
After an hour and more Kinan fainted, now he had started to wake up.Kinan opened his eyes slowly, he felt dizzy and tightness on his chest.
" I'm dead, but why do I still feel pain" said Kinan.
" Thank God you are aware of Kinan" said Rayyan approaching Kinan's bed.
" Sister Rayyan" said Kinan trying to get up.
" You have rested, the doctor will be here soon" said Rayyan.
" Doctor? so I'm not dead yet" said Kinan.
" Kinan you calm down first, do I need to call your family" said Rayyan.
" Don't..! don't do it. " said Kinan.
" Loh why Kinan, they also have to know your situation now...
" say Rayyan
" Do not do it, brother, let me go home alone. if Brother wants to go home, please.thank you for helping me. " said Kinan with glazed eyes"
" Yes if that's what you want, but I won't let you go home alone" Rayyan said.
The doctor came in and checked Kinan's condition.
" Mba Kinan, don't think too much yes.and don't be reckless again rich earlier.oke".
" How can I not think much Doc, my life you do not know." said Kinan while bowing his head.
" Don't stress" mba mind, lamentable loh is still young and beautiful.still many better guys out there mba.spirited look for a replacement." said the doctor smiled.
" What doctor means, I speak so.." said Kinan
" Yes do not grieve because of a breakup, especially until desperate suicide.it is a sin mba." said the Doctor.
" Hah... break up, who is the one who broke up. sotoy really so the doctor." said Kinan in his heart.
" Em Doctor, I can already go home right?. "kinan said
" Oh yes Mba may.but remember take care of your health and mind.do not too much thought." said the Doctor.
" Yes Dok. " said Kinan.
Now Kinan got off the bed, he was still limp. Rayyan finally led Kinan up to his car.
After arriving at the car, Rayyan asked Kinan.
" Kinan, I'll take you home" said Rayyan.
" No, take me to the beach" said Kinan.
" Want to kill yourself again" said Rayyan.
" Ooh kirain" said Rayyan.
" Kinan. if you may know why you can do such reckless things" said Rayyan.
" Don't have to kepo, my life and my brother's life are different levels.so can't understand and understand my mind." said Kinan.
" What do you mean, Kinan?." said Rayyan
" Have it been, Brother, you better focus on living your own life, Brother does not need to go to my life" said Kinan.
Rayyan catches something wrong with her lover's sister and sees a deep burden and sadness in Kinan's eyes.
" I'll find out for myself Ki through Maura" said Rayyan.
Now they reached the Floor and Kinan took his motor.
Rendi who saw Kinan, remembered he was his sister's friend.
" Ooh yeah I remember, you're Dea's best friend" said Rendi.
" Yes.kok Kakun tau?. "kinan said
" I know, I've seen you deliver Dea to the house" said Rendi.
" Ooh.so you're Dea's brother." said Kinan.
Rendi nodded her head and smiled.
" Yes, I've left all of them. Thank you Brother" for helping me.and for Brother Rayyan, I beg you not to tell this incident to Brother Maura." said Kinan.
" Yes" said Rayyan.
Now Kinan runs his bike, Rayyan continues to look at the departure of Kinan.
Kinan actually did not want to go back to Mama Syafa's house.he wanted to leave forever from there.it was too sick after hearing the words of his parents.
Now Kinan will find a cost" and for him to stay.he thought he would quit college and would find a job for his own life.There is no point in living in their home, because he's not his real son either.
But before he looked for a fee, Kinan would go home first.he would take a diploma to apply for a job.
Kinan parked his motorcycle in the garage, he went into the house and went straight up to his room.Kinan directly put his diploma and stuff" into a bag that is not big enough.
Coincidentally the state of the house was deserted, Maura was in the hospital.Papa Galang in the office and Mama Syafa was away arisan.
" Goodbye Mah, Pah.I will start my life out there.thank you for accepting me here." said Kinan.
Kinan only brought a few clothes, he did not want to carry his clothes too much.Kinan immediately went down and left the house. Bi Surti who only caught a glimpse because he was in the kitchen, he did not care about it. because Bi Surti thought, Kinan left just for a while.
Kinan walks and stops angkot.he will find a boarding house in Jakarta and find a job.