The Unreplaceable Self-Esteem

Help has a desire

★DIO★

Alex and I reached my house. We sit on my living room couch.

"Damn it, we failed." I said.

"Yes Di, even we are rich in gini."

"Well, we're desperate to fuck Vika."

"Yes, you're right Di. We have to get rid of this problem. Just assume there isn't."

"Yes. I'll miss Vika."

"That's better."

★VIK★

I can't sleep. Because I keep thinking about Fredi.

"Well, how is Fredi? I'm worried she's okay. He's going to be like this because of me."

A few minutes later I decided something.

"Ah ah, I'm just sleeping. Tomorrow I'm just looking at Fredi at his house. I need to rest. Let my condition not hurt."

I closed my eyes and slept well.

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THE NEXT DAY

★VIK★

I'm at Fredi's house. I've been treating his wounds.

"Fre, thank you so much for semalem you already nolongin me."

"Yes Vik, you're the same."

"Sorry too, you're so because of me."

"Gpp kale Vik, just relax."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Oh yes Vik, I'm semalem dah nyelametin lo. At once I beat them both until they lost and were battered. Well, can I not ask you for something the same?"

"Ask what?"

"Gue wants to be your girlfriend."

"Huh? Um.."

"Where?"

"I'm confused as to what to answer. If so, I don't love. If not, I'm afraid Fredi is angry." I thought.

"Jawab Vik."

"Ep.. Sorry Fre, I don't want you to be my girlfriend."

"Why?"

"Color, I don't love elo."

"Love can come anytime, Vik."

"But I'm not in love with Elo Fre. Love cannot be forced. So, don't force someone to love you."

"Hem... You should have returned my favor Vik. And lo, must be my girlfriend."

"Gue knows how to return the favor of Fre, but not like this also dong. Do I have to be my girlfriend? I don't want to. Don't make dong." pissed off.

"Whatever you say. I asked ma lo. You want to be my enemy or my girlfriend?" serious.

"Ep.. I didn't choose both Fre. There's nothing that's right for me to choose."

"Lo has to choose."

"OK if that's lo. I choose to be your enemy."

"okkey. You're gonna mengesel Vik because I refused."

"Hm.."

"Remember Vik, if not for me. She was raped together. You should have realized Vik."

"Yes Fre, I'm sober. Thanks for letting me know that time. I'm sorry, I can't return ma lo. I can't be your girlfriend. Sorry I'm Fre."

"Yes, don't you ever see me again Vik. I don't want to see Ma Lo again."

"And remember, from now on you don't call me again. We lost contact."

"Yes Fre."

"Well, sono lo go. Don't go back."

"Without asking me to leave here, too. And inget said I was this. You will be lazy because I have made it so my girlfriend. You're going to mrs because I'm sure it's my ma."

"Yes yes, it's up to you."

"Okey."

I also left Fredi's house. I'm heading home to my house. When I got home, I went straight to my room.

"Fredi, you're so mean to me. I know I owe you. But yeah, not gini. I can't lie to my own feelings. I have no love for you. So, I don't want to be your girlfriend. Sorry I'm Fre. I don't feel comfortable because of this."

I took a nap too. To keep my body fit. And because I'm tired right now. A few minutes later, I was already in dreamland.

★FRED★

"Gue assure you, you will miesel because you've been like my Vik." my mummy while playing the key of the motorbike.

★VIK★

Even the night has arrived. I was in my room. I sat on the bed hugging my pillow. I opened the hp. Suddenly I opened Leo's wa. I saw his profile picture. Where Leo is expressing himself on camera. Suddenly I wanted to tell him. I also sent a chat.

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Brother, can you come here?

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Can Vik, but what's wrong?

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Want to tell a story, brother.

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Oh, wait a minute. I'm going there now.

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Yes brother.

I was waiting for Leo to come here.

★LEO★

I've reached Reza's house. Coincidentally, Reza's in the living room. I went in and sat on the sofa. Reza.

"Eh, yo elo. What's going on here?"

"Vika told me to come here Za. He said he wanted to tell that story."

"Ciee... I think the Vika likes deh ma lo Yo."

"Yes, I hope Za."

"Yes yes, if ampe lo sohan ma adek me. PJ don't forget bro."

"OK deh. Ready Za."

"Yes yo. Santuy."

"Where is adek lo Za?"

"In the room maybe. Lo samperin aja sono. I went to the music room."

"Oh, okay bye."

I went to Vika's room. Reza went into his room.

★VIK★

There was a sound behind my door.

"Vik, Vika."

"That's Leo's voice. He must have come." I muttered.

I opened my room door too. Turns out right, Leo's on my doorstep.

"Yuk sat in Vik's living room."

"Yes, brother."

I closed the door and sat down in the middle room. We both sat on the sofa in the middle room. Leo sat next to me.

"What do you want to tell Vik?"

"Ep. But I promise you, ma me. If you won't tell anyone my story."

"Ep.. Yes, Vik, I promise I won't tell your story to anyone without your permission."

"Em, so gini brother, I have a friend named Fredi. He won me when I was kind of a Kindergarten. Yesterday we met in the park at 18:20. Well, we're just having a normal conversation. At 19:00 we go home. I was riding his motorcycle. Right in the middle of the road, Dio ma Alex stopped us. Well, they told Fredi to give me to them to get raped. Fredi does not want, finally Fredi use how to fight. The winner deserves me. At first I was angry ma Fredi, because there was a bet. But because Fredi told me to fight, I was told to go on the bike. I finally knew that Fredi was good. I finally came home. This morning I looked at him at his house. I treated his wound while apologizing. He said I had to be his girlfriend to return the favor about yesterday. Because he has given up on Dio ma Alex. I don't want to, because I don't have any love for him brother. Because he's angry, I'm really upset, too. She's absolutely sorry I'm sister."