The Torrent of Longing

Depressions

>>News from Rusda<<'s view

A few weeks after the incident, Dawn was still lying in a hospital bed. Even though he was awake, but he still likes to rage and always rebelled when approached. This is what makes Dawn not allowed to go home.

What makes recovery difficult is the condition of Dawn is very concerning. Starting from his memory that disappeared, until the blindness he experienced.

Almost every day he cried while mentioning the name Dusk. I myself do not know what is called Dusk.

The doctor suggested to look for the person named Dusk. The doctor said the only person who can communicate with Dawn for now is Dusk. The one whose name is always called by Dawn.

I wanted to ask about Dusk to my mother. But, it seems like mama is very stressed and depressed to see the condition of her only biological child.

I also took the initiative to go home. I want to ask his neighbor Fajar about Dusk. Maybe they know.

Arriving at home I who had intended to directly ask about Dusk to the neighbors of the house, even thought to look for clues in the room of Dawn. Who knows if Fajar keeps something in his room. Although it sounds disrespectful, enter people's rooms without permission. But, now the more important thing is how I can find out the identity of the Twilight, so that I can easily find it.

I started looking for something that might be useful for information.

First, I looked for him in the little drawers near the Dawn study table. I open one by one those drawers. The first drawer contained only pencils, pens and other stationery. In the second section there are several reading books. I opened one piece of the books. And there is no result. The next drawers were the same, I couldn't find any clues.

I turned to the top of the table. There are many books that are arranged in. I take one at a time. And when I took the books, there was a photograph that fell from the book. I saw the photo of a boy around the age of five with a girl who seemed older than the boy.

I thought that the boy was Dawn and who was this woman? Maybe his sister? But, as I said, Dawn has no kaka.

"God.." I said as I patted the jidat.

"Why don't you ask bi Ika try.. She's been a maid here a long time.."

"Dark... Rusdaaa is a fool." I said, hitting my own head

I also came down the stairs while running. Not forgetting I brought the photo I just found.

"Bii... Bi Ikaa.." I shouted while looking for the whereabouts of bi Ika

"What's up, son? Aunt in the kitchen" Ika shouted

I ran straight to the kitchen.

"What's up, kid? In a hurry"

"Well, how's aunt going to my mom's nemenin hospital?"

"Auntie's getting food for your mama, son. Kasian him, eat instant food mulu. Not good you mostly eat instant food"

"Ooh.."

"Why did you call aunty?"

"ee.. Ee.. Why ya?"

"Oh, yes, yes.. Aunty's going to the hospital again, yeah"

"Yes bi"

A few seconds later I remembered, after seeing the photo I had brought.

"Eh.. Uh.. Uh.. Uh bi.. Don't go yet"

"Is there anything else for Rusda?"

"This is bi, new inget. I wanted to ask you about this photo" I said while giving a photo I found in Fajar's room

He looked at the photo while frowning.

"This looks like a picture of Dawn"

"Who's bi?"

"If it's not wrong, it's called that..."

"Who bi? Auntie know?"

"Yes aunt knows. Her name.... Se.. Se.." he said as he tried to keep remembering

"Senjaa?"

Degs.. I immediately felt happy, because I got a little hint from bi Ika.

"You know what, Dusk is Fajar bi?"

"Okay, it's just later.. Aunty's going to the hospital again, but your mom's alone in there"

"Rusda's in bi.."

"Yes, come on.. All right, if you want to ask around on the street"

(Trip to the hospital)

"So how's bi, the answer?"

"Which one?"

"That's a loh bi, about the Twilight"

"Oh.. Dusk was the only friend of Dawn as a child.."

"Keep bi?"

"Yes, there's no canal"

"Ih the aunt mah.. Rusda wants to know a lot about Dusk bi"

"Senja is a very good girl.. Almost every day he plays at home.. Dawn and Dusk are already rich sandals flops. It can't be separated. If you do not meet Dusk a day, Fajar will go on hunger strike. He is so familiar with Dusk. But, five years ago Dusk went to Dawn suddenly.."

"Innallahi"

"He ain't dead, son. Just go away.. Don't know where and why."

"Ooh.. So until now no one knows where he went bi?"

"Thank you.."

("Where should I find him?" my mind")

"Till to son.. Down yu.."

Bi Ika told me to get off the grab of the car she ordered.

Arriving at the hospital, I saw my mother daydreaming in the hospital corridor with her eyes closed

I can't bear to see him like that..

I entered the room where Dawn was being treated. And I sat near his bed. I saw him sleeping fast. I also spoke close to his ear.

"Fajaar.. It's me, Rusda. Your friend who is now has become like your sodara. You want me, right?"

"Would you like to see Dusk?"

I opened the hospital room curtains. It shows an orange cloud.

"I'm sorry, I can only show you the light. We'll see Twilight together sometime"

Maybe right now I'm like crazy, talking to myself. But, it was fine since this room was a VIP room, so no one saw it.

I kept asking him to talk. Perhaps with this, Dawn could quickly remember everything. Even now Dawn is asleep.

("I have a debt of gratitude that is very much the same as you, your family. I promise, I will never leave you, leave this family. I also want to apologize, probably because of my presence. Your family is ruined like this. Again I'm sorry Dawn" my inner self)

That afternoon, I felt very bad. I don't know what, I feel like something's going to happen. Hopefully, it's not worse than this.

To be continued....

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

"Some people have special people in their lives. Lf it doesn't? It's simple, it means you don't have life. Yes joke. Everyone will have time to meet a special person at a special time. The one who always understands your situation, the one who always helps you, the one who always defends you when you are right but no one defends. The point is, you have to be patient. If you are feeling alone now or feeling 'Nolep', remember! Allah always with you. God will help you. That's if you face everything patiently."

~Rusda Ainul Ghurri