The Struggle of a Husband
Fear
Two years already married. But Amri and Selyn, have not been given a baby.
In the morning, Sellyn was walking in the garden complex near her home. Many mothers are humping there are also who are buying vegetables in the brother of the vegetable maker.
The morning walk makes the body become refreshed what else with the morning sun that makes the body healthier.
Amri who was beside Slyn was unceasingly looking at the look on the face of Selyn's ayu that was emanated by the morning sun.
The streets of the complex are so cool and along the way many shady trees that make the environment feel cool.
The mothers whispered when they saw the arrival of Amri and Selyn as they passed by.
"Don't have kids yet, do they?" ask one of the middle-aged mothers to her friend.
"Yes yes jeng." replied the mother who was spoken to.
"What is the husband's problem, jeng?" asked the mother again when she saw Amri and Slyn had passed them. But their speech still sounded so clear in the ears of Amri and Slyn.
At first they didn't matter. But when he heard the whispers of the neighbors, Selyn began to fret. Finally, Sellyn invited Amri to go to the doctor.
With both of them leisurely walking towards home, Sellyn tried to hold back and dismiss all the bad thoughts about the future and the offspring that he had not yet obtained from Amri. Then he tried to express his wishes to Amri.
"Mass?" call Sellyn with doubt.
Amri looked at Selyn's face with a smile. " What's the matter dear." said Amri.
"Can we go to the gynecologist?" selyn asked, biting her lower lip in fear.
Their eyes clashed. " Alright if that's what you want." Amri looked into Sellyn's eyes. There is something he fears in him.
With a big smile, Sellyn said. "Thank you, Mommy." she replied. Then they continued their footsteps towards the house.
Arriving at the house Slyn rushed in and took a bath to do the routine until ready with clothes that are neat with hijab that is worn on his head.
"Mas, I'm ready." said Selyn to Amri who was still sitting on a chair with a lap top in his thigh bag.
Amri raised his head facing towards Slyn who happily emanated from the look of his ayu face. Actually Amri was very scared, but he always hid that fear from Slyn and nodded with a smile so that Slyn did not suspect.
"Wait a minute baby, Mas prepare first." replied Amri got up from the chair and closed the lap top and put it on the table. He rushed into the bathroom.
Fifteen minutes later Amri came out of the bathroom in a casual outfit that looked very cool in Selyn's eyes. He blushed reddened his face, when he saw the good looks of Amri's face that increasingly added to his good looks. The look in their eyes clashed, Selyn immediately turned her face away from being pegged at Amri's handsome face. Shame must be what Sellyn felt. He bowed his red face like a ripe tomato that had been boiled.
Amri stepped up to her and reached out with a hand inviting Slyn to stand up from her seat.
"Darling, let's go." said Amri with one hand against the face of Selyn.
They climbed the stairs and headed for the car that was parked pretty on the street, after one of the drivers parked it when Amri asked to prepare a car while Selyn was taking a shower.
The time they travel is quite decent with busy roads due to activity during the day. Many people who are walking just looking for lunch make the streets more crowded.
Thirty minutes later they reached one of the largest hospitals in the city. Amri invited Slyn down and clasped her palm to one of the obstetricians, as requested by Sellyn this morning.
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They entered the examination room and waited for the lab results to come out.
Amri unceasingly looked at Slyn's face with a sad look. Worry, fear, all in one. In Amri still clearly remember the words of doctor Mica, a friend of his school days. Amri is worried about explaining all the problems with Sellyn. He always closed all information about the events of the first night when the kabul was completed, when Selyn suddenly entered the hospital. Every time Sellyn asked what was wrong with her, Amri always replied that it was okay and just needed a break because he was tired.
Slyn saw the uneasiness clearly on Amri's face. He ventured to ask to dispel his curiosity.
"Mas, why does it look so agitated?" selyn asked, looking at Amri's bead with her forehead.
Amri quickly dispels all suspicions asked by Sellyn. "Emang why? Mas, it's okay ko." replied Amri widened a smile to make Selyn's heart as suspicious and increasingly want to know what is hidden.
"Then, why was Mas from earlier so tense and looks anxious. What else after we get out of the examination room? ask Sellyn streak.
"No dear, Mas's just nervous." elak Amri covered up all of Selyn's suspicions. Gently Amri leaned her head against her shoulder and stroked her head fondly. They are currently in the waiting room in a special room for the guests who planted shares in the hospital. One of them is Amri, unbeknownst to Selyn. Amri is the largest shareholder in the hospital.
Selyn's heart warmed up to get a soft touch from Amri, his suspicions instantly quiet like in the swallow of the earth. He believes that Amri will never lie to him.
As a result, one of the nurses called Amri to go into the doctor's office because Slyn was going to the bathroom.
Now Amri and the doctor are one room with sitting facing only the table is a barrier.
"Please be patient, sir" the doctor told Amri, handing over the lab results. " Your wife who has a problem and is a bit difficult, your wife has no hope of getting pregnant" said the doctor before Amri replied.
A moment Amri shut up and said. "Well then, don't tell this to my wife, Doc?" amri said while giving the lab results.
"You mean?," the doctor was shocked as he asked.
"I'm afraid it'll hurt his feelings. The doctor just tell me I'm barren." replied Amri pleading.
The doctor also answered. "Can't be like that. You have no problem, sir" said the doctor, a little confused.
Long enough they talked, until Amri managed to convince the doctor to say as he wanted.
Shortly after that conversation, Sellyn came to them. Fortunately, they finished discussing.
Selyn sat down and listened to all the explanations from the doctor. The lab results that came out he clutched with trembling. He looked into Amri's eyes.
