The Struggle of a Husband

Ordeal

In a corner in one room of the apartment, a girl still crying as if what she wanted to say again felt like a dream.

Living in a country that in fact its people embrace freedom, of course really risk faith. Many temptations, ranging from a subtle invitation to coercion he had ever felt.

But God also always has a way of guarding His servant, who obeys. Always have a way of protecting His surrendered servant.

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Pov Selly

I am an Indonesian student living in London, studying in one of the universities in England. During my education, I lived in an apartment that was not in a student residence. But here also live the students who are a faculty with me.

I was still sitting waving in the apartment. Suddenly there were two students who were one faculty member with me to visit. This apartment is not far from the campus. In order to maintain ethics and adab and manners, I also let in.

I spontaneously dodged to the side, having found two men barging in.

"Excuse me!"

The two students barged in after I opened the door.

"What's wrong?" I asked the two men.

There were no answers from the two students. One of them pushed me to the corner of the window.

Gubrakkk....

"Auhhhh.. hurts!"

I screamed in pain, as my knees hit the end of the study table and strays out of the skin scratched on the skin.

"Hey.... Slyn, will you serve us?

The two men said.

Yes, the woman who had been crying in the apartment was Selyn who was feeling the novelty in her heart, after getting news from Amri. Selyn continued to study at level S 2 at the best university in the UK, namely LSE (London School of Economics) and 3 more weeks will carry out graduation S 2.

I was surprised to see what these two students were doing.

Without much questioning, one of them locked the door to my apartment. To hinder me from escaping. Then they took off their clothes one by one.

"Yes!".They want to take me to bed.

My body is shaking very hard. Seeing the two students began to undress and then open the pants he was wearing. I'm so scared and creepy. Silence tries to calm my heart and think hard, I ask for guidance to the Power. In order to escape, my mind momentarily felt deadlocked unable to think.

"What do you want!" My body trembled, seeing a man naked. Just wear my underwear and get close to me. Then I tried to think hard how to escape.

The two men grinned wickedly. "I want your body!" Answer the two men in a compact manner .

I just kept my head down and I was lucky I was able to calm the faith. I don't want my pride and honor to be tarnished.

I don't want to smear the body with the sin of adultery. In my inner turmoil, God inspired me at once.

The two men continued to corner me into the dindin. One of them kept trying to open the hijab I was wearing. But they can't, because they don't know how to open it. And the other one is still with the activity of removing clothes and pants.

I was struggling, trying to fight a man who was trying to open my hijab.

"Don't touch me and don't fuck around!" I was tall with lips shaking in fear. I tried to push him but I lost my strength.

"Ayola Selyn, we're having a little fun. You've been so hard on us all this time." Answer one of her male friends lightly.

It is difficult to live in a country that is free. Like this ingris community.

"In my head, then suddenly came the idea. I had to get out by jumping down, through the apartment window. Incidentally, my apartment is located on the 2nd floor which is not too high."

"Although at risk, but it's better. Rather than me having to serve these two men. Not thinking for long, I jumped straight out of the apartment window and managed to escape."

"After I got out, I ran to the nearest security post.

Then tell me about the incident I just experienced in the apartment.

"Sir.. sir..to-long!" The sound was choked in the ears of the security guard.

"What's wrong, miss?" Answer the Security.

I tried to catch my breath and breathe in the air, then let out slowly. After I calmed down I continued my words.

"Inside are two people trying to disturb my calm, sir." My words are still trembling.

The security guard walked into the apartment I called. Until finally, the security forces succeeded in investigating. The security then taught the two men a lesson, to be willing to answer and tell the truth what their intentions and goals were. Because I didn't tell her about the rape but said I was bullied.

After being asked for security, the two men asked to be honest and said that he had repeatedly invited Slyn to commit adultery. However, he never got a response and reply from her. Eventually, they did something unnatural. Because they say, Slyn is a woman who is very difficult to approach what else if the matter of adultery. Definitely resisting firmly and loudly.

God seems to be really looking after Slyn.

"Yes" the woman who was sexually assaulted by two men, she refused loudly and said.

Loudly in the square room, which was only three meters wide, I replied. "I fear god."

Then I came out of the room, after all the business was done and handed over to the authorities.Then I left the place to go to the apartment where I lived.

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I was sitting on the bed with both hands on my knees.

I cried lamenting what would happen if all that happened. No matter what, Amri always took care of me and never touched me, even if it shook hands. For for Amri, if he truly loves me, then he will take care of me until the word lawful comes. And will not plunge me into the pit of adultery.

Those words always ring in my head and I kept looking after and remembering them. Even so it is difficult for me to withstand all the trials that continue to befall me in this country. Now I live in the ingris for a while and to reach my goals. The longer I cry the more.

"What more trials have you given Jacob. I want to keep my chastity for my future husband. Please protect the servant, until the word halal arrives ya-Rob."

In her heart Selyn screamed, asking, begging to be given protection by the Power.