The Torrent of Longing

Papa's?

Geck.. Geck.. Geck..

The sound of knocking on the door from outside the room broke the silence that morning.

"Let Rusda aja ma.." I said when my mother wanted to stand to open the door

When I opened the door, I was surprised to see a figure very similar to papa standing in front of the door. He greeted me.

"Hey.. Can I come in, son?" he said it to me

"Sorry, whose father?" ask me confused

Before he answered my question, suddenly mom came out and asked who was coming.

"Who's the dat-" mama's speech was interrupted when she saw who was coming

"Who are you?"

"I-" her words were interrupted

Mama immediately held her head while grimacing and then she fell unconscious. Quickly, the stranger carried his mother into the room. He put his mother to sleep on the sofa in the room of Dawn.

It just so happened that there was a nurse passing by in front of the room. I called him right away.

"Sus... Sisters.."

"What's wrong?" answer the nurse

"My mom suddenly fainted.."

"See, I'll call the doctor first"

While waiting for his doctor to come, bi Ika apply eucalyptus oil near your nose. My mother responds a little to the smell.

In other circumstances and at the same time. I talked to a stranger who looked like my papa or rather, his father Dawn.

"Who is this? And what's your father here for?"

"I'm here un-" again said the stranger

Mama suddenly wakes up and talks strange things while holding the shoulder of the stranger.

"Pa.. Papa gapapa, right? Papa is healthy, right? Mom just had a nightmare. Mama was in an accident and papa ninggalin mama. And at the time of the accident there were two small children who participated in the accident.. Mama is afraid, mama is afraid." said mama in a voice like a frightened person

"But I am not." said the stranger

I immediately told Fajar to listen to music using the earphones I brought. I don't want to, she knows what mom is talking about.

"What the hell is da? Why are you suddenly telling me to listen to music?" ask Fajar

"So what's mama talking about? Kaya mama nangis" asked Fajar again

"Cook.. That's mama Abis watching Drakor earlier. There was no sound from that, right? Silence." I said

"Oh.. Kirain from earlier diem-dieman again daydream" said Fajar

When I looked, it turned out that the doctor and nurse had come. And I saw that mom was going berserk while ruffling her hair. I don't know what happened to Mom, I missed it.

"We can't act anything. This is not our field. We will contact a mental health professional first" the doctor said

"Well doc.." said the stranger who was still trying to calm mom

"I'll excuse you. Soon I will call a doctor who can handle" said the doctor as he ran out of the room

She continued to talk strange and nonsensical things while forcing others to believe what she was talking about. I myself feel very confused. Because everything he was talking about was very strange, not according to the facts. Starting from he could never have children, until an accident that he considered a nightmare.

Not long after, another doctor came along with a nurse who was carrying drugs. Without a warning, the doctor immediately tried to inject the drug. There was a fight from my mom. But, because many were holding the mother, finally the drug was successfully injected into the mother.

>>News from the sight of a mysterious person similar to papa<<

(A few hours before my arrival to the hospital)

I looked at a picture of my twin brother who was now different from me. I won't be able to meet even if it's only five seconds. We are twin brothers who have been separated for a long time. I just found out that I have a twin brother, after my father told me everything before he left this world. My father told me that he had been divorced from my mother since I was very young. I was taken care of by my father, and my brother was taken care of by my mother. All this time I lived on the island of Borneo with my father. My mother and brother live on the island of Java. My mom and I never met at all. Until the time, Dad told me all his lies about my family. Dad told me to go see my mom so I wouldn't be here alone. He told my mom's home address. But, when I arrived on the island of Java and found the address of the house referred to by my father, there was not the address of my twin brother Fadhli's house. It turns out he moved.

(A few months before my arrival at the hospital)

I keep trying to find. I only have a clue from the name. Honestly, I was confused and frustrated. I almost wanted to give up. I think all this is free. Until one day, I met someone who looked a lot like me. He was walking in the car park, wearing an office coat. Without any hesitation I immediately approached her and invited her to talk for a while.

"Excuse me pa.. Can I have a minute?" much

"Can. But who are you?"

"I'm Fadhil pa. And what is the name of Father Fadhli?" I'm just going straight to the point

"Where do you know my name?" his expression was increasingly confused

"Before I answer the father's question, can we go to a more comfortable place to talk?"

"Good.. How about at the cafe sebrang. It's not far from here"

I just nodded, a sign confirming his words.

Arriving at the cafe, Fadhli immediately asked a question that I had not been able to answer earlier.

"How did you answer your question? And who are you really?" search Fadhli

I also told him everything that had actually happened. After he heard my explanation, he asked for proof that everything I said was the truth.

"What does all this mean? This kind of fraud mode? Is it just a resemblance to the face, you can confess that you are my brother? There are a lot of people out there trying to deceive me. I am the owner of the largest company in the city. If you can't show me any other evidence, I'll leave here and if you're still determined to see me, I'll lead you to the authorities on the charge of an unpleasant act. Because when I came out earlier, I wanted to go to meet with my client. For me, time is money. And now you're making me waste money. Understand!?!?" he said with a tinge of emotion until the veins on his neck were visible

He just left me. I didn't think the response would be like that.

To be continued....

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

"Everything has its time. If you are destined to meet, you will meet. Though in my mind there are thousands of impossible. I, who had been separated from my brother for a long time, found out that I could meet him. Although it is difficult to gain the trust of newly found people. Again this is all because of 'Destiny', and certainly because of my efforts as well. Message to you guys 'Don't give up easily huh.. Nothing is impossible. The key is DUIT(Do'a, Usaha, Istiqomah and Tawakal)"

~Fadhil Putra Nandawijaya