The Trumpet of Seraphim

Gamal Feelings

"You haven't slept?" tanya Gide who saw Gamal was sitting alone by the pool of the main house in the middle of the night.

"Yet, why aren't you sleeping?" it was Gamal's turn to ask Gide.

"I'm not used to rest here yet, you know where I used to live now it's still daytime" Gide replied.

"Ohhhh" Gamal only has oh ria.

"What are you thinking?" Gide probed at the older brother who looked cloudy.

"Today exactly four years Niken left without any news" Gamal sighed heavily.

"Ck, are you still thinking about that girl? he just forgot about you!" Gide clucked.

Gide was always upset to hear Niken's name, although he did not witness firsthand how Gamal was left unilaterally without news, but from the story told by his mother by telephone, he can imagine how devastated Gamal was when Niken left him without clarity.

"I'm sure there's something wrong with Niken until he just leaves me without news and a trace" Gamal defended Niken.

"Come on Gamal, she's happy with her new life, you have to move on" Gide feels her brother is so stupid for love.

"No, I'll keep trying to find Niken and ask him to come back!" Gamal insists that Niken must still be alone.

"What about Sera?" Gide fishing.

"What's how?" Gamal doesn't understand.

"Are you not very close? I see you love each other!" Gide scratches out the connection between Gamal and Sera.

"But why do you always use the nickname husband and wife to greet each other?" Gide did not think.

"Did you forget that nickname we've been using for a long time? of course it was just as a call of pity only, nothing more!" Gamal.

"Then what about Sera's own feelings? did you ever find out how she felt about you?" Gide was not satisfied.

"Sera was a child, she was still far from what you think, don't think too much!" Gamal denies.

"Then stop with all this, lest you make Sera think otherwise and give her a chance that in the end you will only hurt her, she has grown up, we never know how she feels about you!" Gide gave emphasis.

Deg, Gamal was immediately aghast. I don't know why everything Gide said seems true because all this time he was like making Sera runaway for the departure of Niken.

"It's night, take a break, I also want to try to rest" Gide patted Gamal on the shoulder and passed to his room, leaving Gamal alone to digest all of his sister's words.

While in another corner, unbeknownst to both Gamal and Gide, Sera heard clearly all the expressions of Gamal's heart towards her. He could hear that Gamal only considered him a younger brother. Although Sera understood their position was only like a brother and sister, but it felt so painful when she heard it directly from Gamal's mouth. Since the first declared 'husband-wife' Sera never once thought far, which he knew he was only comfortable near Gamal who always spoiled him. Even when Gamal used to be Niken's girlfriend, Sera did not care, because for him, Gamal's attention is all he needs without understanding that it is the seed of love that has been planted so deeply in his heart and is growing more and more day by day.

"You are stupid Sera, it's clear that Gamal has always considered you a sister, why did you put your heart on her?" Sera fooled herself.

"You'll know long ago that Gamal's love was only for Niken's sister, why do you still expect more?" again Sera blamed herself.

"Take a stand, start acting Sera mature, take your own life path!" Sera then made up her mind to start keeping her distance from Gamal.

No tears fell down Sera's cheeks and her sobs broke imagining she had to live without Gamal, but she also did not want to look like a parasite that continued to cling to Gamal's life. His determination was round to stay away from Gamal and keep as much distance as possible with the man who had filled his heart.