunt Neng" said Bi Minah.

" No Bi, I was just thinking about why Mom could throw me away first, no pity on me when baby Bi." said Kinan crying.

" Neng..you are patient yes.maybe your mother was forced to do that.no mother would have the heart to throw away her child if not for being forced to neng." said Bi Minah.

" Aunty doesn't know Bi, I'm the son of an extramarital relationship.and now I'm right" is despicable and dirty.people" will label me a cheap woman just as they look at my mother.I've no self-respect anymore.. " kinan said in his heart

" Loh Neng if you cry again, there is a Aunt here who already considers you a child Aunt.kamu who is patient yes." said Bi Minah hugging Kinan.

"It turns out this is how it feels in the arms of a Mother, at a age" I never felt the warmth of a mother.when still with Mama Syafa, I never felt her embrace." said Kinan in his heart.

" Thank you Bi, already hugging Kinan, I'm so grateful to still be able to feel the warmth of a mother's embrace.it must be the same as this." said Kinan crying.

" Same" Neng, Bibi is also happy to be able to hug Neng Kinan.because for a lifetime" Bibi also has never felt hugging children, because Bibi does not have children." said Bi Minah.

After they were satisfied to pour out their feelings", Bi Minah came out of Kinan's room.He told Kinan to rest, let him ask permission to Bu Mega.

At the time Mega and her family had breakfast. Bi Minah talks to Mega

Deg's.." Kinan's sick? whether he was sick because of my treatment last night, I have to how, there is no way I'm honest with Mama and Papa" said Rayyan in his heart.

" Sick..he is sick what Bi? Yes already told him to rest first Bi, then give the medicine to him yes " said Bu Mega.

" The body is hot Mom, and her face is also looking pale" said Bi Minah.

" Yes, he will give him medicine and vitamins ya Bi" said Mega.

" Good Mom. " said Bi Minah

After breakfast now Rayyan back to the room, he had replaced the bed sheet with a new one.She was pensive on the balcony of her room

" What should I do, what should I marry her.but what about Maura.but if I'm not responsible, what if she gets pregnant with my son... " rayyan rubbed his face rough

" She will definitely be labeled as a cheap woman, and her son will definitely be insulted like he was insulted all this time" Rayyan said frustratedly.

Kinan who was in his room, he was also thinking the same thing as Rayyan.

"How about I get pregnant.definitely my son will be insulted by people", just like me who has been insulted by them.taste of pain, and I do not want my son to feel what I feel all this time. but I have to how, there is no way I will ask Kak Rayyan responsibility.he is his girlfriend Kak Maura." said Kinan.

" If I get married to her, they will definitely insult me and hate me even more, hopefully I will not get pregnant" said Kinan.

It was noon, and now they were having lunch together. Rayyan talked something to Mega

" Mah, I want to say something to Mamah" said Rayyan.

" Want to say what Ray is?. "mega said

" Maura wants us to marry Mah, he said Aunt Syafa and Om Galang already want us to get married" said Rayyan.

Degs... " Married, so Sis Maura and Kak Rayyan will be married soon" Kinan said.

Kinan who was fetching drinking water in the kitchen, accidentally heard their conversation.

" Yes, Mama will talk about this with Papa." said Mega.

" Oh yes Mah, why did Sandi not come home this week?. "asked Rayyan

" Sandi there are too many college assignments he said, so he did not go home at most next week he came home." said Bu Mega.

Kinan went straight into the room, he was crying.