The Unreplaceable Self-Esteem

The Unreplaceable Self-Esteem
Be jealous



I stood up and went to Vika's room. At the door, I knocked on the door.


Geck... Geck... Geck...


"Vik, Vika.."


There was a sound from inside the room.


"So, come in, not locked the door."


"Yes, Vik."


I opened the door and entered the room and closed the door again. I walked to the bed and sat on the bed looking at Vika. Vika who had been lying down immediately sat down.


"Vik, why don't you go out of the room? Are you tired of running out with Leo this afternoon?" my many.


"Hem.. Yes brother, I'm tired."


"Oh, pantesans. I've watched you from after the meal haven't eaten. Aren't you Vik's laper?"


"Yes laper, brother. But males went to the kitchen."


"Why didn't I ask you to take food, Vik?"


"Fear to disturb my sister. That's why I didn't tell my sister to take me food."


"No, you don't bother me. Yeah, well, I'll take some food first, Vik?" stand up.


"Yes, brother."


I went to the kitchen to get food. After that I went back to Vika's room. I put the food on the table. I took the plate that had food.


"Want me a bribe or eat Vik's own?"


"Sapuin sis."


"okay lah. Aaa..."


Vika opened her mouth. I immediately bribed him.


"Academy.. Nyam nyam."


I fed Vika until Vika finally finished eating. I took a drink and gave it to Vika.


"Drink Vik." tell me.


Vika took a glass from me and drank the water. After finishing drinking, Vika put the glass on the table.


"Isn't that full, Vik?" many ensure.


"Sister, thank you?"


"Yes Vik, you're welcome. By the way, was Vika seneng not mantai her?"


"Such a big sister. But unfortunately just for a moment." sad.


"Gpp is Vik, next time we'll hang out together. It's the day off so let's stay on the beach."


"Seriously Brother Za?" vim.


"Yes Vika."


"Assyiikk-fr... Thank you, Brother Za."


"Yes Vika, the same. Bye, you rest there. Let your body fit tomorrow. You are tired again. I'm gonna go watch TV first. If there's anything call me."


"Yes, brother Za, ready."


"Sip."


I also brought dishes and glasses to the kitchen. Don't forget I closed Vika's room door. After I put Vika's plates and glasses in the sink. I went to watch TV in the middle room.


I'm lying in my bed.


"Hem, about what happened to me with Vika earlier in the parking lot. How am I worried, huh? Afraid that the three of them would confess again. The problem is the second time they are so. I want to talk to you about Reza ma Dicky. But I promised Vika not to tell me about the problem. But if I don't tell. I'm the one who's worried. Confused me."


A few seconds later I started to sleep.


"Hem.. Sleepy. I just sleep. That problem, look how. The important thing is that I have to sleep. Take care of my health lest I get sick."


Again at my house with Dio and Alex.


"Whose guy anyway? So fight. Ampe the three of us lose."


"He's Leo Fre, Reza's friend. Reza is Vika's sister." Alex.


"Yes Fre, really."


"Oh, why did they both leave? Do they have a relationship?"


"Gue don't know Fre, as far as I am, Leo ma Vika is out." Dio.


"Oh."


ONE MONTH LATER


I was walking down the corridor to my class. I'm out of the toilet. Suddenly Silla stopped me. He brought my package book. He had different classes with me. But one major.


"Eh Yo, this is my book. Thanks huh?" gave me.


"Oh, yes Sill, masama." received the book.


"By the way, where are you going?"


"Sill's class."


"Oh, yes I've pulled mo first to the canteen laper."


"Oh, please Sill."


Silla left and I went to my class. Why is my book in Silla? Because at that time he forgot to bring the package book. He finally published my book. Yes I pinjeminlah. Pity him.


I was walking to the cafeteria to buy a drink. As I walked down the corridor. I saw Leo talking to a girl. And the girl gave the book to Leo. I don't know why my heart hurt at the time.


"Who's that girl? Why did he give the book to Leo? What's with me? Why do I feel pain in my heart and cry." My mind.


I saw that girl go too. And so is Leo. Leo left too. They're in opposite directions. I don't feel my tears dripping. I removed it and walked to the girls' toilet. There I went into the toilet and locked the door. I sat hugging my knees.


"Hiks, hikss, why this? Why I am a gini. My heart hurt just now. What.. did Leo's sister date the girl?"


I was crying too. I tried to calm myself.


"Za, where are we in the group?" my many.


"Hm.. Where ya?" think on.


"At home you're a Yo." Dicky suggested.


"Well, really. At home you're aja Yo."


"Oh, okay. I'm waiting for you."


"okay."


I entered the classroom with teary eyes. I sat down on my seat.


"Vik, are you crying?" ask Steva.


"No. I was glancing around."


"Don't lie to Vik. I know that." said Steva.


"Yes, we're meeting lo Vik. So don't lie to us."


"Yes, I'm crying guys."


"Why are you crying Vik?" ask Steva.


"Try our ma story. I know we can help."


"That's what Vio said."


"Hem.. I was going to the cafeteria. Well, on the street I saw Leo's brother talking to the girls in the corridor. The girl gave books to Leo. I don't know why my heart hurt at that time."


"Hem.. Are you jealous of Vik and Leo?"


"Huh? Stev jealous?"


"Yes you're jealous of Vika. You don't like to see Leo's brother with any other girl besides you."


"And that's Vika's jealous name." added Vio.


"Hem.. I don't know guys. Dah ah, I'm sorry about this."


"Hem.. Okay, Vik." Vio.


"Yes." Yeah."


When I went to Leo's house. I saw Vika in the middle room.


"Hm.. Like Vika was crying out. His eyes are swollen. I asked ah." My inner.


I also approached Vika who was sitting down. I sat next to him.


"Vik, what's wrong with you?" my many.


"I don't pa-pa kok brother."


"Don't lie to me Vik. I know you're crying.  Come on, my ma's story. You why?"