The Unreplaceable Self-Esteem

Meet with Alex

★LEO★

This time it was me, Reza, ma Dicky gathering at my house. We play PS. Do you know what PS is? Play Station's. Don't know, just search on google. Okey? Okay, sip. About 20 minutes, we're done playing. We also talked.

"Za, I'm paying attention. Dio in school never played or deket same Vika anyway? Are they fighting?" my wonder.

"They don't fight Yo. But my family forbid him to make Deketin Vika. Especially playing. That can't."

"Lho, why Za?" surprised me.

"Well, why is Za doing that?" Dicky kepo's.

"Yes because of the incident Vika almost raped Dio and my family knows all. Vika ma Dio is far away."

"Crazy, kid. How dare his guts." Dicky.

"Ceritain the detail Za. I'm curious about this. The beginning of his life to the end."

"Oh, Elo mah Yo."

"Come on Za, I want to know this." I insisted on Reza.

"Yes yes Yo, I'm the complete story. At that time I did the task of the group of you two. Well, I thought I was going for a minute. At home is Dio ma Vika doang. Trus Dio lust ma Vika. He took Vika to the room. Vika wants to, she thinks positive. Uh, right in the room, Dio was about to rape Vika. Because Vika was sure he would lose. Finally Vika kicked Dio's leg. Dio immediately fell to the floor. Dio was in pain, and Vika ran out. In front of the house there is a bokap and nyokap me. Automatic bokap and nyokap I asked, why do running around. Dio answered playing a chase. Bokap ma did not suspect. They think positively. Well, that night Vika told me about Dio who almost raped her to me. I calm down Vika. I will tell you tomorrow to come and visit me. Dio was home at the time. But directly expelled by bokap and nyokap me. I also kicked out. Dio and Vika are far away. That's the story."

"Geez, how sorry is Vika. I didn't think I was Dio. He's so tired of that. They have been long since."

"Yes Yo, I didn't expect Dio either. He's so brave."

"Dio's real work. Ortu you didn't take this case to Za police?"

"It wants Ky. But I forbid. Poor Dionya. I don't have the heart. Finally I didn't take this case to the police."

"Don't feel sorry for the people who hurt us. Because when we're hurt, that person doesn't feel sorry for us one bit." I said.

"That's yo. Forgiving the wrongs of people is far better than replying to the wrongs of people."

"Yes to Za. It's up to you." I said.

"Well, let's pray that Dio doesn't admit to anything crazy anymore."

"Yes Ky, amen.." compact.

"By the way, there are benefits also for lo Yo." Dicky quipped.

"What method is Ky?" I don't understand.

"Ah, you don't know Yo?"

"I don't know Ky. What's the benefit to me?"

"O'on lo Yo. I don't know."

"Tega lo Ky my ma."

"Yes, sorry, Yo."

"Hmmm..."

"The truth is, your rivals are dwindling."

"Hem.. Yes, too." I thought.

"That's a lot yo." Reza.

"Gue doesn't think Ky's rival, Za. Someone's soul mate has something to grieve about. If you are a mate, as much as any rival. No one can stop love."

"Hem... Okayah Yo." Dicky.

"Gue help do'a deh yo."

"Thanks Za."

"Yes Yo."

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SOMEDAY

★REZ★

"Sir Za, I'm willing to buy snacks at the shop next to the fork."

"Oh, yes Vik. Spoonfuls. Don't you take it long."

"Yes, brother Za. Sure. By the way, brother nitip is not his snack?"

"Hem.. Can also tuh. Yeah, I'm nitip go potato, kitella, vegetable, same pocky. Hold the money I take it first."

"Yes, brother."

I also took my wallet out of my pocket. I'll take Rp.50,000.00. I gave the money to Vika.

"Nih Vik, if there's any change. Love me again."

"Yes, brother Za. I'll go first."

"Yes, Vik."

Vika went to the store. I continued reading my newspaper. You know what I no longer read? I honestly read the old newspaper because there is a funny one. Hehe...

★VIK★

I am now walking home. I'm from the grocery store. Hehe. I really like jajan guys. Makhlumin. When I was on a lonely road. Suddenly there was Alex. Stopped me.

"Heh cocky chick."

I'm silent...

"Lo's not mute, is he?" staring at.

"No, not." annoyed.

"Gue has Rp.500,000.00. Make it lo. But you have to want my mama's body. Come on!"

"Enak lo kalo by the way. You think I'm a girl, huh? I'm not psk."

"Yes yeah, I know you're not psk. But yes, there is no harm in trying to be psk."

"Son, I don't want to be the body of a ma lo. And I don't want to be psk."

"Why?" wonder.

"I'm not a cheap girl selling myself. My self-worth cannot be bought with any amount of money."

"Okey, if so I raise your pay to Rp.1,000,000.00 deh. How, you still don't want to?"

"Gue still doesn't want to."

"Rp.3.000.000,00 deh."

"Don't want to."

"Well, what do you want, huh? Paid cheap do not want. Expensive not to." annoyed.

"Gue. I'm not ma elo. KNOW?"

"Hm.. I just want to get my lust. Not more. I paid you too. It's gonna be even."

"I will not accept your offer of money. As much as any offer of money to me. I won't accept."

"High boasting very lo."

"Gue isn't arrogant, but I don't want to admit to anything that isn't true."

"Lo hasn't raced in the body yet? That's why it's so."

"Emangs. And I'll be the same body as my husband later."

"Do not**** Vik, ngerasain sembuh tuh no have to wait for marriage. And lo, would be nyesel because you chewed on the thing that you should be doing but not lo lasalin."

"Well that's**** Lex, not me. You want more of your lust than anything else. The lust is endless. Surrender, even ask for more. Not obeyed, it feels tormented."

"Okey okay, this time I'm not. Bye, there you go. I don't want to talk to you." Go.

"Not to be told to go either."

"Oh, good dong that's it."

"Yes." Yeah."

I went walking home.

"Huh, there's-there." I muttered.