The Unreplaceable Self-Esteem

Eating a rame-rame meatball

"Em, yes deck, it hurts a lot."

"Sorry, brother. It was also confused. Kok suddenly Erik's brother asked the acquaintance of Trus to give drinks to adek. Adek said no need. But brother Erik maksa." nduk.

Leo lifted my chin, then told me to look at him. I looked into Leo's eyes too.

"Dec, my brother knows. Brother knows everything. The point is the deck. I hope it doesn't make me sad."

"Yes big brother, I understand the feeling of big brother. Adek won't make you sad."

"Yes deck." stroked my hair.

Leo leaned me on his chest that field.

"Dadk dear sister."

"So, my dear brother."

Suddenly, Reza came from his room. He sat down on the sofa.

"Gue bother you guys?" ask Reza.

"Yes not Za. You don't bother us. Isn't that deck?" ask Leo.

"Yes Brother Yo."

"Oh yeah, is your problem over?" ask Reza.

"Udah Za." replied Leo briefly.

"Thank God it was that."

"Yes Za."

"Oh yes, sis, sunday. We're swimming yuk."

"Look on deck."

"May also tuh. Come on, let's go."

"Asyikk.." My dear.

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THE NEXT DAY

★VIK★

I was in class with Steva and Vio. The three of us sat down and talked together.

"Vik, you don't miss what Dio is?" ask Vio to me.

"Kangen?"

"Yes, you used to play with Dio. Now it's not. So, don't you miss him?" ask Vio again.

"Oh, it's always Vi."

"What time?" can't believe.

"Yes Vioo.."

"Oh."

"Lagain, why is it like Vi? You know for yourself, that Vika already has a boyfriend."

"Yes, too, Stev. Yeah, I'm just doing it anyway."

"Are you sure it's just him? You don't mean anything else?" ask Steva to Vio.

"Yes, I'm just doing it."

"Oh."

"Don't you. You like it, Dio Vi?" I asked Vio.

Vio was immediately shocked to hear my question.

"Vi?" askaku.

"Eh.. Em.." confused what to answer.

From Vio's answer, I know that Vio likes Dio.

"Oh, you like Dio? Cake talk. Honestly, gpp really." I said.

"Are you sure you like Dio Vi?" ask Steva.

"Eh, yeah guys, I like Dio. But that was it guys. Now mah, I don't like him anymore." replied Vio.

"Why don't you like Dio now?" my many.

"Color Dio doesn't like me Vik. After all, love doesn't have to be. I want to back away from him. Get rid of him, and find another one. Better than Dio."

"Oh." I replied briefly.

"Lo is really in making Vik's decision. Dio's not good for you" Steva said.

"Yes Stev."

★LEO★

Me, Reza, and Dicky were gathered in the living room of Reza's house. We watch TV.

"Za, where am I?" I asked Reza.

"There's, in the room."

"Did she have him in Za's room?" ask again.

"Against learning Yo. Why emang? You want to bother him?"

"Oh, gpp sih Za. I'm just asking. I won't bother you. He's learning again. Let's pinter like me." My smile.

"Not Ky, why the hell?"

"So, sometimes I get my answer."

"That's what Dicky said. Sometimes I don't answer Yo."

"Ah, I don't think so. Lo Ky, Za, sometimes I cheat on my answers. Aye right?"

"Yes" said Dicky.

"Yes too."

"Tuh, so we're even." I said lightly.

"It's not break-even Yo, it's helping each other" Reza said.

"Yes yes. It's up to elo Za."

Suddenly, Vika came from inside her room. He sat right next to me.

"Non't you come here anyway?" saw me.

"Yes sorry, my dear. I was learning again. Brother doesn't want to bother you." stroking his hair.

"Oh.."

"Eh guys, are we going now yok?" said Dicky.

"Where are Ky going?" ask Reza.

"Eating meatballs is good" Dicky said.

"Wihh, yes Ky too. It looks good." I said.

"By Ky's sister. Brother Yo, come on?"

"Yes, come on."

"Eh, wait a minute" said Dicky.

"What Ky?" ask Reza.

"Lo paid for it, Za? I have never practiced with Leo. Aren't you Yo?"

"Well, really, Dicky said. You're the one who practices Za?"

"Ah, you're all that." pissed off.

"Come on brother Za. Treaty gih. I also want to eat meatballs."

"Yes yes. I'll treat you to meatballs."

"Well, that's the cake from there" said Dicky.

We all went to the meatballs.

★ERIK★

I was walking to a meatball stall near my house. Once there, I ordered meatballs. Then wait for the meatball to come. I sat in one of the chairs playing my phone.

★VIK★

Me, Dicky, Leo, and Reza were waiting for the meatball order to come.

"Sister, rame too?"

"Yes Vik, rame."

"By the way, I'm taking sosro tea 4 huh?" ask Dicky.

"Okey deh Ky" said Leo.

About five minutes later, the order arrived. And also, Dicky has taken his drink. We all eat meatballs. But, soon enough, there was a guy sitting at our table. Even without permission.

"Eh, what are you doing here?" ask Reza.

"Like me. After all, this stall also does not belong to you. So, I'm free to sit anywhere." said the guy next to me.

I saw that guy. It was Erik.

"God.. Brother Erik." my inner.

"Sir, you moved his seat in the place of the elder brother." Leo ordered.

"Yes, brother."

Me and Leo exchanged seats. On my right is Leo. And on my left is Dicky. Then we eat again.

"Vik, you don't whimper with Leo. He's not good" Erik said.

"Eh, you know if you say guarded dong." start emotions.

"Patience of patience. Don't let your emotions get caught up" Dicky said.

"Tuh, dah, you don't need to take Erik. Let's just say there isn't" Reza said.

"Sister Yo, don't be angry." I said quietly.

Leo saw me right away.

"Yes adek. We'll continue to eat, will we?"

"Yes, brother."

We all continue to eat. About five minutes later, we're all done eating meat.

"Well, let's go home. It's malem." said Reza.

"Come on Za."

"Gue Anterin you go home, Vik?" bargain Erik.

"No need, Vika came home with me." replied Leo.

"Yee, I asked Vika. Not elo." sewot abis.

"Sister Rik, I'm going home with Leo's brother Reza. Brother go home there."

"Tuh, you're beating yourself up, right? You were told to go home with Vika" said Reza.