
Kinan felt very despicable and low.Rayyan who had desecrated him even insulted him as low as" him.he also had a feeling, he was also not an item that was casually thrown here and there .
" You are evil Rayyan.I will always remember all your words.even if I am pregnant, I will never hold you accountable.I better just leave here.I don't want to see her anymore... " kinan
Kinan cleaned up all his things, he would leave if in this house there was no one.Kinan also wrote a letter to Bi Minah and Bu Mega, he apologized and thanked me for their kindness so far.
This afternoon the house looks lonely.Bu Mega and Mr. Devan are going out of town, while Sandi to her friend's house.Rayyan is in his room, rest.
Kinan left when Bi Minah was also in the bathroom.he did not want if Bi Minah saw his departure, there would definitely be many Questions.
Kinan left at a fast pace.he came out wearing a mask.After making it out of the house, he immediately stopped a taxi.
" Alhamdulillah yes Alloh no one saw. I have to quickly "go from this city. I have to go as far away as possible." said Kinan in his heart after being in a taxi.
" Where is Neng going?." said the taxi driver
" To the Station sir " said Kinan.
Kinan leaned his body on the passenger seat, he covered his face and shed tears of sadness.
" Why my fate is like God, when I feel happiness.I have no self-esteem anymore, no more men" who want to accept me.I've been tarnished, I'm despicable and dirty... " kinan said in his heart
Kinan cried, he felt his heartache too much.People" insulted him, did not even know what he was wrong.The mother who did, her son who had to bear all the suffering.
" I'm sorry Neng, here's a tissue if you want." said Mr. Driver who saw Kinan crying.
" Thank you sir, sorry to bother you." said Kinan.
" It's okay Neng, if you are sad just take it out. don't hold it. " said Mr. Driver smiled.
After a long time, Kinan has now arrived at the station.he paid and immediately got off the taxi.
" Thank you sir, " said Kinan.
" Yes Neng, the same".". "the driver said smiling.
Kinan immediately booked a ticket to go out of town.he would go to the city of Central Java.
Kinan was already inside the train, sitting leaning back in the passenger seat and staring out the window.
" Maybe if I was not brought by Papa Galang, I am dead in this world.I would rather die than live always suffering." said Kinan in his heart.
Kinan continued to shed tears.It was very painful and could not forget the words of the person" who insulted him.
" I have to be strong to live this life, even if I'm dirty, I will try to improve my life" said Kinan.
Arrived" there was a hijab-wearing woman sitting beside Kinan.
" Excuse me mba, may I sit here." said the woman.
" Yes ma'am, please, " said Kinan smiling.
" Where are you going?. " said the woman
Kinan shook slowly
" So you don't know where to go" said Ms. Siti.
"No Ma'am, I left my employer's house because there was something.I wanted to go far away Mom. " said Kinan mirror"
" Yes already, you come with the mother, so it happens that the mother wants to go home" said Bu Siti.
" Include me Ms. Siti" said Ms. Siti as she extended her hand.
" I'm Ki.. emm. I'm Ais Ma'am" said Kinan.
He wants to change his calling, he doesn't want people" to know who he is.
" Ooh Ais, surely Ayesha yes"." said Ms. Siti.
" Yes Ma'am" said Kinan smiling.
Bu Siti looked at Kinan's face
" It looks like you are carrying a very heavy load of ice, you can see from your eyes.In your eyes is stored a very deep sadness." said Bu Siti in her heart.
" Mom, actually I'm from Jakarta.I went from home because they were not my parents.I went to Bandung and met Bu Mega and worked there.but about a week ago, I went to Bandung, I was desecrated by my master's son Bu.who turned out to be two girlfriends of my adoptive brother.I chose to leave the house.I've been dirty Mom, I'm despicable." said Kinan crying.
" Athaghfirullah, so you are already on p****** by your employer's son." said Ms. Siti shocked.
" Yes ma'am, but he does not want to be responsible for his actions.even he insulted me completely" an. " said Kinan.
"You are patient yes ndok, you join the mother to the house.Mother also lives alone, the mother's husband remarried first.Son's mother's son is in college in Jakarta." said Bu Siti.
" But I'm afraid to trouble you" said Kinan.
" You don't have to worry, even mom is happy so there are friends chatting at home." said Ms. Siti.
While in Bandung.
Rayyan came down from her room, she wanted to see Kinan. After her humiliation earlier, she wanted to see Kinan. whether she was fine" or even slumped.
Rayyan circulated her gaze, but it did not look Kinan at all.
" Bi Kinan where, if he does not look. tell him to make coffee yes bi.deliver to the park." said Rayyan to Bi Minah.
" Good Den." said Bi Minah.
Bi Minah walked into Kinan's room, she knocked on the door but there was no answer. She finally opened the door of her room and went inside.
" Neng Kinan." said Bi Minah.
When he entered, he saw on the pillow there was a piece of paper.Bibi immediately took it and read the writing. How surprised he was when he found out that Kinan had already left here.
Bi Minah immediately ran to find Rayyan.
" Den's... Den Rayyan.Neng Kinan Den.he left from here. " said Bi Minah while giving a piece of paper to Rayyan.
" Go?. he meant.. " said Rayyan while receiving the paper.
Rayyan read the writing from Kinan, he was also shocked.turned out, Kinan is right" go.
" Kinan you left this house, what a word" I hurt you too much Kinan. " said Rayyan.
Arrived" Sandi went home, Bi Minah also said that to Sandi. Sandi was also startled, she immediately approached Rayyan.
" This is all because" you brother.kamu have raped Kinan and insulted him.he is not wrong", why should be a victim huh!! you've gone too far, you've ruined his future. "said Sandi angrily.
" I raped her by accident San, nor could I have married her. because I didn't love her." Rayyan said.
Sandi is angry, she's gone again.she's going to find Kinan.
Degs... " Well Mama didn't hear wrong, Rayyan raped Kinan.and now Kinan went Pah." said Mama Mega in shock.
" Patience Mah, we ask Rayyan first." said Devan.
" Rayyan what is true that you said huh?!!! you have raped Kinan, but you do not even want to take responsibility.Your conscience is where Rayyan.what ever, Papa taught you to be a coward.you are a man", you should have a great sense of responsibility. don't be a loser " said Devan angrily.
" I'm sorry Mah Pah.I was wrong, I have desecrated Kinan." said Rayyan.
" I'm sorry you're too late.why didn't you be honest with us yesterday".what if she got pregnant, do you not pity that one day your son will be seen as gina okeh people" Ray.. " mom Mega cried
Rayyan sat on the long chair, she covered her face and rubbed her rough.
" Now look for him, you have to take responsibility.about Maura, let us face it together.more importantly now Kinan must meet first." said Papa Devan.
" But Pah, I don't want to marry her.then Maura how." said Rayyan.
"Maura again, do what you think Maura.kamu has betrayed her, do you still have your face on her.kamu have desecrated others, but you want to marry Maura." said Papa Devan.
" Mama is disappointed with you Ray, Mama always teaches you to respect women.not hurt her." said Mama Mega cried.
Rayyan sat pensively.she did not want to hurt Maura's heart, but she also had to take responsibility for her actions to Kinan.
Mama Mega and Papa Devan went into the house, they went straight into the room.Mega cried, he was very disappointed with the behavior of his son.
"Hopefully Kinan we can find.pity if she gets pregnant, I do not want her to feel like I used to. pregnant without a husband, humiliated and looked down on people".pah pain." said Mega.
" Yes Mah, surely Kinan we will find. I will tell people to look for his whereabouts." said Papa Devan while hugging his wife's body.